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Reposting after I removed the fic the first time.
Abbot finds Whitaker curled up on Robby's bed, wearing one of Robby's hoodies. He takes Whitaker in hand, teaches him what he needs, and uses it to draw Robby home.
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05 Jul 2026
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Alternative Universe where Dennis Whitaker and Michael Robinavitch are the same age and both residents of emergency medicine at PTMC, what starts as an academic rivarly evolves into a romance neither of them expected, or welcomed, but they're eager to live it.
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10 May 2026
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09 May 2026
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Dennis Whitaker can work the ER on caffeine, adrenaline, and pure spite. He can charm patients, antagonise coworkers, argue with anyone in authority, and keep moving long past the point any sane person would collapse.
Dr. Michael Robinavitch sees straight through him. Chief attending, unflappable to nonsense, and far too perceptive for Dennis’s comfort, Robby becomes the one person who refuses to be distracted by Whitaker’s reckless competence and practiced chaos. What begins as curiosity sharpens into something far more dangerous: trust.
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- Part 1 of No Control
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27 Apr 2026
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There are a lot of ways to survive the Pitt. Most of them are questionable at best and actively dangerous at worst. One of them actually works. Code Whitaker.
Or: how “Code Whitaker” quietly became part of the ER’s standard operating procedure.
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26 Apr 2026
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The stranger from the stairwell stops beside a bank of linen cabinets and folds his arms loosely across his chest.
No, not a stairwell stranger, Dennis reminds himself. His attending.
He opens his mouth. “Dr. Robby—”
“You are a fourth-year medical student on rotation in my department,” Dr. Robby cuts off, “and what happened in the stairwell this morning does not change that.”
Dennis swallows.Dennis Whitaker didn't need fate to tell him he was meant to be a doctor. He just really wasn't expecting his new attending on his very last rotation of medical school to say the words inked around his bicep.
Or, a slow burn soulmate-identifying marks AU.
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26 Apr 2026
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While renting himself out to pay for med school, twenty-four year old Dennis Whitaker meets fifty-four year old Michael Robinavitch. A quiet, unassuming doctor, so unlike his other patrons. What began as an agreement of simple convenience- Dennis's companionship for Robby's support- develops into something real as Robby becomes more than a client and their relationship becomes more than a simple contract.
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- Part 1 of Nebraska Dreaming
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26 Apr 2026
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Before he could ask what he was talking about, one of Jack’s strong hands grabbed his face, thick fingers forcing his jaw to open. The other hand was on his chest, keeping him locked in place.
Robby pressed the knife into his forearm, red blood welling up at the wound immediately.
No, no. He did not want blood. The blood would make him what he didn’t want to be. It would confirm what he was trying to deny. It would confirm the sin that had taken root inside of him.
Dennis felt fangs sliding out of his gums, heavy and sharp. He started salivating, wanting to taste the blood, needing to taste it.
or;
Freshly turned vampire Dennis finds himself on the doorstep of two vampire hunters. They promise him safety, in exchange for information.
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26 Apr 2026
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“I haven’t really been to a wedding where I’ve, uh… let loose. But, hey,” Dennis shrugged, “maybe I’m doing it wrong.”
“If I hadn’t already agreed to go to this conference, I’d offer to go with you,” Robby said casually. “Show you how it’s done. I’ve got a good track record as a plus-one, too.” Dennis had to say something. To interrupt. To shut this down. But what was he supposed to say? No, you can’t be my plus one, because I lied about my cousin, and there is no wedding, and it seems a little weird to bring a date to a fucking funeral– “Apparently parents love it when you bring home a doctor.”
And just like that, the bubble popped.
“I’m not gay,” Dennis snapped.
He had never hated the sound of his own voice as much as he did right then.
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Or, Dennis is anxiously headed home for a "wedding" in Broken Bow, Nebraska, the details of which are increasingly fuzzy. Robby's got a medical conference in Omaha that same weekend. So they carpool. Seventeen hours both ways in an enclosed space with no way out except a tuck and roll. This'll go great.- Language:
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26 Apr 2026
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"There has to be something you want to come back for. Something you can’t die without doing.”
Robby’s gaze roamed across Dennis's face, tracing the planes and sharp angles of his features like he was trying to commit them to memory. He already had a long time ago. The horrible, aching knot in his chest dedicated to Dennis was a piece of Robby that he tried, time and time again, to rip out. Always to no avail.
If he had anything to come back for, it’d be this one thing.
"Marry me," Robby said.
Robby, about to head out for his sabbatical and never return, thinks to hell with it—nothing matters except for the very real, very inappropriate feelings he's been harboring for his first-year resident. So he proposes. And before he can take it back, Whitaker says yes.
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- Part 1 of to have and to hold
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26 Apr 2026
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From starting out in the pitt as a second year resident to reluctantly falling in love with your night shift Attending Jack Abbot. Months of teasing, hidden bets, exchanged stitches and secretly shared beds all lead to this.
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26 Apr 2026
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21 Apr 2026
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18 Apr 2026
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"Dennis knew he was slowly but surely paying the price for making himself sick so often.
His skin was pale, his limbs slim, his eyebags darker.
Still, being greeted by Robby, treated by him, or even only sharing the same space in that damned building made everything worth it."OR
The Fic where Dennis Whitaker is a stalker, caught making himself sick in order to see Robby more often.
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12 Apr 2026
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For two years, Dennis Whitaker's only friend was a handsome, tired man who loved his sandwiches with extra peppers. He never imagined that "Michael" was Dr. Robinavitch, ER attending, and that their carefully built bubble was about to explode in a way neither of them could've predicted.
Or the one where Dennis and Robby knew each other for two years before their first shift together.
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11 Apr 2026
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The night before Robby leaves for his sabbatical, Jack confesses what Robby has spent decades trying to ignore. Robby does what he does best — he runs. But how far can he outrun the one thing he’s always wanted?
Not far enough.
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10 Apr 2026
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The index finger at his sternum felt like the muzzle of a gun. Whitaker’ heart jumped further up his throat. He could feel his heartbeat burning on his tongue.
“Do you just do whatever people tell you?”
Whitaker fucks up. Then Robby fucks up worse.- Language:
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10 Apr 2026
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“Do you actually, y’know, like him?”
Dennis bristled. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Santos put up her hands defensively. “Hey, I’ve got nothing against the guy. Robby’s a great doctor and a good boss. I just… I mean he is like twice your age, man.”
Dennis simply shrugged. “Maybe I have a thing for crows' feet, ever thought about that?”
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Dennis Whitaker runs into his favorite ED attending having a panic attack at a gay bar.
Maybe his guidance is just what Robby needs in these trying times?- Language:
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10 Apr 2026
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The last time Dennis had a conversation with Robby before the day they tumbled down a bridge together was a little over a year ago. It was minutes before dawn. The hallway light was just bright enough to illuminate the horror in the older man’s eyes.
“I’m sorry,” he said to Dennis, choking on the words and rubbing a palm over his eyes. His chest was heaving with breaths as if he'd just witnessed the end of the world instead of holding Dennis naked in his arms.
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A year after a drunk hook-up with his attending at the end of his rotation, Dennis is back to the Pitt as a resident.
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10 Apr 2026
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It's been four years since he met Dennis Whitaker. Three years since he's last seen him. Two years since Robby finally admitted he couldn't live without him. And one year of holding himself back from looking for him.
One thousand, one hundred and nineteen days.
That's how long it took before Robby decided he needed to at least be near him.
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10 Apr 2026