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  1. Public Bookmark 64

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    When Dean moves into a new building following a bad break up, he meets his neighbor, Jimmy.

    The problem is, Jimmy isn't nice. Jimmy isn't even the name he uses for himself. Jimmy is the "nice guy" facade that Castiel uses as camouflage.

    Within a week Castiel has run a background check on Dean Winchester and has opened a backdoor to his computer. He's monitoring his email and watching him nightly through his webcam. What's even more alluring, Dean is into the same kinks as he is.

    It's a match made in heaven.

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    27 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Trying out the Dead Dove Kintober 2023 event! I’m pretty late to all of this but will probably bulk post at some point.

    Drabbles will contain primarily MxM erotic situations with a variety of characters.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    In a world where relationships between alphas are forbidden, there are secret, lawless little dens of debauchery where alphas temporarily turn into omegas.

    Soap knows there’s something deeply wrong with him, to consider going there for himself.

    But he'd do anything to take his mind off of Ghost, even if it's only for a night. But he has no idea just how far Ghost will go to keep him forever.

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    Alpha!Soap's idle fantasies of being claimed by Alpha!Ghost are about to become very real.

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    05 May 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    “You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”

    Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”

    He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?

    It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”

    OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.

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    07 Mar 2026