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Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Shane opens his eyes and tears spill onto his pillow and into Ilya’s hand. He has that apologetic stare again. He says, “Love you.”
“Nothing in the world could make me stop loving you,” Ilya says. “Do you understand?”
With hesitation, his eyes darting around, Shane breathes out, “I understand.”
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- Part 1 of hard times
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21 Jul 2026
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[Mind the tags] beautiful, melancholic, yet so so hopeful. Thanks for writing and sharing OP ❤️
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Yuna thinks that if her baby could talk, he would have a lot to tell her. Perhaps he already has opinions on her parenting.
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Baby Shane growing up, from Yuna's perspective
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big things happen every time we meet by throughadoor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jul 2026
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John's #1 Parlay of the Day @johnchukbetzone
I'll leave it to others to argue whether the relationship should even be permitted by the league. But vital information was concealed from bettors by failing to disclose when it started. Hollander & Rozanov may have allowed billions of dollars to be wagered under false pretenses.storrowed by ilya @storrowed_by_ilya
I really should have known that the people with the absolute most deranged and late-stage capitalism reactions to the Rozanov/Hollander relationship would be online sports gamblers. You got me there. That one's on me.Halfway through Shane and Ilya’s first season playing together in Ottawa, an online sports betting company figures out how to make itself the main character when it comes to social media’s new favorite topic.
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Bookmarked by namdad
18 Jul 2026
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Oh thank god this ended happily 🙏 😂 I was really gearing myself up for this to go spectacularly sideways. I like this a lot, feels very true to canon for me and all the little bits of domesticity scattered throughout are really wonderful. 🥹 Very funny, too! Tysm foe sharing OP!! ❤️
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as seen through a glass façade by insatiablegaydesire
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, over the years, as seen through the eyes of the people of Boston.
A tall man in a heavy coat stops by their house’s fence, falling to a level squat and holding the back of his fingers through the slats like an offering. And there’s Mocha, her skittish Siamese, going right up to him. The cat Ashley’s had since she was a teenager, who hates strangers, who ran even from her little brother during that first year, shoving the flat of her head against this man’s hand and turning around so he can pet along her outstretched spine. In his other hand, there’s a cigarette. He pulls at it periodically, turning his head from the wind and blowing the smoke away from Mocha.
“What the fuck?” she says aloud.
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17 Jul 2026
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Ch.3 endpoint\\This made me emotional 😭 I fucking love little snippets like this 🥹❤️🙏 Thank you, OP!!
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A chapter-by-chapter companion to Season 1 of Heated Rivalry, covering every Russian-language scene in the show. What was said, what it means, what the subtitles got right, and what they quietly dropped.
Written by a native Russian speaker living in the US who got here sideways, through a t.A.T.u. song.Series
- Part 1 of Heated Rivalry: The Russian Within
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15 Jul 2026
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easy come (easy go) by lissa_moon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Apr 2026
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“Did I say something?” he asks, hyperaware of the fact that he’s probably not coming off nearly as chill and relaxed as he’d like to about this. It took him long enough to agree to Shane eating him out, and even longer still to agree to one slim finger. He’s not feeling very sex-positive right now. “Something that implied I wanted to try a vibrator?”
(or: role reversal, gently)
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12 Jul 2026
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Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
*5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.- Language:
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11 Jul 2026
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Spit Over the Shoulder by CreteIsland
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Apr 2026
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"You feel it," Ilya murmurs. It's not a question. His voice has changed—lower, rougher at the edges, something careful stripped away.
Shane feels it on every movement. Smooth where Ilya's skin is warm. Hard in a different way. Unmistakable, and he knows exactly what it is before his brain has finished the thought.
The ring.
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Or: Ilya and Shane’s wedding night. Shane turns out to like their marital rings a little too much, and plenty of pillow talk after.
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11 Jul 2026
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don't listen to me i only believe myself by SNAKEHABITATTURNAROUND
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jan 2026
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clinical depression sucks, having a dead mom sucks, you can't just go from being two closeted goo-goo-ga-ga in love hot bitches captaining opposing teams to two out lovers working together on the same team where one of you is captain and one of you isn't without a few menty bs. but luckily you reeeeally fuckin love each other, so.
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11 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have a lot to learn, or!
Five words towards bilingual fluency, followed by a few towards self-fluency.
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- Part 2 of language acquisition
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11 Jul 2026
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Ugh, god, this whole thing is fucking incredible but their post-canon married trip to Sydney and Ilya's cultural bereavement breakdown were especially beautiful to me. ❤️
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Ilya was nineteen when he moved to the US. Nineteen years of Russia. Over half a decade of Russian summers after that to re-up. His brain, Shane knew, operated in Russian.
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- Part 1 of language acquisition
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10 Jul 2026
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Very cute and very true. Only Shane would think he could get fluent self-studying a language in a year lmao
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we go on walks by tootsonnewts
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Apr 2026
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“You know,” Shane says to the nobody nearby that definitely doesn’t exist, “You don’t need to hit pause every time I do something mildly interesting.”
