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When Dallas texts him, I’m flying in Tuesday, getting in at 11:45, Shane thinks of all the things he might do instead, alone. He thinks there is a world in which he could say, I can’t today, but the text is not a question, the ticket is already bought, Kent never asks him if he’s welcome first. Kent picks up and flies to another city, because he knows he’s welcome, he knows Shane will let him inside. There was a moment, back in September, when Shane might have asked himself if he wanted this—is this the man you want to sleep with? Is this the way you want to spend your time? Are you having fun? It doesn’t matter. This is the person who wants to be with him.He wonders if this is how Ilya felt about him. Impassive.
Or: After an unexpected encounter just before the start of the 2016-17 season, Shane falls into a casual relationship with Dallas Kent. He doesn't meet Rose Landry. He doesn't set foot in Ilya's house outside of Boston. (There is no tuna meltdown.) He stops waiting for Ilya Rozanov to text him back. It's fine, until it isn't.
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Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
21 Jun 2026
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Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.
Except, well. Then there are zombies.
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18 Jun 2026
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Shane has been covering up his soulmark for as long as Ilya has known him.
Ilya doesn't have a soulmark at all.Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
13 Jun 2026
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When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.
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13 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is a man who thrives on structure, routine, the solid ground of a ten-year plan. Ilya likes that about him, likes the embracing squeeze of having a life organized in tandem with Shane.
No one would call Ilya a man who thrives on structure. But it’s there, if not in his DNA then in the patterns of his brain. A call-and-response of: they do this, I do that.
When Ilya’s life is flayed open for the world to dissect, how will they push-and-pull their way back towards what was once a well-organized life?
“I thought we could go through the schedules and figure out what days we’ll be in the same cities this season, or when either of us have a couple of days off in a row. Maybe make a shared calendar, so we c—”
“A sex calendar? Your parents are arriving in thirty minutes, and you are proposing making a sex calendar?” Oh, this was delicious. He’d be able to eat out on this for years, if Shane was willing to give him that long.
“It’s not a sex calendar! It’s just … when we might be able to see each other,” he finished, already sounding defeated.
“And what are you planning on doing when we are seeing each other? Not fucking?”
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25 May 2026
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They meet when they're just teenagers. They start fucking not too much longer after that. They also don't really allow themselves to get to know each other until much, much later.
(In which your soulmate will one day say something that proves they understand you. Shane and Ilya don't exactly make a habit of talking.)
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27 Apr 2026
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God discounted the AU Winchesters, but Sam realizes he shouldn't have. Because they would never kill each other. Not this Samuel and this Other Dean. Like the Sam and Dean of this world, they’re too deeply intertwined. They love each other too much, in all the ways they should and some they should never.
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12 Feb 2026
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Clark's clever tongue gets him into trouble with Lex. No, not that kind of trouble. Unfortunately. The less fun kind, where they're not locked together in an impenetrable bunker for the night. If only it were that kind of trouble. Again.
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22 Aug 2025
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If Pierre weren't a tennis player, he'd be a musician. Nico doesn't see why he can't be both.
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27 Jul 2025
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“We have to stop doing this.” Nico whispers, pressed against the bedsheets.
“Shut the fuck up.” Pierre growls, fingers digging into his hips, and Nico does, shuddering as he comes, cries muffled against Pierre’s shoulder.
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- Part 1 of glass shards and broken hearts
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21 Jul 2025
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“I brought wine.” Pierre offers. He hesitates, then sets it on the kitchen counter. The soft clank is magnified in the tense silence between them.
“I saw.” Nico can’t resist a snort. “That’s your plan? You bring wine and we fuck and make up?”
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- Part 2 of glass shards and broken hearts
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21 Jul 2025
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Jackie didn’t like being wrong about things, but at certain point, she had to admit that Walt had the situation with John Carter figured out long before she ever did.
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28 May 2025
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The year that Reese Benton turns 18, Peter Benton comes back to work at County.
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28 May 2025
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“What then? You can’t mean to have a child out of wedlock.” Aemond waits for Luke to make some snappy retort, a denial. It doesn’t come.
Luke looks down at his half-eaten ravioli—Aemond’s ravioli, really—and says, “If both parents legitimize, then it won’t be an issue.”
Aemond feels a deep desire to put his head in his hands. He does—one hand, half-covering the only eye Luke left to him. With the other he pinches the bridge of his nose. “And who, pray tell, would father this child for you?”
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- Part 5 of on your mark
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14 Apr 2025
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Luke and Aemond marry to stop a political crisis. Twelve years and five children later, Luke asks Jace to watch the kids for the first time.
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- Part 4 of on your mark
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14 Apr 2025
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Muña leaves them on a clear morning. He does not return for a long, long time. Set some time after MNYM.
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- Part 2 of on your mark
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14 Apr 2025
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Champagne in the physio room is a good idea until the first bottle’s nearly empty and Jamie leans forward and says, “Tell the truth now, Keeley. Does he eat you out as good as I did?”
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08 Feb 2025
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"I'm not sure what this is supposed to prove," Arthur temporizes.
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Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
23 Jan 2025
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Kelly loves every broken inch of this man.
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- Part 16 of Krit’s 2021 Whumptober Fills
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19 Jan 2025
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Checkmate by ForFucksSakeJim
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
17 Nov 2023
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Spock’s hand found its way between the strands of Jim’s hair. Fingers tangling as he gives a gentle tug and Jim moans, letting his voice draw out and raise an octave. He wants to close his eyes, to leave his mouth open, to have Spock press deeper inside of him, to feel him filling his mouth. But that would mean Spock Wins™, and Jim Kirk will not let a blow job be his downfall.
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- Part 38 of No Dialogue
- Part 3 of Tumblr Writes
- Part 144 of Taylor Inspired
Bookmarked by nowhere_blake
27 Nov 2024