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    Ilya ignored the request from the NHL twice. The first time they asked through his agent, the second time the director of marketing called his personal number directly. He never got along with the league as a player, and he certainly didn't need to make them happy now.

    The next attempt to reach him was harder to ignore. A phone call from an unknown number. A voicemail that made his blood run cold.

    "Hi Ilya. This is Rose Landry. We've never met, but Shane speaks so highly of you. I think the NHL has been trying to get in touch. Shane said you probably wouldn't talk to them. But...think about it, ok? I know it would mean a lot to him."

    The final request crumbled his resolve. The caller ID blinked "Jane," and Ilya stared at it.

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    Canon divergence, Shane and Ilya are estranged for a decade. Shane finally reaches out to Ilya when he retires.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    The first time they meet up after Vegas, Ilya rewards Shane for winning a game by letting him choose exactly what he wants to do. The question makes Shane freak out and leave. And then Ilya freaks out as well.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “I am not drunk.” Ilya sniffed indignantly. “I am full of lemons.”

    “Lemons...?”

    “Lemon Drops!” Rose chimed happily. “I convinced Ilya to try them, and ohhhh, Shane, he was not ready.”

    “Like, the candy?” Shane sounded even more lost then before.

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    Rose needs someone to go to the club with, as does Ilya. It goes a bit too well.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Shane watched the first draft pick stand next to him, for the photograph.
    Number 81 gleamed in gold on the back of his Boston jersey.

    Was that deliberate?

    Had Rozonov chosen it himself?

    Or was it just a coincidence that the number stitched across Rozonov’s back was the same one that had once belonged to Hollander. Two years ago. In Russian red.

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    They met at fifteen in Moscow.

    Neither of them ever really recovered.

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    11 Jun 2026