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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    Eva feels like the breath is knocked out of her lungs when the man walks in.

    Dirty blond hair. Blue eyes. Sort of like… if Ryland Grace was hit by a car several times. It was undeniably him.

    “So you’re Eva Stratt,” The man says gruffly, slamming both hands on her desk. He looked exactly like Ryland, it was terrifying. It felt like watching a ghost haunt her in real life.

    “You’re the crazy woman that sent my baby brother up into space. Let’s talk, yeah?”

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    Colt Seavers finds out his twin brother was sent on a suicide mission. He does not take it well.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    It was not a choice he agonized over or even thought twice about.

    It's you or them, Mecha Man. They're villains. Do you really think they deserve to live more than you do?

    Yes. A million times yes.

    Robert's caught by a supervillian that gives him a easy choice: he can live, or his reformed heroes can live. To him, it's an easy one.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    25 Jul 2026

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    Barry went still, breath catching in his throat. His eyes, wide and soft, locked on Len's with the same unguarded wonder he'd worn on their first date. Lips parted, like he meant to say something but the words were caught in the net between his ribs. Len had tucked that memory away in the deepest corner of his heart — because that was the moment he'd thought, ah... I'm truly and indefinitely fucked.

    Then the shrill buzz of Barry's phone echoed in the quiet, making him flinch. Len's hand fell away.

    And just like that, the look in Barry's eyes vanished, leaving Len to be nothing but a stranger again.

    Or: Where Barry gets amnesia, Len is partly amused, and they fall in love again.

     

    (Or: Me bending time and space and canon for the narrative of this story because I accidentally went down a ColdFlash-shaped rabbit hole while looking for ArrowFlash friendship fics instead. It takes place across two days because one day wasn't enough for amnesia Barry.)

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    24 Jul 2026