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i never minded being on my own (then something broke in me) by agetwellcard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jan 2026
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“I don’t remember his name. Blond. Russian. Kind of intense.” Shane tries to keep his brain from lingering on memories of Ilya’s hands in his hair.
Rose has her mouth open when he looks over at her. “You literally talked to the team captain and you didn’t even know? Shane, that was Ilya Rozanov.”
Shane feels like he can’t breathe for a second at the sound of his name.
“That sounds right. Yeah.”
After a few seconds, Rose holds out her phone. It’s a picture of Ilya she has pulled up from Google. He’s in a hockey uniform but his helmet is off, curly hair glistening with sweat. “This is who you talked to, right?”
Shane nods. He hopes that it isn't obvious on his face that he did much more than talking with the man.
AU Where Shane Hollander is a rising actor and meets hockey star Ilya Rozanov at a club while celebrating an award show win. Between filming a movie where Shane is playing a gay man and having a casual relationship with Ilya, Shane deals with defining his sexuality and trying not to ruin their casual relationship with his feelings for Ilya.
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26 Jul 2026
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When the Night Calls by heartsmadeofbooks
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander is finally ready to come to terms with his sexuality... he just isn't sure how to go about that. So, thinking it might make things easier, he hires an escort to take him through the first steps.
Enter Ilya Rozanov, who will give him everything he ever fantasized about, and maybe some more Shane didn't even dare dream of. -
The Perfect Match by loveinthemargins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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Shane's single, but that's only because he hasn't found the right woman yet, obvi. Luckily, he's got an appointment with a matchmaker and it's sure to go well, right? RIGHT?!
Or, Shane makes an appointment with a matchmaker, who turns out to be the sexiest man on the planet, and it definitely doesn't go exactly how he planned.
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24 Jul 2026
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keep a place for me by agetwellcard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Apr 2026
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From across the rink, Shane watches Ilya get punched in the face.
He keeps a distance from the mess playing out. He knows better than to go over and make it worse. He would be more worried about it if Ilya wasn’t laughing with blood running down his face as one of his teammates drags him away. He’s yelling at the player that punched him, and Shane is grateful he can’t hear what he’s saying because he knows it’s obscene.
“Your boy is feral tonight,” Pike says to Shane.
Shane groans. “He's not my boy.”When Shane is in junior high, Ilya's family moves to Canada. Instead of meeting as adults, they grow up together. Shane learns Russian and Ilya spends a majority of his time at the Hollander household. When they start their professional hockey careers, they have to learn how to be opponents instead of teammates, but also how to be apart for the first time in their lives. When Ilya suggests that they sleep together, Shane has to balance their friendship and their casual relationship.
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23 Jul 2026
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I crave the taste of you by mickeysmyheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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“What if I’m a bad kisser?” Shane asks, nervously.
“Show me and I will tell you if you are bad,” Ilya finds himself saying before he can stop himself.
“Wh— what?” Shane stutters. “You want me to kiss you?”
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The practice kissing AU
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- Part 4 of In Any Universe
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23 Jul 2026
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“He’d probably wear a rash guard on the beach because too much sunlight would kill him.” Ilya murmured on their drive over the private resort. He had an obnoxious Hawaiian shirt on that shifted with every slight wind that came from the rolled down window.
“You’d hate him for doing anything, it’s honestly impressive.” Sasha snorted in laughter. He really admired Ilya’s dedication to finding things to be annoyed about.
“He makes it easy.” Ilya resorted to his default response.
Five times Sasha meets his boyfriend’s work enemy, Shane Hollander, and the one time he meets his ex’s husband, who is also Shane Hollander.
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- Part 1 of make him lose his mind
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23 Jul 2026
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Ilya likes getting Shane riled up, it’s one of his favourite things to do. Sending him sly little winks from his bench when he scores, pushing him against the wall and kissing him dirty, just before they have to leave.
He loves the look on Shane’s face, the hunger, the fire in his eyes.
So nobody can blame him when he sees that fire, and decides to poke it just a little more.
Well, maybe Shane can, but that just adds to the fun.
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19 Jul 2026
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keeping it warm, or how ilya rozanov survived the great playoffs sex ban by stillnotmollified
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Mar 2026
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“Shane, moya lyubov?”
“Mm-hmm.”
“What if I just … put it in my mouth for little bit?”
Shane shushes him. “I’m trying to watch the game tape. Could you stop thinking with your dick for a second? Do you not want me to win?”
“Please.” It comes out like a whine. “I will not even move. No sucking. I will just sit on my knees with your cock in my mouth. Is not sex. Is just … keeping your dick warm, yes?”
(Or, the Metros agree not to have sex during the MLH Finals, and Ilya Rozanov is losing his mind. Fortunately for Ilya, Shane gets turned on watching himself score on game tape.)
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18 Jul 2026
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Snapbacks and Sigma Phi by darkbluedarkblue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander meets frat boy Ilya Rozanov in a too-loud, too-crowded basement at a fraternity party. And maybe it's strangely attractive to watch Ilya win at beer pong.
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18 Jul 2026
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when you say my name by ingberry
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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Shane shrieked. “Ilya!” He toppled sideways on his mat, glaring, his cheeks flushed pink. “What the fuck!”
“What?” He said, innocent. “You were showing it off for me.”
“I didn’t even know you were here!”
