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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    The war is over — but it didn’t take the darkness with it.

    The hero everyone celebrates is nothing but a shell. The need to protect has warped, rotted from within, until it became control, possession, obsession. Now, he only wants to keep what is his.

    The girl who once lived with lightness now carries the weight of anger and old hurt. Luna learns far too quickly where to wound, what to say, how to look at someone in a way that breaks them from the inside — and when she realizes the effect she has on Harry, she doesn’t stop. She wants him to feel it. To bleed the way he made her bleed.

    There is no balance. The two of them cling to each other in ways that grow more and more unhealthy. And the most disturbing part of all… is that neither of them can stop.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    When the scars of Harry's trauma finally take their toll, Hermione takes it upon herself to help her best friend, in any way she can. However, scars can hide terrible secrets, Harry's more than anyone's, and unearthing them reveals the greatest hardship Harry could ever face: the battle for his soul.

    What happens when the Boy-Who-Lived realises that he's a dead man walking? What hope is there is to be found when even tomorrow has been taken from you? And can the power of love really be the answer in a hopeless world?

    [A realistic take on Harry developing PTSD from his endless list of traumatic experiences and how that change spirals into him discovering the truth of his scar much too early and the journey he goes on to reclaim his life before his inevitable death.]

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    18 Dec 2025

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    In the decade following the war, Harry Potter is not the hero he thinks he should be venerated as.

    By day, he goes to work, heading the DMLE. He plays the devoted husband, smitten with his wife.

    By night, he creeps into his best friends’ home and fucks Hermione as she sleeps. Only to modify her memories of him like he was never there at all.

    Normal stuff, right?

    But Harry is in the middle of a tense game of chess: one nobody even knows he's playing. And he's not just looking to checkmate — he's going to destroy everything in his path, leaving the queen for himself.

     

     

    This is a multi-chapter sequel to the ficlet in this series, Undeniably Mine.

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    28 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 95

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    Nine years after Voldemort’s defeat, Wizarding Britain remains fractured. Economic collapse and political strife fuel a resurgence of blood supremacy under the cloak of traditions. Harry Potter is left exhausted and yearning to escape his hero’s burden. Hermione Granger, a Muggle-born target of conservative elites, fights tirelessly for equality but faces relentless opposition. When threats against her escalate, Harry devises a desperate gambit: a marriage to grant her the Potter name’s protection and power. Bound by duty, their fragile alliance blurs loyalty, love, and sacrifice. As enemies close in and political tensions ignite, their choices could save their world—or shatter it.

    Slow Burn. Political Drama.

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    26 Nov 2025

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    A heartfelt conversation with Hermione leaves Harry with questions of "What if" and an answer that will change the dynamics of their so-far-platonic relationship. After all, who else to trust your heart other than your best friend? A story about life after war, growing up and learning to live after trying to stay alive all your life… and love. Mostly love and friendship.

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    26 Nov 2025