The forest noise swells around him in a great gust of birdsong and tree branch rustling, as if the woods are huffing a laugh at him under their breath. Shane still doesn’t believe in fairytales or spirits, but he’s starting to think that maybe there is a personality to this place. He stops in his tracks at the thought.
“I’m fucking losing it,” he whispers to himself. “That has to be what this is.”
There’s something in the woods.
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Bookmarked by namdad
08 Jul 2026
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Absolutely outstanding. The vibes are immaculate, the suspense is top-notch, the world these characters are in is so settled and realized. I will mourn this summer at the Firewatch Tower now that it's come to an end. Man, I just love stories like this!!!!!
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“Marlow’s death is a tragedy for the hockey community. We lost an athlete at the peak of his career, well before his time.”
“Our hearts go out to Boston.”
“This casts a long shadow on Raiders captain Ilya Rozanov. What really happened that night?”
“Yes, lots of speculation about Rozanov, whose year has been nothing but casualty after casualty. Truly bizarre series of events in the hockey world.”
Something dark is going on with Rozanov. A curse from the past that won't let him go.
Shane has his own secrets to protect. No one can ever know what he really is. Not even Ilya.
But if they’re going to tread dangerous water, they might as well do it together.
(Cursed!Ilya and Folktale Creature!Shane, a ghosts and monsters AU)
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06 Jul 2026
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unexpected places by bug_g_y
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Jackie and Shane share a quiet moment hiding away from the chaos of a Voyagers party.
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06 Jul 2026
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Rozanov follows, sitting up and shifting closer until Shane can feel the warmth of him at his back. He kisses the back of Shane’s shoulder, soft and casual. “You are okay? You feel good?”
Shane turns over his shoulder with a frown, finding Rozanov looking… worried? “What? I’m fine.”
“Is okay if you are not,” Rozanov says, “Sometimes after sex, some people need…”
Shane scoffs, trying to fake the state of unaffected nonchalance that Rozanov seems to exist in effortlessly. “What, you’re asking if I want to cuddle?” he says, “You’re saying you’d stay here and—?”
“If that’s what you want, sure.”Shane is fine, but maybe he can still ask for something he wants anyway.
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- Part 1 of kisses in the after
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06 Jul 2026
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When Shane first notices in the locker room showers, he’s having about six different crises at the same time that he’s trying not to get caught looking anywhere near Rozanov’s dick, so it doesn’t really register all the way.
It’s not until he’s watching Rozanov move up the bed that night that Shane’s eyes snag again on the scars littering his upper thighs and he realises what they are: self-inflicted.
Or: they’re both a little less terrible at having feelings for their rival-with-benefits, Shane grows more comfortable with letting some rules change, and Ilya grows more comfortable with opening up to Shane.
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- Part 1 of on purpose
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06 Jul 2026
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He still didn't know if this was normal - asking your friends about how good they were at sucking dick. Maybe this was how friendship worked for other people, if you weren't both hockey players, if one of you wasn't married, if your friendship didn't depend so much on knowing as little about each other as possible. If you knew the other person liked sucking dick.
Maybe he just likes it when Rose looks at him like that, awestruck, like he's scored a hattrick. He doesn't know anyone else who would be this impressed by his knowledge of having sex with men, which is unfair, seeing how long he's worked to build it.
Maybe that's why he ends up where he does, one arm extended to stick two fingers in Rose's mouth, her pink lipgloss sticky, smearing around his fingers, three of her fingers pressed as far as they can go into his, both of them drooling and stifling little snorts of laughter.
Rose asks a lot of questions.
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06 Jul 2026
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Spectral Shame and Other Bedroom Sports by ThePromptWasntThisLong (shredded_potato)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Jan 2026
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There's a ghost in their new apartment. Not a scary one. A profoundly awkward one. It manifests when they're being intimate, sighing heavily or making the lights flicker in clear secondhand embarrassment. They name him ‘Gary’. They start daring each other to 'gross Gary out,' competing to see who can make the ghost sigh loudest or blow a fuse. Sex becomes a performance art piece aimed at horrifying a spectral Victorian prude. It's ridiculous, and it somehow frees them to try things they'd never have dared otherwise.
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05 Jul 2026
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afraid, yes, but by spelling__bee
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Mar 2026
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This was what tended to scare Shane the most, when Ilya was unwell: the gradual loss of him, despite being physically there. He would go quiet, blank, slow to speak and slow to respond, nothing like the pulse of intense energy and liveliness that sparked in him at his baseline. Shane missed him, when he was away in that place. It was not a place Ilya could always describe, and it was not somewhere Shane could rescue him from, or even join him in for company. So Shane waited, every time, for him to come back. He always came back. That was the only relief in it.
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- Part 2 of snowdrops
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05 Jul 2026
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how to open again by spelling__bee
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Mar 2026
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He held Shane’s face in one hand and gently touched the dark circle under one eye. Shane closed his eyes, the lashes brushing Ilya’s thumb. “I am depressed. You are nervous control freak. Perfect couple, yes?”
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- Part 1 of snowdrops
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05 Jul 2026