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it's a little bit like self harm, bringing himself here in order to avoid his reality while simultaneously calling back to it. he wants it back, his life before all of this. he wants late night dinners again, yudai sitting sweetly at the dining table while fuma cooks away. vodka pasta, duck liver, spinach and feta ravioli, more vodka pasta. fuck, they ate so much pasta, it almost makes him smile. almost.
fuma tries to navigate a world where yudai and him are no longer together, not yet out of love. he keeps doing things in threes, wishing he was someone else so that none of this would've ever happened. yudai is everywhere, because of course he is—and then they run into each other on a weekday, two weeks after and the tape doesn't rewind, but it does start over.
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01 Jul 2026
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Byun Euijoo, sub-class S-type finds himself at the doors of the Midnight Iris. He doesn't know what he's looking for, but ends up finding it anyway — Nicholas, sub-class D-type.
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- Part 1 of The 닉쭈 Biological BDSM-Verse
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19 Jun 2026
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See, this is the way their dynamic falls into place. Nicholas grabs Euijoo and pulls, and Euijoo allows himself to be dragged along. It’s a bit like orbiting the sun; you can’t help the pull nor the motion, but it’s not like you mind. You really don’t mind at all.
or, what it means to truly know someone.
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23 May 2026
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Shaking his head, Harua huffs out a laugh, fingers instinctively worrying at his bottom lip. "I just didn't expect you to take this whole thing so seriously."
"Dont be silly," Nicholas exclaims, leaning forward to grab back the laptop. "This is very serious! Harua-chan needs to be well prepared for his soulmate. And it's my duty to make sure you don't embarrass yourself."
Harua has been absolutely taken by soulmates his whole life. With languages in his head he doesn’t understand, he turns to the one person he can always count on: Nicholas.
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19 May 2026
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Living with Nicholas is great. They keep their mess to themselves, they don’t make too much noise, and they’re queer, which makes the entire T gel situation much easier to work around, considering they’re on it too.
There’s one habit of theirs, however, that absolutely drives Euijoo up the wall.
Euijoo’s roommate Nicholas is terrible at knocking. Fortunately, it might end up doing them more good than bad.
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29 Apr 2026
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Waking a couple hours later in the same position he fell in, something feels off. It takes him a moment to understand what's wrong, to wake up enough to feel his own body. Until a violent cramp overtakes his lower belly. It's unforgiving, descending all the way to his thighs and going up his spine and stomach. It's like he's getting crushed from the inside out, so painful he can't even breathe or think or make any sort of sound until it (barely) subdues and fuck does that answer why he's felt like shit and so on edge for the past few days.
He's in a puddle of his own blood.
or, Kei goes through his worst periods yet. (Un)Luckily for him, he has his roommates slash packmates slash family to help him get through it. Jo comes back home at the perfect moment.
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- Part 1 of heart of the hearth
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27 Apr 2026
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Euijoo sits on the cold tiles of his kitchen floor, slowly opening the little box of cake he brought early. It's Sunday. The rays of the sun paints the floor, touches the cold skin of his legs, warms his skin in a way he wishes could burn him alive. Maybe that way he would reincarnate in a world where he wouldn't feel this hurt, in a world he got over him.
or: euijoo still nicholas's emergency contact.
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26 Apr 2026
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25 Apr 2026
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An unhelpful guide to surviving your pregnant omega by highway0709
Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)
06 Mar 2026
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There are moments in a relationship that define you. Your wedding day, buying your first house, the first time assembling IKEA furniture without looking at the instructions and nearly ending the relationship.
And then there’s the moment your omega punches you in the face with the pregnancy test and utters the big words.
“I’m pregnant.”
And here is what you definitely shouldn't say:
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- Part 1 of One of me is cute, but two, though?
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17 Apr 2026
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One video.
Nicholas will, perhaps, humor his friends' 'suggestion' with one video. He probably won't finish it anyway. He'll click away the moment he feels an ounce of discomfort. Yeah. Okay.
(or: don't make decisions when you're running on caffeine and herbal ointments)
(or or: the camboy fic no one needed but the author)
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- Part 1 of camboy jju
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07 Apr 2026
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“Do not be sad, I can make you a hawk out of thin air if I wished to.” The answer intended to be like the others, prideful and praising his god’s skills, but to Euijoo’s dismay, it warmed his heart.
“Make me one.”
or, Nicholas is a god, and Euijoo falls in love with him.
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30 Mar 2026
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“I think the kids might be a little… you know… scared of him.”
