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Dean comes home worn thin, carrying more than he knows how to put into words.
Cas doesn’t ask him to.
He just feeds him what he needs.
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A year later, Dean’s life looks very different.
He’s no longer an escort, his evenings smell like motor oil and home-cooked dinners, and Cas is no longer a curious client but his boyfriend. Steady, earnest, and still just as taken with the trust Dean gives him.
Some things haven’t changed, though.
They still have their scenes. They still film them. And sometimes, on quiet nights, they watch them back together, not for reassurance, not for doubt, but because it’s something they share.
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- Part 2 of Sweet Surrender
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Dean likes his job just fine for the most part. Sure, there are days, clients, that suck more than others (no pun intended), but overall, he makes a decent living out of it and experiences things most people couldn’t even dream of.
Recently, there’s been a new client, though, and Dean wouldn’t trade him with any of his fellow whores for the world. Castiel Novak, or Cas, for short, is a walking conundrum. It starts with his name, really – I mean, who gives his real name to an escort?
That’s not all, though. See, Cas had a very specific kink, the one thing that would get his rocks off like nothing else (or “help him achieve preeminent pleasure”, as he phrased it). To put it short, Cas had the hots for fucking people while they were sleeping.
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- Part 1 of Sweet Surrender
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The Heat You Kindle, The Fire You Calm by icouldgowithyou
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
07 Dec 2025
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The heat pill was meant to be a fun way to give Cas a night they’d both remember. And it works: the sex is mind-blowing, and his Alpha boyfriend loves every second.
But when reality creeps back in, Dean’s left wondering if he’s accidentally proved the one thing he’s always feared:
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Dean has spent years flinching at pet names that cut sharper than they comfort. Now, the world’s saved, the road is quiet, and he’s still learning how to live without fighting.
And when Cas calls him things like honey, the words that once stung start to mean home instead of hurt.*Inspired by ‘Honey’ by Taylor Swift.
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Love is so short, forgetting is so long by icouldgowithyou
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04 Jun 2025
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In the life of Dean Winchester, facts were everything. Facts were what could save your life - that’s what his dad always told him. So he made sure to always remind himself of the most important ones.
Fact number one: Family is the most important thing there is.
Fact number two: Once a hunter, always a hunter. Hunters don’t find love or settle down. There’s no retirement, just the hunt - and then another, and another - until you die.
Fact number three: Monsters are out there, and if you don’t kill them, they’ll kill you. Nothing supernatural can be good, and every creature needs to be dealt with swiftly.
But when Dean sets foot in the wetlands on a routine hunt, those facts start to blur. What he finds there isn’t just a monster, but something far more unexpected: a chance at a life he never thought he’d have.
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Dean has spent most of his life drifting between one-horse towns, drowning himself in short-lived pleasures and the certainty that no one ever stays.
Until he finds himself with a bullet buried in the gut, deep in a desert that the locals claim is cursed - that once you go in, you don’t come back out.
He’s saved from bleeding out by a handsome stranger, but as they trek through the inhospitable wilderness together, it turns out that the only thing worse than being stuck in the desert alone, might be to be trapped there with someone you can’t trust.
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Bookmarked by icouldgowithyou
04 Jul 2026
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“I felt I had met you in some other life. Known you in some other place. I was compelled to return to you. I don’t have an answer about why..."
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Bookmarked by icouldgowithyou
09 Jun 2026
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Next time he sees him, he spots him behind the glass doors of the ER entrance. Before they swish close, he makes out the hunched over figure of the man, curled onto the hands twisted in his lap. For a fraction of a moment, he looks so uncomfortable and out of place on the faded yellow of the plastic chairs of the waiting hall — as if a mighty beast was confined in a space where it doesn't belong by nature’s design.
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Nurse Dean has a run in with a particularly recalcitrant and puzzling patient :3
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Bookmarked by icouldgowithyou
03 Jun 2026
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Uh, the tags really say it all.
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Bookmarked by icouldgowithyou
12 May 2026
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Dean Winchester is an omega who was abandoned by his mother at a young age, being left behind with his bitter and abusive father. He’s alone, scared, and developmentally behind, childlike and not even able to read when he’s thrown out on his ass as a teenager. By the time he’s 27 he’s no better off and more damaged than ever, homeless and working on the street. He tries to be happy, childlike mind clinging to hope, but he’s tired. He waits for an angel.
Castiel is an alpha who’s recently experienced a fall from grace after falling into a psychotic episode at work and attacking a man while on duty. He’s lost his job and now works nights at a run down gas station, living paycheck to paycheck and preparing to go before the board to plea his case for why his credentials shouldn’t be taken away. He’s going to get his life back together, there’s only one problem. Castiel believes he’s God-like, a twisted angel of justice, and takes that belief to violent extremes.
*watch me write about Cas’s decent into madness and violence/Dean’s tragedy of a life but make it a love story.*
*All the warnings, this one gets dark friends (but I promise a happy ending).*Series
- Part 1 of Till The End Of The Line