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Foolish Games by its_me_biz
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jul 2026
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After his heartbreaking interaction with Rozanov in Sochi, Shane decides it’s time to move on.
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I hope that I pass and I get reborn by shovels21
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jul 2026
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364 days since the death of Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander has done little to pick up the pieces of his life. Feeling stuck and hopeless, he tries in the only way he knows how to reunite with Ilya. He closes his eyes at 12:00 AM on the one-year anniversary of the accident, hoping that one way or another, he won't have to face another day alone. He wakes up in his Montreal apartment in 2016, grappling with a realized prayer: a redo.
Deciding to do things differently a second time around, Shane quickly discovers that a past he has already lived is surprisingly difficult to predict. Every choice he makes sends out unintended ripples, and no one is harder to read than Ilya himself, leaving Shane to question if his own rewritten steps are altering the man he died for.
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When Shane Hollander Killed Ilya Rozanov by eachflowersathought
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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Shane wonders if Ilya saw his text to keep the costume on. Ilya had taken it off, but Shane didn't see where it had ended up. Shane was at least glad that Ilya had put something comfortable on. He was probably in a hospital gown or something now, but it still mattered that he was comfortable in some way before he lost consciousness.
Shane almost wishes Ilya had been wearing one of his hoodies so Ilya wasn't so alone in the bathroom. Maybe that would've made a difference. Maybe Shane should've left more of his clothes in Ottawa. If Shane left more of his clothes behind, Ilya would not have killed himself.
Or: Shane Hollander can't convince himself that Ilya is alive.
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I must confess (that my loneliness is killing me) by photographer_of_thoughts
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Jul 2026
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“It really fucking hurt to just be ignored for six months.”
Ilya looks at him again, nodding as he runs his finger along Shane’s bare collarbone. He shifts so that he’s lying beside Shane more than hovering on top of him, but keeps touching him and doesn’t go far.
“You can call me sensitive or whatever, but I don’t think I can do this if you’re just going to ignore me for another six months or however long after we say goodbye tonight.” Shane continues, trying to subtly wipe his wet eyes but of course Ilya notices.
“Hollander-” He reaches up to wipe the tears away, but Shane lightly pushes his hand away and shakes his head.
“I guess I’m not cut out for casual.” He whispers. “Because this has never really felt like nothing to me, and I can’t pretend that it is. You aren’t nothing to me.”
or, the boys talk in Vegas because they can't fight their feelings anymore.
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The Tiny Terrorist by LisasArchive
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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A post-game meeting behind the stadium is supposed to be simple: quick, heated, and entirely secret.
But when Shane coaxes a shivering stray kitten out from behind an industrial dumpster, Ilya's evening is thoroughly derailed.
Between a ruined designer sweater, an unhelpful emergency vet, and an awkward trip to the city shelter, the carefully constructed walls between two rival hockey stars start to feel entirely too thin.