Fuma raised an eyebrow. “Which ones?”
Euijoo froze. “...I’m sorry?”
“Which kids do you think are scared of Nicholas? Did any of them mention something to you?”
“It’s not that they mentioned anything per se.”
“Are any of them acting differently around him?”
“Well… no.”
Fuma blinked a few times, waiting for Euijoo to elaborate or offer up some sort of actual explanation then. He didn’t – just stood there with his arms crossed too tightly across his chest to be casual, one of his hike-worn sneakers thumping an offbeat rhythm against the wooden floor.
Fuma’s eyebrows pulled together slowly. “Then I don’t follow.”
“Fine, it’s me, okay? He scares me.”
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Wherein Euijoo is a camp counselor tasked with training one of the new hires – a guy with sleepy eyes and a perpetual i’ll-kill-you stare.
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29 Mar 2026
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Netflix releases a documentary about Dusk, who were once crowned with the nickname 'The Most Controversial Idol Group of All Time,' where former members Bokuto Koutarou, Hinata Shoyo, Kageyama Tobio, Miya Atsumu, Suna Rintarou, and Sakusa Kiyoomi speak out for the first time ten years after their tragic disbandment.
Everything is not what it seems. It's gayer.
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29 Mar 2026
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He remembered the email from his unit chief, the autopsy report stating that the fugitive murderer, Euijoo Byun, had died after being shot right in the forehead and falling from the 15th floor. The case was officially closed.
It lingered, like the name he used as a cover. It lingered uncomfortably inside Yixiang's head, along with Euijoo's face, Euijoo's laugh—everything.
He was lonely. He missed him.
Yixiang missed Euijoo.
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04 Feb 2026
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Nicholas has seen Euijoo’s chest before. Of course he has. None of this is new. None of it should be surprising. And yet—somehow—today, it is. Euijoo is wearing a shirt so tight it might as well be stitched on. Something clingy, soft, the kind of fabric that outlines everything, forming a neat little crease tracing the center of his chest. It frames him too well. It’s unfair. It’s a trap.
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In his memory now, the Creation is as beautiful as he was on the gurney. A sharp, wonderful nose. Long lashes. Strong brows. Long, pin-straight hair. A butcher’s repurposed shoulders, a fine artist’s hands. A welder’s broad chest, and underneath it, nestled in its ribcage—a functional, beating heart.
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21 Nov 2025
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“So is the attitude problem just a figure skater thing, then?”
Taki stiffens, his blades wobbling as he stops to look over his shoulder. “Excuse me?”
Maki’s holding his stare. He’s got long lashes, and Taki’s starting to think good things really do happen to jerk people. “Would it kill you to lighten up? We don’t wanna be here either.”
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Out of all the challenges he faces as figure skater, Taki would humbly put being forced to share a rink with the local hockey club at the very top of the list. Particularly the team’s new defender, a rough and tumble boy with distracting dimples and a smart mouth.
Who also manages to bowl Taki over on the very first day.
(or: taki is a figure skater with something to prove to himself. maki is a hockey player with something to prove to everyone else. they collide. literally.)
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05 Nov 2025
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At sixteen, Nicholas is far too old to be adopted. The most he can hope for is that the foster homes he'll be shuffled between for the next two years aren't completely terrible.
Then he ends up on Fuma and Yudai's doorstep.
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- Part 1 of ease my sunburn
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29 Oct 2025
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Euijoo clears his throat. “I think you should come home.”
“What’s this—only after a couple of days?” Yudai teases, the tone of his voice betraying the satisfied, smug little expression he probably has on his face. “You usually hold up a lot longer, Euijoo. Miss me already?”
“No. Harua’s wings are coming in.” Euijoo says, serious. “I need you here, hyung. Don’t make me tell you twice.”
Yudai presses his lips into a thin line. He doesn’t dare make another joke.
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20 Sep 2025
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(oh no) next thing you're on top of me by Inevitable_Fate (roastedcoffeebean)
Fandoms: &TEAM (Band)
10 Sep 2025
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Yuma was on the other side of the country, in an unfamiliar city where no one knew him except the three coworkers he travelled with, and anyone he met here? He would likely never see their face again in his life. Short of his superior walking in on him charming someone’s pants off, there was nothing standing in the way of him having at least one night (and hopefully two) of absolutely mind blowing sex with someone straight out of his dreams - for example, one of the two women he had been stealing glances at from across the room for the last thirty minutes.
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- Part 15 of My &TEAM Fics
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10 Sep 2025