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“Eddie,” he says, breathless. “I don’t want you to go.”
Eddie’s losing it a bit. He can’t talk round in circles anymore, and he’s running out of ways to even attempt to get into Buck’s head that he’s not a burden and Eddie is exactly where he wants to be.
“Buck,” he tries, taking note of Buck’s equally drenched clothing, the raindrops that cling to his eyelashes and the curls that lay flat against his forehead. He looks perfect, even now, and it’s shaking something in Eddie loose – something that’s sat rigid and unmoving along his spine - keeping him in line, keeping him sensible, keeping him rational and far, far away from doing the very kind of thing he’s about to do right now.
or: buck and eddie have a tiny little argument, and a tiny little kiss in the rain.
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Buck makes Eddie feel hopeful. He makes him forget himself. He makes him think that there’s a slither of possibility in which Eddie can give everything, can hand over every part of himself in exchange for every part of Buck. It’s a dizzying experience, to doubt yourself so completely and then with a flash of Buck’s smile, want to try, try to throw caution to the wind because Buck would make it so good, easier than anything has ever been before.
or; eddie diaz moves into buck's house post stabbing. eddie drinks various fun, juice-adjacent drinks. eddie wants, wants, wants.
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He looks back at Eddie and Eddie blinks at him like he knows. “What the hell? Fine,” Buck says, throwing a hand into the air and letting it fall to slap against his thigh. “Family trip to Hershey.”
Chris cheers and Eddie grins, like he’s won and hasn’t just signed up to carry boxes around and watch two people he barely knows and probably won’t be particularly welcoming, argue over furniture. He leans in to pepper kisses on Buck’s face, ending with an audible mwah to Buck’s birthmark.
“Don’t get ahead of yourself, Eddie. This isn’t going to be fun.”
or, old wounds are reopened as buck, eddie and christopher travel to hershey to help pack up buck's childhood home.
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Buck kisses Eddie once more before flopping back onto his side of the bed; breathless and deliriously happy. He grins lazily in Eddie’s direction - who currently has his arm thrown over his face, blush creeping down his chest and lips bitten red by Buck’s own. He grabs at Eddie’s left hand, helplessly in love and desperate for as many points of contact as possible. His grin widens when he catches sight of the brand new band of gold on Eddie’s ring finger.
Buck traces it with his pointer finger, spinning Eddie’s hand in his so he can admire it from all angles.
or, buck and eddie in the week (ish) post proposal.
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"You’re late,” Chris says, pulling the door closed behind him.
“Sorry, bud,” Eddie mumbles.
He feels Christopher’s head snap toward him. God, that boy has always been too observant for his own good.
“What is it?” he says immediately and Eddie can recognise the panic in his son’s voice. The apple really doesn’t fall very far.
Eddie hesitates. He messes around with his seatbelt, pulling it away from him and letting it snap back against his chest.
-------Eddie tells Christopher what's been going on with Buck.
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A comprehensive scientific framework for the human experience of love has been sought after by social psychologists for decades.
This piece will recount the experience of one person (a heterosexual, well-educated, white female in her late twenties) through the lens of Tobore’s AAC Quadruple Framework Theory of Love.
Looking for a housemate to move into my 2br 2ba apartment in South Side Flats. 1110 sq ft, modern, clean, north-facing. Shared areas fully furnished, but willing to consolidate. In-unit washer/dryer. $1000 per month, excluding utilities.
Strong preference for someone in healthcare or other industry with day/night shift rotations. Available from July 27. Current lease runs until December, with option for renewal.
Send EOI to [email protected]
“Oh, do you know someone who’s interested?”
“Yeah,” he grinned. “Me.”
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26 Jun 2026
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Buck tries to commit the frame to memory, wills himself not to forget the important details—Eddie on his knees in front of him, his nails seeking purchase along Buck's thighs as he drinks him down, his drawn-out gasps when Buck returns the favor.
After, when Buck reaches out for quiet confirmation in the dark, asks him, "Good?"
Eddie tells him, earnest and hard-won, "Everything is good with you," and Buck can bask in the illusion of a world where he almost believes it.
Buck is trying to leave the past where it belongs. Then he wins an all-expenses-paid trip to Italy, convinces Eddie to join him, and falls headfirst into (not so) casual sex with his best friend.
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Like Real People Do by third_crow for barelyevenhere
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
24 Jan 2023
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“Could I get a name for the order?” Marlene asked.
“Serious,” the man replied. “Like the star,” he clarified, and Remus mentally scratched out 'Serious' and rewrote 'Sirius' in his head.
“The… star?” Marlene asked, her pen hovering over the cup as she hesitated.
“S-I-R-I-U-S,” Remus said. He stocked croissants into the display case, not looking up. “The Dog Star,” he added, “brightest star in the sky, actually. Visible from both hemispheres.” When he looked over, the man– Sirius– seemed surprised, his eyebrows raised as Remus spoke, and when Remus finished, he blinked a few times before smiling lopsidedly.
“Er– yeah,” he breathed a laugh. “That.” There was a baby on his hip. Somehow, it had taken Remus a second glance to notice that.
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Or, Remus works as a barista and Sirius comes in every morning with the world's cutest baby, and man, these two just wrote the book on mutual pining, huh?
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Summer, 1980. Harry is floating between university and becoming a Real Certified Adult. He's not ready. He really isn't.
In a desperate attempt to have the Best Last Summer ever, he takes a casual job at his godfather's bookshop in London, starts an illicit pen pal affair with a wordy posh boy that he's catching feelings for, all while dealing with the son of Sirius's business rival, one Draco Malfoy, insufferable know-it-all extraordinaire.
A story about trying to figure out who you are, where you're going in life, and who you want to take along with you.
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Buck sees, out of the corner of his eye, Eddie reaching a hand out to comfort him. And then he flinches away, like he’s scared of his own actions, doing something wrong. “. . . Buck," he whispers, his voice restrained, “when are we gonna talk about this?”
or: Buck’s chronic pain gets in the way of everything.
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- Part 2 of roseblood
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23 Jun 2026