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    “Remember how I promised to keep you safe? To never let you leave again?”

    Chuuya’s lips tremble as he continues to stare at something invisible, murmuring bites of words to himself.

    “This is it,” Dazai says and, grasping hold of his chin, he firmly guides Chuuya’s face to look at him. “You are not allowed to leave me, so wherever you currently are, snap out of it and come back to me.”

    — or: waking up in a disturbingly familiar cage leaves Chuuya in pieces. Dazai reflects on their past to see how they got here and how to bring Chuuya back. A retelling of Beast.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Chuuya’s life is unexpectedly great: Yokohama is at peace, he hasn’t seen Dazai since Meursault and his wine cellar is always full.

    But, when Double Black is asked to take care of a Gifted child, Chuuya faces the ghosts of his past: his heart, his old partner, his loyalty.

    He can’t fail this mission. He owes it to the child, to the Flags, to his family, to himself.

    Enter Dazai.

    Or: Nakahara Chuuya’s guide on how to raise a child with your traitor ex-partner (that you might be in love with).

    And of course there’s only one bed.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    After escaping Meursault, Mori plans to uphold his request of an Agency member being transferred to the Port Mafia. The choice is obvious, calculated, almost a play of dramatic irony- what isn't is a stack of files, an unwavering bond and an old field code.

    Or: Mori chooses Dazai, Chuuya won't let that happen.

    (Title from Blood of a Mutt by The Growlers) Now with a THIRD chapter! Written before the end of the anime & manga. Author was reading stormbringer while writing this, apologies for that!

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Dazai, as we all know, has completely reasonable reactions when people are nice to him, including but not limited to: losing the ability to speak, experiencing heart palpitations, collapsing, and laying down dead.

    In which Chuuya finds himself Very Infrequently managing to say something complimentary, and Dazai responds by being the world's most cringefail flopman while also pretending that he is being completely normal.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    When Chuuya receives a phone call from Dazai's number in the middle of the night, the second to last thing he'd expected to hear is that the man had lost his memories; the last thing is being asked if he'd be willing to help with his recovery.
    Unfortunately for his own sanity and peace of mind, Chuuya is too nice to say no and abandon his old Mafia partner in a situation like this.
    Unfortunately for Dazai, he's about to relearn who he used to be from someone he'd found both interesting and too fun to mess with.

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    11 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 44

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    The only difference between a ghost and a memory is that a memory decays. A ghost, by nature of its unnature, is immune to rot and instead exists in stasis. Such an idea could only exist in fiction. Fiction kinder than any Dazai could imagine himself living.

    Or, a study in haunting, and the long shadow of loss turned biting.

    Or, the ADA has a mission to deal with a series of deaths related to hauntings, if such a thing even exists, and Chuuya has his own aims. But what is really going on in that house, and can two people so familiar with being haunted, even without the influence of the supernatural, stand to get so close to it?

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Chuuya never has a moment of silence as Arahabaki loves to scream when he doesn't have control. They get especially bad, and when he can't handle it anymore, Chuuya runs to the Armed Detective Agency To find Dazai.

    Or; Chuuya suffers because of Arahabaki and run to Dazai while he's working because he cant handle the pain anymore. ADA is very confused,

    Oror; Dazai is the only one who can make Arahabaki shut the fuck up, and protects Chuuya at his most vulnerable.

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    31 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 14

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    "Worried it's poisoned?" Chuuya asks.

    "Should I be?"

    "Damn right you should be."

    "That's very considerate of you, Chuuya." Dazai says pleasantly, but he wraps his hands around the cup and doesn't drink from it. "I really don't—"

    "I know what you want," Chuuya snarls. He's angry. He's been angry, actually, since the door. "Drink the goddamn tea."

    OR

    Chuuya is having a good day, till he is not. Dazai is having a bad day, till he is...well, he might still be having a bad day.

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    16 May 2026

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    10/10 chuuya character

  9. Public Bookmark 58

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    Soukoku pulls a mission investigating a hospital. Chuuya goes undercover as an intern, Dazai as a patient.
    Somewhere along the way, old wounds heal.

     

    For Lillet and Jasper.

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    12 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 58

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    28 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 67

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    There are a lot of things that Dazai is yet to bear witness to. An elephant wearing a fez and doing the dabke, for example. Kunikida without that giant stick up his ass. A will to live.

    These are all things that Dazai hasn't ruled out seeing yet, for who knows where the world will take him. The one thing, however, that he was almost positive he would never have to see, is Chuuya Nakahara getting shot.

    It's a concept so implausible, that his first thought is to question if there is someone with an ability that is able to create a mirage and he is simply hallucinating.

