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Sometimes Dean thinks he knows John better than anyone in the world, better than he knows himself, and other times he thinks he doesn’t know a damn thing about him. The man who makes him lick his boots and spits in his mouth and cuts him open isn’t his father, but he is. Maybe he never used to be this man and this is just who he turned into, and maybe it’s Dean’s fault, and Dean has to take what he is given and be grateful for it.
Dean feels disgusting. He feels like a freak. He feels like he’ll die if John doesn’t touch him.
It could stop here, but it won’t.Bookmarked by headcr33ps
23 May 2026
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Sam attempts suicide-by-monster. Dean tries to help. It sort of works...until it doesn't.
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04 May 2026
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Dean’s need is a dark pit, a bleak, bottomless thing, and that’s the pull. That’s the lure, for John. People who need the way Dean does, people who want to crawl inside the ones they love and live there forever, they’re easy to control. They’ll do anything for you. John finds that fucking irresistible.
Sam hates his father. But he understands him perfectly.
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04 May 2026
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Somehow it wasn’t enough. Breaking his hand wasn’t enough. Throwing up everything he choked down wasn’t enough. And beating on his bulging stomach while it cramped and gurgled violently from the abuse still wasn’t enough to make his fucked up brain convince itself he was no longer trapped inside Alastair's world of infinite agony.
Or Dean eats his weight in empty calories and throws it all up again because he needs to remind himself he is alive by breaking himself apart.
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23 Apr 2026
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It’s been 2 weeks since Dean and Dad left for a hunt.
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02 Apr 2026
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The guy who dropped Dean off in the morning was in his late fifties, a mop of curly black hair and a boxy canvas jacket. Sam followed Dean through the motel room as he kicked off his boots and shucked his jacket.
“Since… Dad. You’ve been—”
“What, Sam? Since when do you give a shit about this stuff? I don’t go around holding up scorecards for all the chicks you’re not banging, you fuckin’ monk, you’d think the least you could do is—”
“He looked like him, dude.”
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17 Feb 2026
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“Six-six-six,” Dad is saying somewhere above him, “the number of the beast.”
I’m six, Sam thinks. I’m six. I’m sick, I’m six. Six-six-sick, six-six-sick.
“Actually,” says Pastor Jim, “it’s better translated as six-one-six.”
Something in Sam’s head cracks open at the temple to let the light in.
OR: Sam Winchester + obsessive compulsive disorder. Set in season six, with Sam reflecting on his life up until then.
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21 Jan 2026
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He shook his head, turning away from me and focusing back on the TV screen while slipping his hand into his sweatpants, effectively pushing me off of him just enough to make the separation both physical and emotional. I knew he couldn’t handle what I wanted to say; he knew I couldn’t handle what he wanted me to do, but the difference was that I was going to do it anyway.
“Don’t–don’t fuckin’ look at me–just, watch the movie, okay? Fuckin’, listen–listen to me and keep your eyes on the screen.”
(Or: Roman and his twin bond over their love of horror movies.)
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10 Jan 2026
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me and you together together together by according2thelore
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
01 Sep 2023
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Except… Sam isn’t there. Dean scans the nearby area, but his little brother is nowhere to be found.
“Sammy?” Dean calls, walking a few steps in either direction. The mall is fucking packed, but Dean can’t see Sam or that stupid bag. The pop music pumping through the overhead speakers that had only been annoying before is now deafening, and Dean can’t hear himself think.
Sam’s gone.
Or: Teenage Dean loses Sam in a mall. He does not take it well.
Written for WincestWednesdays September Flash Event Day 1 Prompt "Lost"!
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25 Oct 2025
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In which Kendall, Roman, and Shiv spend a summer competing to see who can disappear the fastest.
Obviously, I couldn't resist giving my take on that cut line in the script book: "The summer of the competitive eating disorders"
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19 Oct 2025
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It becomes this heavy thing between them, this reluctant shared secret born from inconvenience. It goes in cycles. Stewy swears he’s done being an emotional rent boy for the Roys. He’s clawed his way back to his comfort zone; nothing that cuts too deep, or feels too close.
Then Roman’s voice comes through the phone, drags him back in. Shaking with nervous laughter, over something that’s never been funny. “I think- fuck, man, I’m sorry. But like, my chest- my chest fuckin’ hurts.”Bookmarked by headcr33ps
19 Oct 2025
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“It’s just a truth spell,” Sam tried. “It could be worse.”
Dean looked at him like he was stupid.
“Yeah, thank God we don’t have a giant, life-ruining secret that we really, really don’t want our dad knowing. Good thing he’s not on his way here right this second.” He scoffed. “Could be worse. Jesus. Good to know you can still lie.”
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- Part 2 of Fucked up family shit
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19 Oct 2025