9 Works by irinarya

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    “Feels good, right? Like the feel of your cock on mine, Rozanov?”

    Ilya’s pretty sure he’s lost the ability to breathe entirely, choking out: “You know I do,” because what else is there to fucking say?

    Other than of course, the Shane Hollander constant of:

    “I have an idea.” Shane rocks back slightly, expression suddenly earnest. His hand continues its ministrations, so it takes Ilya a full half minute of seeking mental clarity before he can respond.

    “What?” He tries to make the question exasperated despite the swell of fondness in his chest at the little smile playing across Shane’s lips.

    “When you do cave and ask me -” Shane pauses with a little huff, “because you will! We should fuck bare.”

    And oh my god Ilya is actually going to die. He is actually going to fucking die in this cottage in Ottawa, Canada, and those weird wolf bird things are going to peck the flesh off of his body and his bones are going to slowly turn to dust when they’re through.

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    The kiss is chaste - Shane could almost describe it as shy.

    A little curl of anxiety twists in his gut. What if saying I love you changes things, and not for the better?

    The push, the pull, the rush of their harried days could certainly be the thing that kept Ilya attached to this thing of theirs. Shane’s already admitted that it hasn’t been about the rebellion of it all for him for a while - but Ilya’s made no such disclosures. A burning love confession isn’t exactly as electrifying as the thrill of the chase, after all - and - great, Shane realizes that Ilya came out of the shower to Shane doing the fucking dishes like some bland housewife instead of a sexy Casanova waiting to pounce him for what should be a manically sex-crazed weekend, or whatever.

    Shane’s apt brain quickly concocts a secondary plan.

    Because while Shane Hollander might be bad at relaxing, what he’s not bad at?

    Being a freak in the sheets.

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    Audio recording of Oxytocin by zankiefanatic:
    Alternate Universe where Shane's storyline is the same but Ilya never played hockey and is instead an OnlyFans content creator. Basically, a way to explore what would've happened to Shane had he never received the emotional and physical (and maybe a little toxic) safety net that Ilya offered him.

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    I want to be the only name he whispers, and his name to be my vow. I want all of it. 

    I’m recording this hoping you will never see it. I hope that you will never have to go through hearing this.

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    Ilya and Shane make their vows.

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    He built the cottage as his place of peace. A place where he could be himself. No masks or cameras to play a role in front of. No expectations or rules to follow. No image to uphold, a role model, a pioneer, the Serena Williams of it all. Just him.

    Except just him wasn’t what he wanted anymore. Not on the ice that always gave him a solid foundation, not within the glass walls of his career and the persona he projected, not under the roof of this serene place.

     

    –Shane’s POV while he is getting ready to welcome Ilya in his cottage.

    A companion piece to I Don’t Want To (Ilya’s POV during the night after Shane’s incident). Can be read on its own.

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    Ilya was certain he would not forget the sound of the unstoppable force of Cliff Marleau hitting the immovable object of his love-soaked heart which was never in his ribcage anymore, but in the hands and the body belonging to Shane, even if he tried.

    He might try to forget these seconds. But they could also be the last seconds he ever saw Shane skate. Shane smile. Shane breathe.

    —Ilya POV during the night after Shane’s accident. Building the bridge of his thoughts between these two moments in time while honouring my favourite piece of book canon.

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    Ilya was slowly stretching his back, arms lifted and bent at the elbows, wrists brushing the crown of his summer honey-coloured curls. The display was breathtaking. Shane ached to finally feel those arms embrace him whole.

    ​​That feeling of fire growing in you when you are close to the person you desire. Pooling heat in your groin is a given, but what about the tingle under your soles, the warmth travelling up to your knees, urging you to move, to cross the void, close your arms around his waist, palms covering his hips, the gravity of the need pulling your bodies close. The sounds you hear escape your mouth on first contact of the naked flesh.

    – Shane’s POV of a late night in Ottawa.

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    Before Ilya resumed his jog he opened the camera app and took a photo of the sun shining through a glass-glazed bridge across the river. Two river boats, a part of an endless summer caravan, framed the golden reflections of sunlight on the water. He opened Instagram, logged out of his main account and back into his alter @boringMoscow4_24

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    Snapshots of Ilya’s 2016 summer in Moscow.

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    A silent word and a subtle roll of the hips on the floor, and Hollander was doing what he was told.

    I want you to say yes to me again.

    —-------

    Ilya is chasing a Yes from Shane Hollander, but is he asking the right questions?

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    English
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    1/1
    Comments:
    43
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    126
    Bookmarks:
    19
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    1,436

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