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    19 Mar 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 94

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    It truly wasn't good, for Atsushi, to be this cute.

     

    Oh how he wished he could pull the boy down by his oversized white button up, make him kneel in front, before burying a hand in those white, silver shining locks, pull him down, shove his cock inside those plush lips and make him choke.

     

    Atsushi, he seemed like he'd be eager to please. Even the slightest compliment makes the boy flush, the slightest praise makes the weretiger crawl back for more, so of course he'd be eager to please.

     

    Even as Dazai would fuck his throat, abuse his mouth, he would probably be sucking in earnest, trying not to choke, looking up with tearful eyes, only for Dazai to pull out and slap his red, puffed cheeks, with his hard dick.

     

    Ah, the sight that would be.

     

    It was odd, odd that Dazai would think of Atsushi in that way of all people. He knew Chuuya would be just as good, if not better, due to experience. And hell, if he was into young obedient guys, Akutagawa was far better than Atsushi.

     

    Yet his eyes remained entranced by the purple skies laced with gold.  

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    20 May 2023

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    Atsushi could feel the panic starting to bubble within him, the brief flicker of relief upon first seeing Dazai thoroughly rethought and overruled in his rising alarm for what exactly was happening. It might be Dazai who Atsushi was currently in the presence of, but he got the distinct and dreaded feeling that it wasn’t any Dazai he knew. The signs were unmissable, given the abrupt youth to his appearance, the startlingly cold gaze he had pinned on Atsushi that Dazai had never so much as gotten close to watching him like before, and that aura of his.

    “Who are you?”

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    Via an unknown time travelling ability, Atsushi gets sent five years into the past where he lands straight onto mafia territory and right into the hands of an 18 year old, Demon Prodigy Dazai. Until Atsushi can get back to his correct time, he’s now stuck with four mafiosos to help him hide his identity in not risking revealing it to anymore people before his time. And it starts with being wound up living with Dazai for his safety.

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    20 May 2023

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  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    "You know, Atsushi-kun, I envy you a little."

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    06 May 2023

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  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    Rumor says that, in the stone castle up the hill, an unapproachable, dangerous man resides, covering himself in bandages and spending his existence in loneliness. His only joy is taking care of his flowers…

    Until a young stranger with red hair starts stealing from his garden each night.

    Day 5: Infatuation/Yearning

    Russian translation

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    26 Mar 2023

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    In which the smell of antiseptic becomes familiar, and the feeling doesn't hurt like it used to, yet it aches.

    Where Ryuunosuke battles his habit of loving that which is fleeting.

    And now his hand, calloused and bruised, just can’t seem to let go.

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    11 Oct 2022

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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    11 Oct 2022

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    He saw the duffel.
    It was battered all to hell and the strap was nearly torn from the bag, but it still glowed almost neon in the darkening night and streetlamp glare. Neil would never…
    He dropped to his knees beside it and rifled through it, looking for any sign, any clue as to where Neil might have run. Nothing, nothing, nothing. Until his fingers found the keyring. Until he found the phone.

    Andrew's perspective on the Binghamton riot and the walking tragedy that is Neil Josten.

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    11 Oct 2022

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    Andrew is looking to live his life in peaceful nothingness, but his new neighbor's cat won't stop sneaking onto his balcony. As much as he tries to not make it into something, Andrew finds himself drawn to the mysterious and tempting man next door.

    Neil is just trying to find a reason to not leave Palmetto after everyone else has moved on. But he never thought he would want to run toward something in favor of running away.

    (In a slightly different world, two people find themselves meeting in a softer setting and in just as much need of each other. A story about dealing with pasts, sharing secrets and a cat who is an asshole yet manages to charm everyone around it.)

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    11 Oct 2022

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  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    —you can't look away. This is a cautionary tale; you don't fuck with death, even if death fucked you over first.

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    11 Oct 2022

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    Lonely and outcast by his classmates, Remus wishes on a moonshadow for a friend who understands him. To his amazement his wish is answered not once, but three times, by his former enemies, the Marauders.

