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有天，我路过胖子忘在沙发上的手机，见屏幕一亮，显示群聊收到一条消息，是小花，他问【人活着吗？】
群名叫【胖护士工作汇报群】
闷油瓶从青铜门出来后，身体状况不算太好，医生建议他去个清闲的地方修养，然后就被我们顺手抓来了雨村。所以，我第一反应，这个群是大家关心他用的。
可我迅速意识到不对，为什么群名不叫【吴主刀和胖护士工作汇报群】？
我怎么都不知道有这个群？【已完结】【番外更新中】
- Language:
- 中文-普通话 國語
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- 86,431
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Bookmarked by llou
01 Jun 2026
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Juhoon didn’t mean to get attached to the man next door. It starts small. A shared elevator ride. A polite conversation. A voice that calls him darling like it’s nothing.
But between passing glances and quiet routines, it turns into something else. Something harder to ignore. Because the more Juhoon sees him, the more he wants.
And the more he wants, the harder it is to pretend this is just a harmless crush on an older neighbor.
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- Part 4 of majju <3
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,247
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 27
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- 442
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- 62
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- 7,572
Bookmarked by llou
31 May 2026
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Just where exactly is the line between “to love” and “to be in love”? What difference is required between “flatmate” and “husband”? (Besides the rings, obviously.) No, the important bit is that they have each other. Thirty years, give or take, in an atypical marriage. Basically a long bit of platonic domestic fluff.
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 386
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- 6,965
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- 1,726
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Bookmarked by llou
24 May 2026
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三界无安，犹如火宅，众苦充满，甚可怖畏。
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02 May 2026
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*吴邪在墨脱的青铜门后见到张起灵并意外怀上孩子，在沙海的计划中吴邪迫不得已选择了一个最残忍的方式对待它，这也成为十年后他再次面对张起灵时最大的心病。
*ABO，哥A邪B，藏海花到雨村，有hurt/comfort，全文4w，OOC- Language:
- 中文-普通话 國語
- Words:
- 35,418
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Collections:
- 1
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- 71
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- 732
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- 157
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- 13,009
Bookmarked by llou
26 Apr 2026
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*离开青铜门后张起灵决定勇敢追爱，但他发现吴邪始终留在过去
*原著向双视角窗户纸，双向明恋但无法捅破窗户纸的盗梦空间故事。罗生门叙事，含有大量幻境、梦魇描写，两个人看到的是完全不同的情节。后文有角色过激自伤行为和病痛描写，谨慎阅读
*中长篇HE- Language:
- 中文-普通话 國語
- Words:
- 94,979
- Chapters:
- 31/?
- Comments:
- 484
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26 Apr 2026
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惧暗者不识光之所能 by aliciak for Merinnan, xantissa
Fandoms: 盗墓笔记 - 南派三叔 | The Grave Robbers' Chronicles - Xu Lei
25 Jun 2022
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吴邪七岁那年，三叔倒斗时带上了他，他却偷偷溜走了。中途生变，盗洞塌方，三叔的人花了一周时间才把孩子掘出来。
人人都以为他必死无疑。大家祈祷他还活着，可哪怕是成年人，也没吃没喝也撑不过七天，一个孩子就更是毫无生望。
他们在墓穴深处找到了吴邪，枕着小背包睡得香甜。他温暖，健康，不明白大人们为什么大喊大叫——看起来像是刚下来五分钟。
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26 Apr 2026
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Within Your Reach by Water_Nix
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?
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Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.
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- Part 1 of Vegas Canon Divergence AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,828
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 252
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- 8,832
- Bookmarks:
- 1,656
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- 72,383
Bookmarked by llou
26 Feb 2026
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The Only Victory That Matters by TicketToWrite
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jan 2026
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No matter how much he loved his husband, Shane had always wanted to be a star hockey player first and foremost, not a 'gay hockey player' defined first by his sexuality.
He had also made peace with what their marriage meant, and the challenges they faced in hockey because of it; he had found happiness in the bubble they had in Ottawa with the Centaurs.
That safe bubble burst one day with an unexpected call from Hockey Canada, and by the time it was all said and done, there was going to be a picture of Shane beside ‘gay icon’ in the urban dictionary.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,159
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 194
- Kudos:
- 1,578
- Bookmarks:
- 465
- Hits:
- 15,472
Bookmarked by llou
22 Feb 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 37,065
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,413
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- 30,358
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- 10,121
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- 433,617
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19 Feb 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,630
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,005
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- 28,161
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- 6,593
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- 208,608
Bookmarked by llou
15 Feb 2026
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I'd Share A Life (And You'd Share A Life) by noedovenest
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Apr 2026
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“Olesya.”