     

    [or; Chuuya gets shot. Dazai does not know how to handle this]

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    14 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 58

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    Dazai has his back to the door. Chuuya is waiting for him, he’s staying put, he locked the door to keep people out instead of Dazai in, he’s being patient, but one look at his face and the brunette knows immediately that this will only happen once, and his ex-partner will spend tonight crying at the bottom of a bottle if he leaves.

    Again.

    The thought appears and promptly nails itself into his head. He didn’t want to leave Chuuya four years ago, he hated it, every day he was tempted to go back for Chuuya, only for Chuuya, and damn the consequences. It was only Odasaku’s dying wish, that Dazai now recognises as a plea to save himself from his own destruction, that kept him away. But no one is laying bloody and dying in his lap this time, asking him to go (– go, please, save yourself –).

    So, he stays.

     

    Or;

    Soukoku that thinks the other hates them while being madly in love with each other.
    Dazai confesses and Chuuya isn't even mad, he just laughs and feels like an idiot.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    "What are you implying, then?"

    "I thought I'd extend a hand," Dazai murmurs. "An olive branch, of sorts. Things could...resume, from where they left off."

    Chuuya's gaze hardens. "That's selfish."

    "I know." A pause. "I am."

    or,

    Fate weaves complex patterns, any semblance of worldly understanding lost within its labyrinthine paths of absurdity. So Chuuya knows it must be fate when Dazai shows up at his apartment, four years after his quiet betrayal, asking for a second chance.

    double or,

    skk navigate their re-developing relationship during an undercover, semi-long term mission with the ada...discretion is not their strong suit

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Seeing the words scrawled in blood, Dazai couldn’t help the smile that spread across his lips.

    Once upon a time.

    “Once upon a time, there was a boy who died.” The smile turned bittersweet. “And then he came back.”

    Twelve-year-old Dazai gains the memories and experiences of his older self. Three years later, he’s an informant in the business of trying to stop the end of the world, but is repeatedly distracted by Chuuya’s own agenda to force Dazai into ‘self-care’ and ‘living’.

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    12 Mar 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 70

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    "To put it simply, I see it as a shrine to you. If Dazai wanted a shrine for Arahabaki, he could have put a picture of the god from a textbook or ancient scripture, but he instead chose the vessel as the subject, did he not?"

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    12 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 70

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    Dazai takes a steadying breath and steels himself before sliding to his knees on the carpeted floor. It’s not as graceful as he’d like it to be, what with his injured leg, but he manages to catch himself without using his hands or hurting his knees, so he counts it as a win. When he peers up at Chuuya through his bangs, the wideness of Chuuya’s eyes also registers as a victory.

    “I know Chuuya is still angry,” Dazai murmurs, so Chuuya has to look closely at his lips to make out the words. “He may take it out on my body, if he likes.”

    or, Dazai is (his version of) touch-starved after weeks stuck in his bubble in Meursault, so he ~convinces Chuuya to help him with his problem. He's not expecting all the revelations that come with it.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Chuuya is drinking in a bar, minding his own business, when a kid comes in and tries to get his attention. And Chuuya really doesn't want to indulge him, he doesn't, but he soon finds out that when it comes to Dazai Osamu, he never really stood a chance.

    or: Chuuya is the PM boss and it's his entire life until he meets Dazai and they become. obsessed.

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    05 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 75

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    Our favorite boys, Chuuya and Dazai, got Vegas hitched when they were eighteen, drunk, and very stupid. It was a mistake that should have been fixed by morning. But neither of them ever filed the annulment papers.

    Now, four years later, Fyodor Dostoevsky has found their marriage certificate and decided to make it everyone's problem, starting with kidnapping Chuuya and broadcasting it to the Armed Detective Agency.

    Dazai's going to need a very good explanation, and possibly a rescue plan. In that order.

    (Two idiots got married and forgot about it. Fyodor didn't let them forget. Now they'll have to wade through what could have been and what might yet be.)

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    26 Feb 2026

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    When Chuuya shows up on ADA's doorstep, saying that he killed Mori, Dazai, for the first time in his life, doesn't know what to do. The only thing he knows is that he has to save Chuuya, no matter what it would cost him.

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    24 Feb 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 78

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    "You aren't allowed to die without me, Mackerel."

    Dazai Osamu expected a violent reunion; instead, he found a void. Convinced Dazai died four years ago, Chuuya Nakahara was driven to the brink and surgically erased—sold as a "broken asset" to the King of Assassins.

    Now, Chuuya lives a beautiful, chemical lie in France, his memories of Soukoku cauterized. To reclaim the other half of his soul, Dazai must burn his redemption to the ground and hunt a man who no longer remembers his face.

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    12 Feb 2026

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