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    In late October, Ilya picks up some kind of freakish Canadian flu that dogs him into November.

    It is the weirdest shit. He has to duck out of practice because his nose starts bleeding twice in one week and he wakes up in a hotel in Columbus with another one that leaves stains on the pillow. On the flight back to Ottawa, Hazy drops into the seat next to Ilya midflight and asks, "This isn't, like, a cocaine thing, right?"

    Ilya laughs so hard it's probably a little rude.

    They have a plan. Ilya's body has a different plan.

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    What's the worst that could happen? What would happen if the worst happened? What's the most likely thing to happen? "I could eat something I'm allergic to and go into anaphylactic shock and die."

    Leon will do one of those things Shane appreciates about him so much: ask a direct question. "Do you think that's a rational or an irrational fear?"

    Heart racing in his chest, Shane will dig his fingernails into the meat of his thighs and say, "Well, I didn't die, obviously, but the other part. That did happen."

    Shane Hollander has severe food allergies. Fortunately, his teammates don't know that. Unfortunately, his teammates don't know that.

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    Many times Xie Lian had asked himself the same question: at what exact moment had he shattered beyond recall?

    Was it the day the wooden stake pierced his heart? No.

    Was it the darkness of the coffin, thick with his own clammy blood, that destroyed him? No, not that either.

    Or was it the first time he caught the Heavenly Emperor's hungry gaze resting on him?

    The first blow across his cheek for a wrong reply?

    Perhaps it was the day the Emperor's hands first ventured beneath his inner robes, and his vows were broken (ripped out, crushed, butchered, and flung into the mud)?

    But more often, Xie Lian blamed the day he gave up.

    Or: Jun Wu rescues Xie Lian from the coffin, only to imprison him in the Palace and hold him hostage. Eventually, Xie Lian escapes with the aid of an unknown ally and turns up in Ghost City, concealing his name and appearance.

    This fanfiction is meant to be an exploration of post-traumatic recovery. There will be a lot of pain, but also good things!

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