“You must have known I would feel it in the air, like mating call.”
Shane laughed and threw his forearm over his eyes. “You’re impossible.”
Ilya is obsessed with Shane saying his name.
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17 Jul 2026
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He swiped quickly past his mom and Hayden’s messages, each including various degrees of surprise and reassurances.
Mom: Have you heard anything from Coach Theriault? I’m sure the announcement is coming any day. You’re the obvious choice and—
Swipe.
Hayden: Dude did you see this shit? I can’t wait when they announce yours and we get to—
Swipe.
Lily: Did you see they make me captain before you?
Lily: ???
Lily: In two weeks you will be saying “please please captain can I suck your dick”
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Shane visits Ilya’s Boston penthouse for the first time after they become newly-minted captains.
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17 Jul 2026
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You Make Me Greedy by gracerene
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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"Hi, I'm Matt," the man said. His gaze swept over the table, and when he met Shane's eyes, he winked. "Great to meet all of you. I'm a big hockey fan."
Shane flushed bright red. Because he recognized that voice, and he remembered that name, but there were billions of people in the world, and Shane had never considered the possibility that his old vacation hook-up would make a reappearance.
"You're a fan?"
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In which Shane and Ilya (and a few friends) run into Mexico top (iykyk) at the Kingfisher.
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17 Jul 2026
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Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.
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13 Jul 2026
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pull at the thread by xogray
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 Jul 2026
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Yuna slides a folder on the table closer, pulling out two packets of paper. She’d gone all out with the contracts. Mainly, Shane suspected, to ease his nerves about the lines of the relationship. Plus, she was always nothing if not prepared.
She hands one contract to Shane, then another to Rozanov. “As a reminder, this is not legally binding. If either of you wants out early, can’t meet obligations, or wants to change things down the line, that is perfectly fine, and we can work with that. This just lays out the exact timeline of the relationship,” she begins, “down to the start and end dates."
- or, Shane and Ilya never start hooking up in 2010. So eight years later, after they both come out on their own, Yuna Hollander (momager of the century) decides that a PR relationship would be very beneficial for her son and his infamous rival. And everything definitely goes exactly according to plan... or something like that. -
m2m by pookiewookie111
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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Ilya has two problems.
The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.
These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.
(or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)
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He looks like he works with his hands by ilyasvline
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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A disastrous team party leaves Shane Hollander with a broken dining table, so he does what any reasonable person would do and hires someone on Task Rabbit to fix it.
The fixer is Ilya Rozanov: charming, hot, and just enough of an asshole that Shane knows he should probably stay away.
Yet he keeps finding things around his house that "mysteriously need repairing".
Or: Shane has a crush on the hot handyman he hired, so he keeps making up problems to see him.
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Ilya Rozanov Gets a Boyfriend (And It’s Not Shane Hollander) by loved_thestars_toofondly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jun 2026
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“You’re such an asshole,” Shane grumbled, jabbing a socked foot into Ilya’s thigh.
“Interference,” Ilya gasped dramatically, grabbing Shane’s foot. “Ref, we need a penalty call here!"
“Let me go,” Shane laughed, wriggling his foot out of Ilya’s grip. Ilya, unrelenting, threw his arms around both of Shane’s legs instead, dragging them onto his lap.
“Fine,” Shane huffed, readjusting his grip on the video game controller. “Whatever. Hold my legs hostage. I’ll still beat you next round.”
“Don’t make promises you can’t keep, Hollander,” Ilya said, before he got distracted by the buzz of his phone.
It was a message from Matthias. Ilya bit back a smitten little smile as he tapped out a response.
When he looked up, Shane was staring at him.
“New girl?” he asked, an inscrutable look on his face.
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Ilya Rozanov gets himself a shitty boyfriend. Shane has feelings about it.
Of course, they stay oblivious idiots the whole time.
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Shane Hollander's Guide to Winning Free Agency by DistantStorm
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is a UFA on July 1, 2019 at 12pm Eastern. An Unrestricted Free Agent, or UFA for short, is a player of a certain tenure whose contract has ended and can sign with any team of their choosing. If it were anyone else, a player walking to his UFA day would strike fear into the fans and managers hearts. They could lose a player for nothing.
On the morning of July 1, 2019, with Shane Hollander set to test free agency, the Montreal Metros and their fanbase aren't worried. It's well documented that Shane Hollander has always held out for the best deal, and being a free agent is his leverage. Everyone knows that he’ll sign another deal with the Metros.
But maybe everyone is wrong.
(Alternatively: the one where Shane Hollander finds out ahead of schedule that Ilya Rozanov is lonely.)
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- Part 1 of Hollanov's Guide to Major League Hockey
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06 Jul 2026
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“He thinks you like me. ...Do you like me?”
"...You are difficult to not like. It is very easy to fall for you."---
Ilya thinks Shane Hollander's boyfriend is an asshole, and he doesn't think that just because he's head over heels in love.
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Shane Hollander has everything. He's married, has sweet children and a very successful business... living a life everybody envies.
But Shane Hollander also has a secret. He turns every gala, party or auction into an opportunity to get his guts rearranged by the hot catering waiter.On his forty-fifth birthday though, Shane finds out that it's about to end.
Or: Shane and Ilya spend one last night together, both knowing it will never be enough.
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- Part 2 of but you haven't seen my man