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    Without all the drugs, the memory stuff had started flooding back in. Which was a laugh and a half, squatting in some leased flat that wouldn’t know a proper air conditioner if it had eyeballs, so Bucky had battened down the hatches and gone out to get himself a job.

    Enter Falucci’s Corner Store.

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    21 Jun 2025

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    In this AU, angry, bitter, widowed mechanic John Winchester has raised his sons alone and takes out his frustrations on Dean, starting when Dean was a child and continuing through his adulthood.

    Dean lives in his father's shadow, taking the abuse he heaps on him as if it's his duty to do so. Then, one day, he meets Castiel, a rouge police detective with a few secrets of his own and charisma that Dean can't resist.

    Will taking up with Castiel just be replacing one destructive relationship with another, or is this mysterious detective just what Dean needs to break the pattern of abuse he's lived with his entire life?

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    27 May 2025

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    While running from authorities on one of his missions for the assassin's guild he works for, Castiel breaks into a random apartment to hide. He doesn't expect to come face to face with the occupant, nor does he expect the beautiful Omega to be so... calm. Dean Winchester, even in the face of Castiel's loaded gun and death threats, doesn't panic.

    Instead, he offers Castiel a sandwich.

    Damn it. Now what is Castiel supposed to do? (Spoiler: Falling in love with the cute Omega was NOT it!)

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    01 May 2025

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    Getting used to Heaven is something of a marvel. It ain't perfect, and Dean thinks he'd hate it if it was, which is probably why it isn't.

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    "You don't understand," Dean whispers, exhaling shakily. "I know you don't, because even I don't. The instant you were gone, I wanted you back. Cas, I wanted you back. I wanted—I wanted—"

    Cas stares at him, searching his face. After a moment, his own face falls slack, eyes widening just so. "Oh," he breathes out.

    Dean wants to be furious that Cas has figured it out before he has—whatever it is—but he's not even that surprised. Cas knows him too well, always has, even more than Dean knows himself. He's been kicking Dean in the goddamn teeth with how deeply he understands him, even about the things Dean doesn't, ever since they first met. You don't think you deserve to be saved, that's what Cas had said. All bundled up in impossibilities and power, this being that looked at Dean Winchester and knew every single inch of him, as if he had a right to each part.

    "What?" Dean grits out.

    "I love you, too."

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    01 May 2025

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    Dean takes a really, really long drive to kick fear in the ass. It might just be the best thing he ever decides to do.

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    The seat squeaks, and Dean follows the sound, his gaze trailing down. There—where Jack sat moments ago—is a much tinier version of him. He looks mostly the same, just...smaller and more dimply and cuter, if that's possible. His clothes have shrunk to fit him, so he's casually sitting in a t-shirt, jeans, and scuffed tennis shoes. He swings his feet from side-to-side over the edge of Baby's seat the same way Sam used to in the back, and he stares up at Dean with clear eyes. 

    "Oh," Dean blurts out, eyes bulging, "Cas is going to fucking kill me." 

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    01 May 2025