“Oh-lee-syah,” Shane repeated slowly, making sure he pronounced it right. “What… what are you going to do?”
“I don’t know,” Ilya said, resting his head in his hand. “I don’t fucking know.”
Shane’s voice was steady. “What can I do?”
How long had it been since someone offered to help Ilya? He took care of his family, carried his brother’s financial burdens, tended his own injuries, paid his way through life without aid. The question, softly spoken and rich with genuine intent, was enough to bring tears to his eyes. Could he really trust it? Could he ask someone for help?
For once, he wanted to try.OR: Ilya is left with sudden custody of Alexei's daughter and calls Shane to help.
(Set just before the cottage.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,759
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 601
- Kudos:
- 8,525
- Bookmarks:
- 2,108
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- 108,777
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12 Feb 2026
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there's an endless road to rediscover by isnt_that_wizard
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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Hayden hated the guy. Hated him.
Hated his stupid, smug smirk and the myriad of insults he threw Hayden’s way and the way he made fun of Shane like it was a funny game then looked him up and down like a piece of meat and his reputation of sleeping with everything that fucking moved and the memories of being slammed into the boards by him and quite literally everything about this Russian dickhead.
And he hated that he was now going to have to do everything in his power to learn how to tolerate Rozanov because Shane was inexplicably and hopelessly in love with him, and Shane was his brother in every fucking thing but blood, and Hayden was not going to keep being responsible for that sad puppy look on his face every time he realized how poorly they got along.
So far, Hayden sucked at it. Big time.
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It bothers Shane that Hayden and Ilya don't get along, so Hayden is putting in the effort to try and see these redeeming qualities Shane claims the guy has. Over the years it becomes easier and easier, until one day, he realizes he doesn't have to actually try anymore.
or, 5 times Hayden realized he was starting to tolerate Ilya + 1 time they acknowledged they were actually friends now
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,910
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 440
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- 6,106
- Bookmarks:
- 1,654
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- 55,621
Bookmarked by llou
11 Feb 2026
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Seven Minutes by hoko_onchi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Here's what we know:
- Unconscious 6-7 minutes-ish
- Woke up JUST before the stretcher went into the ambulance
- Loudly calling for someone in Russian, no name mentioned, Мой… мой парень… где он… MY BOYFRIEND
- And THEN there's the whole husband thing...~~
Or: Ilya gets a concussion in April 2018. And he wants his husband. Who isn't his husband. Yet. But maybe he should be?- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,784
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Comments:
- 466
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- 5,488
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- 723
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- 47,709
Bookmarked by llou
11 Feb 2026
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Heaven Has Got Nothing On Us (Oh, I Love You Even When My Body Turns to Dust) by overlycaffeinatedgalaxy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.
Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.
They’re married. Husbands.
And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 39,630
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,563
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- 14,032
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- 5,721
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- 259,698
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10 Feb 2026
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I'll be Jane by gurlsrool
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Jan 2026
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It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing.
No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting.
The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting).
Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,196
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,599
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- 52,845
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- 10,852
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- 354,344
Bookmarked by llou
09 Feb 2026
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“Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”
“Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”
“Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”
“Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”
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At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.
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- Part 3 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,618
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 1,072
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- 19,046
- Bookmarks:
- 4,231
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- 156,372
Bookmarked by llou
08 Feb 2026
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Shane heard the blade coming down right by his ear. The schlick of it as it sliced through the ice, echoing in the arena, the place eerily silent in a way Shane had never witnessed before.
Then, a gasp.
Or, Shane Hollander takes a blade to the throat.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,026
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 518
- Kudos:
- 12,385
- Bookmarks:
- 2,906
- Hits:
- 149,900
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04 Feb 2026
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the ten step plan by WriteThroughTheNight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.
But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.
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Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.
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- Part 2 of the coast is clear
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 95,714
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Collections:
- 26
- Comments:
- 4,544
- Kudos:
- 24,264
- Bookmarks:
- 6,967
- Hits:
- 468,347
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04 Feb 2026
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Living In The Future by Closer
Fandoms: Iron Man: Armored Adventures, Ultimate Spider-Man (Cartoon), Avengers (Comic), Marvel
16 May 2012
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Eighteen-year-old Tony Stark is the boy genius who woke Captain America, and now he's stuck with him. That's not a bad thing, but between Steve's wide-eyed wonder at the new world and Tony's little fanboy crush, the awkwardness just keeps happening.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 36,271
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 693
- Kudos:
- 9,540
- Bookmarks:
- 2,837
- Hits:
- 226,535
Bookmarked by llou
02 Feb 2026