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    On the couch, Hayden is sprawled as if he’s the one paying the mortgage, socked feet on the coffee table, controller in his hands. His grin is sharp and triumphant, lit by the TV glow. Beside him, Ilya sits upright, knees angled toward the screen, controller held with serious intent. He looks personally offended by whatever is happening on the screen.

    The final buzzer sounds. The screen flashes something celebratory, and Hayden pumps his fist.

    Ilya’s shoulders slump, betrayed by the concept of virtual hockey. “Fine,” he says, pouting like a child who has never once lost in his life. “You win. You are only better in this game anyway.”

    Hayden’s laugh is immediate and delighted. “Fuck you.”

     

    OR: The four times Shane caught Ilya and Hayden doing friend things, despite them denying they're friends at all.

    OR: The Ilya Rozanov and Hayden Pike Buddy Comedy

    NOW WITH BONUS CHAPTERS!

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    14/?
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    19 Jun 2026

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    Hayden Pike's mother left when he was seven. She didn't come back. This, really, was not important, because Hayden built a family and a life and was happy - until it was important, when Laura Newfield (formerly Pike) reached out with a letter and an address. For Hayden, the question was whether whatever his mom had to say to him after all this time could tell him something about the parts of himself that he didn't quite understand and had never wanted to understand. How this ended up with him and Ilya Rozanov on the road to find these answers together, he wasn't entirely sure.

    or - Hayden goes on an odyssey of exploring his relationship with his mother, with Ilya as his guide.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa. 

    Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France. 

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “They both want to fuck you. That entire family is trying to fuck you. I think we should call the police. Put restraining order for your hole.”

    “Ilya, are you drunk?”

    “Hollander, this is a serious problem!”

    “Just because he is gay, it doesn’t mean he wants to fuck me.” Shane scoffs. “Maybe he’s a bottom too.”

    “So, that’s your problem? Not that he wants your hole?”

    “Ilya, I swear, if you don’t stop saying that word—”

    “It’s wrong, you know,” Ilya informs seriously. “You fucked Rose Landry. Now Peter Landry is trying to fuck you. All the holes are connecting. This is basically incest.”

    “Didn’t you sleep with those Swedish twins in Cabo?”

    “They were not identical. It does not count!”

    OR: Ilya's life gets plagued by a different Landry this time, AKA an interpretation of the 'let's sleep with other people' fight mentioned in TLG, AKA, an ode to Jealous Ilya.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    “-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.

    Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.

    “I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.

    (ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)

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    28 May 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    Chapters:
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    18 May 2026

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    Roz: marly, wtf??
    didn’t think i needed to say it, you are telling everyone my shit?

    Cliff: shit, man, I'm sorry
    and I get you’re prly mad at me but let’s focus on what’s important, okay?
    Hammer told Hollzy about the Hollander-stripper

    Hammer: Connors requested staff info from the Metro’s to track down a Jane that worked for them
    got in trouble with management for it
    they thought it was for harassment

    Connors: Marly told me you’ve been in love with Jane since your cup-year, at least
    said you almost killed yourself when she broke up with you and something about a tuna sandwich

    Carmy: we’re trying to spread out the Roz anger? Gravy sent shirtless pictures of Roz to that Latvian guy

    Gravy: we agreed to no more Jānis mentions in the chat!

    Roz: fucking stop it! all of you

    OR

    Roz is abandoning the team and the country for his secret girlfriend. Cliff would LOVE some more intel on Jane but Roz has never been forthcoming. At the very least Cliff can make sure that Roz's last few weeks are nothing but fun and games!

    A total crackfic featuring our Boston Boys partying in style.

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    Collections:
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    17 May 2026

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    People used to tell Ilya he was just like his mother.

    As he sits in his car, preparing to overdose on pills, he wonders if maybe he's too much like her.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    13 May 2026

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    Shane was still trying to settle Max, cupping the back of his head, pressing him back against his chest. Body warmth, familiar scent—that was supposed to be enough. That was supposed to be some innate thing, some animalistic pull newborns had toward their parents, hardwired in them from the beginning. Shane had read that. He was pretty sure he had read that.

