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In 2015, when Max first joined F1 as a fresh-faced rookie, the pack shut him out because of the wrongness and temperament that existed on him like a second skin. In 2025, Max has mellowed out and the pack, specifically the rookies, begin coming to him. Whether they are tired, angry, hurting, or unsure, Max never says no. He doesn’t weigh the risks of involving himself with a pack that doesn't claim him; he only registers that someone needs something, and that he knows how to give.
Layered on that, Max has a secret that the pack doesn’t know nor understand but they begin to circle it. It lives in the way he goes still when certain voices drop, in how his eyes glaze when someone gets too close, in how he never asks for anything and how every so often he'll disappear and return as a ghost.
OR: The 2025 rookies get attached to Max very quickly, pulling him into grid pack dynamics. Unfortunately, Max was cut from the pack in 2015 by Lewis and he still doesn't accept him. Now that Max is getting closer again, the grid is starting to notice something is very wrong with him.
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Buck opens his home to Harry to have a place to decompress and relax after long shifts. Harry is determined to see the Buck that Bobby saw all those years ago.
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29 Jun 2026
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Clay Spenser dies in 2022.
Bravo goes to sleep broken and wakes up in 2017.
This time, Clay Spenser lives.
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The midpoint between time and eternity; the mode of being of the angels, saints, and celestial bodies (which mediaeval astronomy believed to be unchanging)
"It doesn't matter anyway," Buck said, muffled slightly by his own arms. "The call goes out in twenty minutes. I called it in, the other unit responds, probably it's fine." A pause. "I've never gotten through this day. Every version of this day ends with the twenty-fifth and I wake up on October second." Another pause. "It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter at all."
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Evan Buckley and Tommy Kinard have been married for ten years, and from the outside, their marriage is perfect.
Behind closed doors, it's a different story.
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the pact by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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Lily: Well. There is very interesting studies I have read recently.
Karolina: We’re listening!
Lily: Research shows that abstinence can significantly improve athletic performance. Testosterone levels, energy conservation, mental focus. All better with sexual abstinence.
Jackie: Wait, seriously?
Lily: Oh yes, very serious research. Professional athletes should abstain completely during playoff runs. Some studies suggest 6-8 weeks for optimal results.
Satu: SIX TO EIGHT WEEKS?!
When “Lily” gets added to the Montreal Voyageurs WAGs group chat, she comes armed with peer-reviewed research, vibrators for everyone, and one revolutionary idea: a playoff sex ban for optimal athletic performance. The WAGs are convinced it’s evidence-backed science, the team is suffering, and Ilya is having the time of his life watching his handiwork unfold.
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Please don't leave (I won't ever) by 17darwinism
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Mar 2026
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“What did you actually think?”
He can’t help it. He looks at Ilya. Ilya only stares at him. “I say that now, in hindsight. Back then, I wasn’t thinking. Not really. It would come to me in waves, the anxiety, the fear. Most of the time,” he says. “I was just…”
“Waiting for me to speak?” Ilya offers.
Shane shakes his head, “I was trying to make it to tomorrow with you alive.”
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Ilya and Shane work to find themselves, and each other, again after Ilya's suicide attempt.Series
- Part 2 of Please, God, I'm finally loved
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30 Apr 2026
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i've been seeing ghosts again by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Jun 2026
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Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.
In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.
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When Buck moved to LA he was following a true purpose: He was going to be a firefighter for the LAFD. He put in the work, the studying the training, all to have that dream ripped away from him a month before graduating the academy. Buck needed to adjust his path finding himself working as a 9-1-1 Emergency Dispatcher in attempt to answer the calling that brought him to LA.
Buck still manages to find family with the 118.
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When Bobby asked what made him decide on firefighting Buck attempted to doge the question, "You're gonna laugh."
"Try me," Bobby shrugged.
"I saw a movie," Buck answered. Bobby snorted.
"I told you."
Bobby smiled, "You just seem the type. You see a cool stunt on TV?"
Buck resisted the urge to sneer a bit while he defended himself, "No. Well, I mean. Okay, yeah, the stunts were cool but I really liked the brotherhood, you know?"
Bobby lifted an eyebrow. Buck corrected, "Or, siblinghood, whatever. The team. Having people have my back, it was a nice thought."
Bobby hummed, "You're really caught up on this whole team stuff, huh?"
Buck flashed a teasing grin, "So just my luck I get a loner mentor."
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Cliff's Rookie year was kinda fucking awful. Being the new guy sucks.
Lucky for him, there's a new new guy to take the heat now.
Even luckier for him, the new guy is kinda fucking crazy...
Or, Ilya Rozanov Vs The Locker Room, featuring the epic bromancing of one Cliff Marlow.
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- Part 1 of Duty of Care
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strange days are here again by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Feb 2026
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Ilya rubbed at his face with both hands, trying to knead the heaviness away. It didn’t budge.
Probably just caught something from the kids, he thought to himself. Some kind of virus.
Except he'd been feeling like this for weeks now. Maybe longer. It was hard to tell. The days blurred when you were tired, and he’d been tired for longer than he wanted to admit.
