18 Bookmarks by ebbingdispair
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just fluffy tour bus cuddles. phil is in love
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- Part 6 of interactive introverts
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01 May 2026
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Dean Winchester was twenty-six years old when a car accident killed his father and left him paralysed from the waist down. A year and a half later, Dean is in a wheelchair and lives in a care home in Kansas, where he spends his days waiting to die. It's only when Castiel Novak starts volunteering at the care home that Dean starts to wonder if a changed life always equals a ruined one.
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- English
- Words:
- 65,409
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 15
- Comments:
- 1,161
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- 13,508
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- 267,838
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15 Mar 2026
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He figured most men died with a bullet through their rib cage, that’s what he heard anyway from the Brits who made it back. But once his cards were laid, Dean knew with absolutely certainty that he wouldn’t die with a body left to bury.
And he was right, in a way, because nothing gets buried in Siberia.
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10 Mar 2026
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L'Histoire Française by danfanciesphil (thejigsawtimess)
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
07 Feb 2018
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Since he can remember, Dan has had a bad experience with teachers. When desperate times call for him to take a job as a TA at his local secondary school, he is dreading the experience. Cue Phil Lester: eclectic, vivacious History teacher whom the students and teachers adore for his fantastical, unique methods and sincere passion for his job. Dan was expecting all sorts of drama in his new job, but falling for a member of the faculty was not part of it.
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- Part 1 of L'Histoire Française
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- English
- Words:
- 105,594
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Comments:
- 468
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- 3,356
- Bookmarks:
- 653
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- 75,440
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20 Feb 2026
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Through Time I Found You by taecheeks
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Zayn Malik (Musician)
12 Mar 2018
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“I swore to ye I would keep ye safe,” Liam says as if Zayn should have known this. He lifts one of Zayn’s hands, pressing a soft, wet kiss to the center of his palm.
It is innocent, but heat trails down Zayn’s spine as Liam’s eyes meet with his. “And I’ve wanted ye since the moment I first laid my eyes on ye.”[Or the one where Zayn travels back in time to 1744 and is captured by a group of Highlander Clansmen.]
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- English
- Words:
- 140,374
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Comments:
- 347
- Kudos:
- 571
- Bookmarks:
- 153
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- 16,359
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29 Apr 2025
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Cas and Dean, in the moments between their battles, ache for quiet spaces. (10.20 coda)
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- English
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- 1,584
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 52
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- 1,109
- Bookmarks:
- 136
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- 7,735
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18 Feb 2025
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Dean’s expression is dubious where he cocks up one eyebrow. “Cas, this isn’t- There’s nothing I can do about it, okay?” The walls of him, the barb of him that had been there when Castiel stepped into the bathroom, has been reduced to nothing. In these sorts of moments, Dean willingly shows his hurt. And maybe- maybe he will let Castiel help after all. “It’s just… in my head.”
“There’s nothing you can do about it.”
Dean blinks at him, startled.
“Like I said, there’s something I could try.”
Looking down to his hands, then back up to Castiel, Dean seems to hesitate. “And it’ll- it’s not just more soap is it?”
“No, Dean,” the beginnings of something fond make the corners of Castiel’s lips twitch, “it’s not more soap.”
or the one where castiel imagines them all a peaceful cowboy life and helps dean wash his hands
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- English
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- 9,257
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 144
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- 2,511
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- 696
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- 18,945
Bookmarked by ebbingdispair
10 Jan 2024
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Soft lips pressed to Killua's skin. Then again. And again. Killua hummed, eyes falling shut and mouth curving in a smile.
"You're distracting me," he murmured and felt Gon laugh against him.
"Sorry," Gon said before kissing Killua's neck again. "But you started it."
"How? You're the one who came in here and started kissing me."
"Can't help it," Gon said easily, pulling Killua flush to his chest. "You look too nice. I couldn't resist kissing you."
Killua's cheeks grew warm and he cracked open an eye. "I look like I just rolled out of bed."
Gon grinned. "So? That’s exactly why I think you look nice."
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21 Oct 2023
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Gon Freecss, the most fearsome man in the underworld, has a bounty on his head as high as Heaven’s Arena. It has remained unclaimed but not for lack of trying—no one has ever returned to tell the tale.
No one, until Killua. While his failed assassination attempt doesn't nail him the bounty, it does leave him with something else: a perplexing impression of the mafia boss, who’s more charming and handsome than the rumors describe. Killua resolves to finish the job but little does he know, the hunter has become the hunted.
Gon, who has been searching for the perfect partner for several years, now has his eyes on Killua.
And as the rumors say, once Gon sets his sights on something, he never lets go.
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- English
- Words:
- 30,001
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 406
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- 1,987
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- 402
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- 27,694
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11 Sep 2023
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Dean Winchester has been alone for a long, long time.
When he and Castiel happen to find each other - a couple of survivors in a world that’s been all but wiped clean - Dean’s looking for his brother; Castiel is looking for something to look for. They stick together, because neither of them much wants to be alone. They hate each other at first, of course. Dean hates Castiel for being weird and quiet and ironic and antagonistic and proud. Castiel hates Dean for being blunt and reckless and coarse, for drinking, for refusing to talk about how he feels and just pretending everything is fine. Most of all, they hate themselves and each other just for being alive. What right do they have to be alive? No one else seems to be.