    It was probably really bad that his baby didn't have it toward him.

    Or,

    Shane is not bonding with his new baby.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    28,649

    12 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 45

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    Five Rookies and the City that never sleeps. What’s the worst thing that could happen? A bar brawl and picking up the aforementioned Rookies from a police station, so much for a peaceful night.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
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    8,591

    03 Apr 2026

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    Shane hated clubs. Anyone who had spent any amount of time with him knew that he absolutely hated clubs. But it was Wyatt Hayes’s birthday, so Shane was sitting on a lumpy velvet couch surrounded by a majority of the Ottawa Centaurs players in a fucking strip club of all places. He glanced to his left to see Wyatt with his wife, Lisa, who was perched on his lap, both intensely watching the woman on stage peel her clothes off piece by piece to a low, thrumming beat. A blush crept up his cheeks as he followed their eyeline.

    Or: The Centaurs venture out to a strip club for Wyatt's birthday, and Shane makes some very bad choices. When he wakes up in the morning, Shane is left hungover, ashamed, emotionally raw, and desperate to get the punishment he knows he's due out of the way.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    19 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 85

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    Shane's Freudian slip reveals he's been taking improper care of some injuries. That, and his resistance to accepting his punishment, earns him a date with the bath brush.

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    1/1
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    563
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    85
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    9,991

    17 Mar 2026

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    SEQUEL TO 'LITTLE ONE (OUR MALYSHKA)'

    In which Shane and Ilya adjust to having a teenage daughter.

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    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    671
    Kudos:
    1,899
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    62,356

    04 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rosanov thought he understood depression, and how to handle it. He was supposed to be happy, living his life with Shane peacefully, exactly where he always wanted to be.

    But he’s haunted by his family curse, ruining everything he touches.

    And somehow, ending up like his mama doesn’t seem so scary anymore.

    It might be his only way out.

    TLDR: Ilyas mental health spirals fast, but he doesn’t dare let anyone know.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    82
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    24,795

    24 Feb 2026

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    It’s dark, and Ilya’s not quite sure where he is.

    His entire body is numb. His shoes are soaking wet from trudging lazily through the snow. His nose is running, and his lips are chapped.

    Selfishly, he wishes Shane would fuss over him now. Pull him close, whisper “I forgive you” even though he shouldn’t, because Ilya would never change, because something inside him- in his family line, in his soul- was broken.

    Ilya wondered how long ago it had clicked- when Shane had realized that Ilya wormed his way into this country and tricked the Hollanders into caring for him, then returned the favor by botching their language and leaving a trail of mess in his wake. He still can't help but wonder if that will be part of his punishment- being doomed to miss him in death, too.

     

    or: Ilya’s mostly been able to cope with the fact that he’ll never be able to articulate himself fully in this country- but he’s also never been good at talking about feelings in the first place.

    "I'm tired" is the best he's got. It definitely doesn't capture what's going on in his head, and Shane can't read minds.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    380
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    50,298

    22 Feb 2026

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

    or,

    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    505
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    6,748
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    1,565
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    89,937

    17 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 55

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    Shane and the Montreal Voyageurs screw up.

    Shane's responsibility as team captain is clear, outlined explicitly in the contract:
    For unprofessional conduct, the captain must dole out the traditional smacks from the team paddle to everyone involved.

    Shane's a good captain, so he's going to see it done, and done well.

    But who's going to help him get the punishment he's earned, for letting his team down when they needed guidance and leadership?

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
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    Bookmarks:
    55
    Hits:
    4,545

    16 Feb 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 14

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    10 Feb 2026

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    The old description was “Two times Shane spanks Ilya, one time Ilya spanks Shane” but I have decided that this will be a series I continue.

    This is a series of one shots, they can be read separately.

    Or: Shane thinks he’s invented hole spanking with the power of his own freaky mind.

    No plot. All porn. All quite nasty.

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    Chapters:
    4/6
    Comments:
    618
    Kudos:
    3,789
    Bookmarks:
    633
    Hits:
    73,886

    09 Feb 2026

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