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    It’s like they’re in a fucked up game of relationship chicken now, increasingly doing things together that Shane can’t describe as anything other than domestic and romantic and boyfriend-like. They text constantly, detailing their days and sharing everything from complaints about teammates to jokes about other players in the league to the kind of quiet worries about family that don’t need to be responded to, just heard by another person.

    Or maybe it’s like Schroedinger’s cat. As long as Shane doesn’t ask, doesn’t speak out loud, he can have this. It can exist, and it cannot exist at the same time as long as Shane doesn’t press too hard. Doesn’t want too much.

    It feels increasingly like agony now that he’s realized that he loves Ilya.

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    Tunameltdown AU where Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Or: The Shane Hollander Is Fucking Ilya Rozanov and Will Accept No Further Questions, Team Powerpoint Presentation

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Ilya tucked his smile against Shane’s neck and brought his hand down Shane’s front. “He used to be so boring,” he said to Hunter. “Would not let me fuck him because you were next door.”

    Shane groaned. “You’re such an asshole—that was a long time ago,” he said. “I was trying to be discreet.”

    “Yes, and now look at you,” Ilya said. “Go suck Hunter’s dick.”

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    19 Jun 2026

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    He’s breathing the same air as Shane Hollander. Carbon dioxide is passing from Hollander’s lungs to his. You should be mine, he thinks of commanding, on the off chance Hollander will obey. You’re the center of my world and you should be all mine.

    In which Ilya has a habit, and an obsession.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    He had stood at the frosted window of his childhood home in Moscow, breathless and small, and watched beautiful birds fly straight into high-voltage power lines. He had seen birds so young, so incandescent with potential, put their entire lives on hold to raise two sons. He knew exactly what happened to birds who got tangled in that endless, sprawling freedom. Their wings caught fire under the crushing pressure, their beaks locked open in a silent, endless scream of guilt.

    Shane could have it all. He could feel it all, without the fire. Ilya would make sure of this. He would tear the sky down and build a cage so small and perfect that Shane would never have to fly again.

    Beneath him, Shane was gasping for air.

    a non-canon compliant exploration of hollanov, baby trapping, and abuse. ilya never learns restraint. shane never finds the exit. their son sees everything.

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    10 Jun 2026