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    28 Aug 2022

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    The Port Mafia has done many questionable things over the years.

    To Dazai’s chagrin, keeping him alive is not one of them.

     

    (in a world where Odasaku survives, Dazai Osamu becomes the Boss of the Port Mafia)

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    04 Aug 2022

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    It was the day Dazai showed up at his door with crimson bandages instead of white ones.

    That was the day Oda knew he wasn’t going to ignore the boy’s pain anymore.

    “Brought you curry,” Dazai says flippantly, sounding hoarse despite the way he strolls inside, a plastic bag rustling in his hand.
    Oda watches him place it on the kitchen table from where he’s seated in his reading chair. The living room harbors a warm fire, but it doesn’t feel as warm as it did a moment ago.

    The sudden entry has taken him by surprise, certainly, but it’s more than that.

    Dazai doesn’t do this. He doesn’t offer kindness or gifts, not even when he wants something. He certainly doesn’t show up with blood on him. And he is…bleeding. Through his bandages. A trickle down his palm that nearly stains the white grocery bag, a smear across his cheek under the bandage that covers his eye. Dazai is tugging at his black sleeves to cover what shows, rearranging the collar about his neck even as he goes to the drawer for silverware.

    RUSSIAN TRANSLATION AVAILABLE: https://ficbook.net/readfic/13009142

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    01 Jun 2022

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    As the legend goes, Tanabata, the Star Festival, is the only day of the year when two yearning lovers can be reunited again.

    This particular year, the two of them will remain separated. And, somehow, it hurts Dazai more than he will ever let on.

    Day 1: Tanabata

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    29 May 2022

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    (Re-written summary)
    Dazai receives a letter from Ango five years after it was sent. The consequences are harsh and the ADA have to deal with them.

    A huge comfort fic about just how much Dazai missed Odasaku.

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    22 Mar 2022

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    Sirius is in boarding school, Remus is in hospital, and they don't know each other until Sirius texts the wrong number.

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    12 Apr 2021

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    LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
    1971 - 1995

    This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!

    PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??

    Spotify playlist:
    https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg

    (Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)

     DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.

    NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC

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    04 Apr 2021

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    The segment’s title declared EXY’S DARLINGS - WHERE WILL THEY GO FROM HERE? in a yellow banner along the television screen's bottom. It was a spotlight feature on where Kevin Day and Riko Moriyama were planning to go after their high school graduation. Of course they were expected to join the best, but a few reporters speculated on favoritism from the Raven’s coach if they signed on at Edgar Allan, and if that’d impact the Exy prodigies’ relationships with their potential teammates.

    Usually his mother would box his ears for looking at anything Exy-related, but he changed the channel long before her shower finished, the black ink on a younger Day’s cheekbone haunting him worse than the date in the corner.

    ( Neil wakes up seven years younger, and, slowly, takes matters into his own hands. )

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    22 Oct 2020

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    In which Neil Josten is a Time Jumper, and everywhere he goes he keeps seeing one man.

    Neil's throat dried; the sound of keys rang in his ears, but so did his voice.
    Andrew Minyard stared back at him, expression inscrutable.

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    06 May 2020

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    Andrew Minyard is a successful journalist, writing hit pieces to take down and uncover decay in big institutions. When he starts looking into the mysterious disappearance of Mary and Nathaniel Wesninski, that all disappears. Suddenly, he finds himself blacklisted in his line of work. Unable to move forward with the piece, he finds a platform with The Foxhole Network, the communications department at his Alama Mater. With the help of the TFN team, he puts together a podcast and goes on the hunt for Mary and Nathaniel, following leads sent by their listeners and connecting dots that hadn't bothered to be connected before.
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    Neil Josten has stayed in the same place for far too long. He knows this, but he's grown comfortable. That is until he hears a deep voice through a set of speakers - a podcast host asking the question he didn't want to be answered most: What happened to Mary and Nathaniel? Neil does the only thing he knows how. He runs. But he runs into more problems than solutions.

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    05 Mar 2020

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