Maybe it was something still lingering in his system. That happened sometimes, right? Viruses could hang around. He'd read that somewhere. Post-viral fatigue.
Yeah. That was probably it.
Some dormant virus still working its way out of him.
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Ilya and Shane are married with kids, living the life they fought for. But Ilya's depression is rearing its ugly head again.
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- Part 8 of Our House
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02 Apr 2026
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déjà vu by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Apr 2026
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Ilya had never really let himself picture it before. Not for too long, anyway. Himself at twelve, standing in that doorway, seeing her lifeless body on the bed.
He didn’t have any photographs of himself from that age, which made it easier to keep the memory at a distance. Just a fact. Something that happened to a version of himself he barely remembered being.
Niko turning twelve closed that distance.
Ilya is going through a depressive episode. Which is hitting differently now that his son is the same age he was when his mom died.
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- Part 14 of Our House
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02 Apr 2026
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Eddie has finally relaxed, finally convinced himself that this is all just a funny coincidence, when the man looks up and locks eyes with Eddie.
No.
Fuck.
No, no, no.
This cannot be happening.===
At 14 years old, Eddie Diaz's best friend loses his memories. Forgets all about him and moves away. Eddie's fine. He's moved on with his life. He's made peace with losing Evan Buckley.
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A Danger to Yourself or Others by onetrueharem
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Apr 2026
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Galina stopped writing to look at Ilya. "Do you think he'd be willing to talk to you next time it happens, even if it's late?"
Ilya's stomach turned over. He didn't even want to consider it, but he knew the answer. "Yes. But he silences his phone at night."
"Most phones these days have an option to let certain numbers ring through, even on Do Not Disturb. Do you think he'd be open to setting that up for you?"
Imagining that conversation made Ilya nauseous. Yes, no fucking doubt, Shane would be open to it if Ilya explained the reason. "I'm not going to ask him to do that."
Set during The Long Game, an alternate version where the plane scene doesn't happen. Instead, there's this: a car crash, a therapist's duty to report, and an urgent reckoning with priorities.
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22 Mar 2026
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[as we fall] we don't realize how deeply by Potrix
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Daredevil (TV), The Punisher (TV 2017)
18 Feb 2026
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Curt’s in absolutely no mood to deal with whatever’s currently happening out in the hall, and has already picked his phone back up to call 911 when he realizes that whoever’s at the door has a key, from the sound of it. They’re not exactly doing a good job of using it, he thinks as he peers out of the bedroom, missing the lock several times and probably scratching up the damn paint while they’re at it.
Then there’s a thump, as if someone’s slumped against the door, followed by a muffled groan, and—
“Fuckin’—Christ, Red, jus’ hold on for a goddamn second.”
Curt rubs a hand over his face.
Of fucking course.
[5 people who’ve noticed that Frank and Matt have grown suspiciously close, plus the 1
idiotperson who’s completely missed the memo.]Series
- Part 1 of [how deeply]
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18 Mar 2026
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I'll Think About Tomorrow (If I Can Get Through Tonight) by Smokeybubble
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jul 2026
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LeClaire’s hand is still on his shoulder, and Ilya knows that it doesn’t look like anything. A coach speaking to one of his players. LeClaire’s heat seeps through his suit jacket, and his breath is a warm, damp wash of air against Ilya’s ear.
“They’ve finished up with the awards,” he murmurs. “You look like you’re ready to get out of here.”
Ilya nods tightly and sets his drink down on the table.
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Gregori Rozanov was bad in many ways, but Coach LeClaire might have him beat.
Shane Hollander has something to say about that. It turns out a lot of people do.
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i need closure by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.
Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.
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Taken as a pawn in a cruel game of revenge against Carlos, TK endures unthinkable pain and fear. But this time, he's not sure he'll emerge as the same man he once was.
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10 Mar 2026
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When TK Strand, a new EMS instructor, begins to notice his student Luca D'Amico paying him unnerving attention, he brushes it off as harmless enthusiasm. Yet Luca's fixation only grows darker, spiraling out of control. As TK grapples with the pressure of mounting bills, and tension at home with his husband Carlos and their son Jonah, Luca's presence in his life becomes ever more menacing. What starts with insidious manipulation becomes a living hell when Luca kidnaps TK.
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10 Mar 2026
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Pushing it Down and Praying by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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Ilya's stepmother dies during Shane's second year in Ottawa. That's when the nightmares start. And in the nightmares, there's something heavy and tight sitting on his chest. Something cold, something he's felt before. In the nightmares, he's thirteen and shivering and willing himself to fall asleep, to teleport one day further away from everything. He’s thirteen and someone’s lips are wet and cold on the shell of his ear. He’s thirteen and he's completely frozen. Someone’s standing over him and he needs to move, needs to get away, needs to hit and kick and scream, but his pants are coming off and he can’t hit her, can’t kick her, and the scream is dead in his throat. His mother raised him to never hit a woman, and so in his nightmares he closes his eyes, grimaces at the light that seeps through anyways, and waits.
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A death brings unwanted memories back. Ilya struggles to remember, then struggles to forget. Shane struggles to get through to Ilya before it's too late.Bookmarked by nin3
09 Mar 2026