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    And at the occasional moments when Ilya Rozanov was asked what his inspiration was, he would quickly glance around the room and simply say he had a muse. A beautiful muse he kept drawing pure inspiration from. The way he said it was very easy too, too soft and too real. As if it were obvious as day. That this inspiration was so beautiful that anyone questioning where he drew imagination from was blind.
    More for him to soak up to anyways he would say, he didn't like to share at all. He liked to be the only recipient of this pure stream of sunshine.

    ☼Ilya Rozanov invites Shane Hollander to his house parties every week. Shane never shows up (except for that one time)

    ☼Shane hangs up a call sheet, looking to find male models for a nude painting he is drawing. (he finds that every other name is crossed out by the same pen that Ilya Rozanov's name is written)

    ☼Shane is very sure about the place he holds in Ilya's life. (and hates whoever the fuck his muse is)

    ☼Shane spends his life avoiding mess (apart from his holy devotion to a certain mess of curls and 'no tomorrows')

    AU: Where Shane and Ilya are students in a prestigious art university in Ontario

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Shane: Hello?
    Unknown Caller: Is this bird professor?
    Shane: …uh yes?
    Unknown Caller: Cool. Do humming birds have legs?
    Shane: What?
    Unknown Caller: Do humming birds—
    Shane: No, I heard you. Yes they have legs.
    Unknown Caller: [loud cheering in the background] I win! Thank you bird professor.
    Shane: …uh you're welcome?
    Unknown Caller: Goodbye.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    01 Jul 2026

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    In late 2014, celebrity photos start dropping. Ilya deletes his texts, his photos, a video he should never have taken. It isn't soon enough.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “Enjoying lunch?” Ilya reached over and grabbed a stick of carrot from Hollander’s bowl, crunching noisily. “Wow, special day, you are allowed salad dressing, huh?”
    “Fuck off, Rozanov.”
    “Your car looks slow. Did you bring car seat for the kids?”
    Hollander looked like he would murder him. Even better. Ilya enjoyed this look of steady hatred on him more than anything else. Well. Almost anything else.
    The way he looked when he was desperate to cum after hours of edging probably beat it.

    Shane Hollander is Formula 1's hottest talent and three-time world champion, destined to break records. Ilya Rozanov is a fast, aggressive driver who never had the car to match his abilities - until now.

    They've been rivals in some form for fifteen years - and this season, finally in evenly matched cars, one of them is going to win the World Driver's Championship. That is, as long as they can keep up their carefully constructed rivalry, and not give in to the feelings they've been running from almost all their lives.

    aka: 'What if Heated Rivalry was F1 instead of hockey?'

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    31 May 2026

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    To the world, they are Hollywood’s ultimate rivals: Shane Hollander, the polished Golden Boy, and Ilya Rozanov, the reckless Russian superstar. Their fans are at war, and the media thrives on the friction.

    But the rivalry is not the full story.

    A decade ago, they were nineteen-year-olds on the set of an unaired indie series, discovering a chemistry so explosive it blurred the lines between script and reality. Since then, they’ve lived in the shadows—stealing hours in anonymous hotel rooms and hiding a secret that could shatter their careers. Until the pressure became too much, and Shane walked away.

    Now, they’ve been cast as leads in a prestige Oscar contender. Reunited under the spotlight, the old heat returns, more dangerous than ever.

    It is COMPLETE now :-)

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    Chapters:
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    18 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov fell in love in 2008. Just because their love story has to remain behind closed doors, doesn't mean they have to pretend it's not happening.

    a fix-it from the beginning, where they actually get their cute romance.

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    04 May 2026

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    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

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    Chapters:
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    02 May 2026

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    Shane at only twenty-five was already a high-earning businessman. He worked hard as second in command for one of the largest tech cooperations in Amercia and in a few years, he was to become the CEO.

    That was until a deal turned bad and left the company on the cusp of bankruptcy. Enter Ilya Rozanov, his biggest competition and soon to be boss.

    or,

    Shane had everything taken from him, Ilya Rozanov didn't expect to fall for his cute little trophy.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    02 May 2026

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    Ethan finally turned away from the game and made his way over to Shane to press up against his back as Shane slipped his shoes on. Shane turned in his arms to kiss Ethan, but as he brought his face closer, Ethan laughed and pulled back to look at him.

    “Wait, you’re not really gonna wear those ugly reading glasses to dinner, are you?”

    Shane’s face flushed as he reached up and took his glasses off before setting them on the side table next to the door. A loud noise startled him and he looked over to see that Ilya had tossed his game controller onto the coffee table haphazardly. He stood up abruptly, nostrils flared and mouth pinched into a tight line as he stalked off to his bedroom, muttering something in Russian along the way.

    or, Shane has a shitty boyfriend that Ilya can't stand because he's in love with him and everyone in the house knows but Shane.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
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    27 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander learned early that being an omega is all about control. Controlling his body, his voice, his pheromones and his feelings. Invisible in the hallways of his Vancouver high school, he finds solace in photography, writing, and the friendship of Rose.

    Ilya Rozanov, on the other hand, has never been able to go unnoticed. An alpha, football team captain, admired by everyone, he carries the weight of expectations he never asked for and a past complicated with your family.

    When a seemingly simple arrangement brings them together, Shane and Ilya cross a line that changes everything. What starts as studying turns into protection, desire, surrender and ends in a betrayal that shatters more than a relationship: it destroys a safe space.

    Years later, fate forces them face to face again. Between guilt, anger, obsession, and unresolved love, Shane and Ilya must decide whether some wounds are too deep to heal or if, against all odds, they can still choose each other.

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    Chapters:
    25/25
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    18 Apr 2026

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    **COMPLETE!**

     

    “Then I’d suggest an alpha assist,” Shah had told him, handing across some pamphlet with a company logo on, “It’s the safest option.”

    She’d said it like it was commonplace, normal. Maybe it was, for other people.

    “Can’t I just... wait it out, like I normally do?”

    Shah had sighed at that, her cool, medical professionalism being tested by the limits of Shane’s stubbornness. “You train, right? You do macrobiotic with high protein? This is the same thing – keeping your body in peak physical condition.”

    OR

    Shane has been sitting out his heats alone for years, denying himself. Then the Metros medic suggests an alpha to assist him...

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    Chapters:
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    17 Apr 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    Chapters:
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    05 Apr 2026

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    A place for my half-baked Hollanov NSFW. It was inevitable folks. This is NSFW fanart.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya gets his bell rung while playing for Ottawa against Montreal

    He forgets how to speak English and can only speak Russian

    Luckily, Shane Hollander, the light of his life, has learned Russian

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    Comments:
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    78,624

    29 Mar 2026

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    In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.

    But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.

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    Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    4,590
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    24,471
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    473,406

    28 Mar 2026

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    The Montreal Voyageurs PR team thought it would be a fun, lighthearted social media post. A quick video interview with their captain, the stoic and focused Shane Hollander, during a quiet moment in the community room. Just a few rapid-fire questions to humanize him for the fans.

    "Favorite food?"
    "Pasta. My mom's lasagna."
    "Favorite book?"
    "Does a playbook count? No? Uh... I don't have much time to read."
    "Favorite actor?"

    "Ilya Rozanov"

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
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    33,155

    21 Mar 2026

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    How social media reacts to Shane and Ilya’s attempts at a soft launch a.k.a. @realhollanov being the only one to pick up what they’re putting down and going insane because of it.

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    5 times Shane and Ilya soft launched and the one time they hard launched (and the internet’s reactions)

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    353
    Kudos:
    6,243
    Bookmarks:
    949
    Hits:
    54,004

    21 Mar 2026

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