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This is his dream. Felix is living his dream.
He has to remind himself of that, sometimes. The stress is high. Between the dance rehearsals, the music video shoots, the live shows, the interviews, the social media posts, the songwriting, the recording sessions, etc. it can get really hard at times. And those are just the tangible things. The things you can put on a schedule. There are also the less tangible things, like the expectations and industry standards. Maintaining your appearance. Maintaining positive interactions and professionalism with staff and the press and the fans. Not being involved in any scandals.
Felix didn’t always feel like he was living his dream. Sometimes, he just felt awful and overwhelmed and in desperate need of a break.
__Or: Lee Felix's slow spiral into drug addiction.
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12 Jul 2026
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read the whole thing in 1 day holy shit
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Something hot curls gently in the pit of Jimin’s stomach and he breaks away from that intense gaze to look down at his hands, his face warming, his mind whirring. What the fuck was that? an incredulous and horrifyingly sober little voice in his head demands. That, right there, in your stomach? I hope to God those weren’t lustful little fucking butterflies, Park Jimin, I swear to God. I know you get horny when you’re drunk, and all, but have some restraint...
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21 Apr 2026
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Please Hold Me by disgusting_horny_bitch
Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)
11 Jan 2026
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Rudo got dropped to the ground a few years earlier than in canon. As a result, Enjin wasn't the first to come upon him. In fact, the first time the two meet is years after his fall, locking eyes as audience and auction lot. Enjin's heart bleeds for the kid, but Rudo doesn't notice. He's been too hurt to think that way anymore.
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Rudo misunderstands things and Enjin mishandles a traumatized former sex slave. It's bad for them both.Bookmarked by mindwindinq
07 Mar 2026
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There were very few things Enjin cared about in this garbage-filled hellhole of a world: himself, his mate and The Cleaners.
Enjin hummed in pleasure, rubbing his nose along Rudo's neck as he had this morning. Simply enjoying the pleasant scent of his mate. With one hand, he reached down to rub Rudo's belly. Mostly flat now, Enjin allowed himself a moment to imagine what it would look like filled with pups.
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07 Mar 2026
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Atsumu confesses to Hinata on a dare and everything falls apart.