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    I've been struggling with my identity three years into transition and I just want to be loved by someone who I don't have to say a damn word to about my identity to be understood, and to be loved in my entirety without fear that I'm being seen for who I'm not. And I think even more so, I want to be that for someone else. I also love Alcina Dimitescu! I want her to take me into her arms and love my masculinity I fought so hard to have recognized and solidified in my body, and I want her to help me break down the walls I've built around my femininity out of fear if I express it, my identity will be stripped away from me again. Is it not enough to be a manthing (affectionate, referencing nonbinaryness)????

    tldr i am in trans4trans with lady dimitrescu and i will make it ao3's problem. I'll try to make most fics that'll go here gender neutral, but there will probably be some specific ones with an nb (w possibly specified transmasc) reader.

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    A collection of fics about my tma oc, Dominic, and his relationships with the being called The Distortion.

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    Spraying chlorine gas into your best friend's cloaca. Just another freaking Friday night.

    46 years really does a number on a guy. Grace is about to find out how, whether he likes it or not.

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    Grace creates a log of he and Rocky's relationship that he sends back to Earth as proof of their love.

    Humanity has a lot to say.

    Grace and Rocky find their own voice, solar systems away.

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    An aroma as soft and sweet as caramel dripping off a spoon pools into the street. It traps Mina by her feet, leaves her heavy and stuck to the pavement. Beneath the sugar lies fire. Smoke, escorted by the delicate warmth of cinnamon, billowing in the dark. Drifter must smell it too, by the way his chin tilts upward, mouth open and scenting the air. A low, tender sound slips past her lips, and she is far too distracted to be ashamed of it, or notice Drifter’s own.

    Mina’s body is convinced before her mind is, though it is quick to justify itself. The benefits of such an encounter are simply too grand. An easy meal, a warm body, and an experience to put the viscount to shame.

    Mina struggles to strike a balance between lust and hunger after developing a charm for the Doorman. Drifter insists the difference is trivial.

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    31 Dec 2025

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    good shit

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    Gibson: I spoke to Irving. We came to an understanding regarding yesterday’s text incident. Cornelius didn’t see it the same way.
    Gibson: It’s pretty raw right now. I would prefer not to talk about it.
    Armitage: Did you have to explain what 8===D means
    Gibson: Yes :(

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    “Why don’t you lie down with me, Francis?”
    Francis’s eyes snap to James again. James’s eyes are closed, still, one hand lazily indicating the pillows next to him in an invitation that borders on—that borders on—
    “I won’t bite. Don’t have the teeth for it anymore, I’m afraid.” James smiles a half-smile, satisfied but close-mouthed, and Francis feels guilt like a hot spike driven into his guts. He laughs, weakly. James opens his eyes at the sound.
    Francis seeks refuge in the pipe.

    Francis. James. An opium den. They try to make the pieces fit.

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