But against his own will, Dean starts to notice things about Castiel that he likes. Starts to hope that Castiel might like him, too. And together, they start to fight for a world where they're both alive - and that's a good thing.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 31,572
- Chapters:
- 15/15
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 402
- Kudos:
- 2,815
- Bookmarks:
- 753
- Hits:
- 34,406
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22 Nov 2022
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After a nasty breakup, moving thousands of miles away from nothing but problems doesn’t seem crazy to Dean Winchester. Especially not when it means he gets to be closer to his little brother Sam, in his third year at Stanford.
Dean’s out and proud and finally in a city that allows the life he needs. What he wants though, he finds when he meets a hipster artist named Cas and all the colors he comes with.
Their broken roads merge during a coffee shop meet cute, and there's no such thing as holding on too tight if neither is willing to pull apart.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 144,946
- Chapters:
- 32/32
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 462
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- 1,479
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- 618
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- 42,049
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11 Nov 2022
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Of course Castiel goes into heat the day he's supposed to move into his new house.
Of course one of the movers he hired has pretty green eyes and smells like heaven.
What could possibly go
wrongso very right?- Language:
- English
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- 15,810
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 156
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- 1,408
- Bookmarks:
- 286
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- 13,381
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04 Nov 2022
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Sam and Jess are getting married and Dean couldn’t be any happier for them. Honestly, they’re kind of disgustingly perfect for each other and Dean’s pretty damn excited about staying with them the week before the wedding. He’s Sam’s best man, of course, and he doesn’t even mind that Jess has her own best man to share in all the organisational duties. The more the merrier, right?
Except Dean must have done something to epically piss off the universe because Jess’s best man just happens to be Castiel friggin’ Novak. He’s got even hotter since High School, but apparently no friendlier and if Cas wants to spend the week pretending like they’ve never met before? Fine. Two can play at that game.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,689
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Collections:
- 21
- Comments:
- 921
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- 17,570
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- 5,014
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- 297,176
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02 Nov 2022
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Castiel is the new tenant in Sam and Eileen's apartment. Castiel has a boyfriend named Dean, who he hasn't seen in a while. Sam has a brother named Dean, who is also frustratingly hard to reach. But they're not the same Dean. Sam's Dean likes women and drives an Impala, and Castiel's Dean is comfortably bisexual and drives an eighteen-wheeler truck. Castiel, Sam and Eileen prepare for dinner, expecting a rare visit from Castiel's boyfriend... but guess who shows up?
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- English
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- 11,917
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 86
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- 2,420
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- 368
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- 28,092
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25 Oct 2022
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You will need:
+ One (1) pastel-sweater-wearing church-bake-sale angel
+ One (1) cuss-happy BBQ lumberjack who doesn’t measure ingredientsInstructions:
1. Combine ingredients: put competing tables side-by-side at the community fair.
2. Lightly grease with food appreciation, flustering, and friend-opposed flirtation.
3. Add your desired flavour! Have lumberjack invite angel to his housewarming party.
4. Knead, allowing a mutual failure to impress to become longing.
5. Prove for 1 hour. Watch as after-party conversation thrives towards an intensely passionate cook-off.
6. Now add heat! Watch inhibitions melt away until prim angel is an indecent wreck, and lumberjack is divested of shame.
7. Separate, then reunite and add sweet toppings for best effect.You now have a beautifully earnest relationship! Scrumptious!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,177
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 125
- Kudos:
- 1,011
- Bookmarks:
- 213
- Hits:
- 12,594
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25 Oct 2022
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When Castiel accidentally locks his keys in his car on a miserable, rainy night, a handsome, green-eyed firefighter comes to his rescue. Despite their initial spark, it takes a few tries before they can turn it into something more...
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- English
- Words:
- 6,183
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 151
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- 1,562
- Bookmarks:
- 214
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- 9,657
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25 Oct 2022
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When solitary witch Castiel finds an injured dog unconscious in his garden, he takes it in. He's expecting to heal it, look after it for a few days, then perhaps return it to its owners.
He's not expecting it to be one of the strongest familiars he's ever met.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,279
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 682
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- 4,009
- Bookmarks:
- 818
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- 43,333
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25 Oct 2022
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Dean Winchester is a young Omega working three jobs to support himself and his abusive, alcoholic father. His dream is to help his aunt and uncle send his brilliant little brother to college.
One of the few bright spots for him is the job he works at a burger place called Mystery Spot, a restaurant owned by four Russian brothers that Sammy and Dean joke all the time is a front for a mafia. One day, however, when a man comes in and tries to kill Dean’s favorite Krushnic brother right in front of him, the Omega is forced to admit that maybe his running joke with Sammy isn’t too far off the mark.
As Dean is thrown into the world of the Krushnic mafia, he finds himself getting closer than ever to Castiel Krushnic himself. The Alpha seems to harbor a strange soft spot for Dean, one that grows more obvious and more confusing by the day. Suddenly, Dean has to wonder why the kindest person in his life is a mafia boss, and why said mafia boss is so dead-set on taking care of him.
It’ll take a very stubborn person to convince Dean he deserves that. It’s lucky Castiel Krushnic is a very stubborn man.
Series
- Part 1 of Shipwreck 'Verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 199,577
- Chapters:
- 35/35
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 3,319
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- 9,179
- Bookmarks:
- 2,441
- Hits:
- 377,456
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14 Oct 2022