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Everything Shane has ever done has resulted in something else. People would call that karma, or physics, but Shane knows better. There are moments he’s sure he has the ability to control everything with a right or wrong thought. And there are moments of clarity where he knows this isn’t true.
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bone-deep ache by carpcatfish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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Shane was tired.
It had only been two months since he joined the Centaurs, he shows up to practice and it's like a switch turns on where he just pretends.
Pretends he likes Boodram's ideas for Shane-inclusive barbecue food, which just makes him feel different and needy because he's the only one in their team who's this rigid. Pretends that he likes Hayes’ teasing about his awkward habits in front of everyone else, which pisses him off, coming from the guy who brings up Green Lantern comics every other practice. Pretends he likes Harris asking him excited questions about his relationship with Ilya, if the topic doesn't still make him want to rip off his skin. Pretends his life and career weren't uprooted exactly how he feared— leaving him in a shitty team.
Or: Shane wasn't prepared for every aspect of his life to be uprooted the moment his relationship with Ilya went public. He is happy, he thinks, but adjusting to team dynamics, moving away from Montreal, living with Ilya and Anya is prove to be perfect storm for burnout.
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infiltrators by inarosaurus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander was traded to the Ottawa Centaurs without ever being outed. His relationship with Ilya Rozanov is still a secret to most people.
Everything was going just fine, until they both get added to the Centaurs WAGs group chat.Series
- Part 1 of Schrödinger's WAG
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And if I fall (there’s always tomorrow) by Gingerzz_ha
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Mar 2026
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Shane is crumpled motionless on the ground, curled in a ball, with Comeau kneeling on him, just hitting him. And hitting and hitting and throwing so many blows that Illya can’t count. He can’t see Shane’s face, but he very much can see that there’s blood on the ice. Blood on the toe Comeau’s skate. Blood flying from his knuckles. The puck is scattered away from them, as are their sticks.
The entire arena is silent. Waiting for Comeau to stop screaming and hitting. Waiting for Shane to move. Waiting for someone to move.
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the first Montreal vs. Ottawa game post-long game when Shane has joined the team goes...less than well when the Voyagers decide to play dirty. -
All Love Must Leave but Search For It I Will by TeaTimeAllOverTown
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Jun 2026
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Again, Ilya feels the shame flare in his belly. He imagines his father across the counter from them, watching this unfold. Watching Ilya be babied by his fucking boyfriend over an injury. He remembered how he’d yell at his mother for babying Ilya, the word soft being thrown around a lot.
But Ilya likes being babied. He likes watching Shane fuss and frown as he portions out the pills, filling a glass with Ilya’s favorite juice to wash them down with, then bustling up and back down the stairs with Ilya’s favorite pillow and the sleep mask he keeps in his travel bag for planes and hotels.
He is soft. Weak too, probably. His father’s voice spits through his thoughts, sharp and disgusted. Ilya feels them settle on his shoulders, tug at his spine.
“You okay?” Shane asks, hair messy from the shower, Ilya’s pillow against his chest.
His father’s voice fades.
“Yes, moya lyubov. I am okay.”
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Or, a shoulder injury takes Ilya out for the season ten games into his second year with the Ottawa Centaurs. With one good arm and an empty house, Ilya battles with memories of his parents and his mental health.