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    This team would be different, Shane knew. Ilya had told him so a hundred times. Still, he couldn’t help feeling on edge.

    Or: Shane’s first day with the Centaurs.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Rozanov: Is this where I hand in my boyfriend application? I have prepared CV, introduction video, letters of recommendation and photo of me in bed with Stanley Cup. With or without clothes, your choice ;)

    Lundin: We were supposed to prepare something? I can do that, no problem! How long do we have?

    Baldwin: I think he is making fun of the whole thing, can we throw him out?

    Rozanov: Is no joke, I have fileshare link ready to send.

    Hunter: He is definitely joking.

    Baldwin: What are you doing here? Aren’t you getting married?

    Hunter: My fiancé insisted.

    Hunter: He said, and I quote: “I never thought about adding a third but it’s Shane fucking Hollander, we would be dumb if we didn’t try."

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    The world stops when Scott Hunter kisses his boyfriend Kip on the ice after he wins the Stanley Cup in 2017.

    The world tilts fully off its axis when Shane comes out after his third win in 2018.

    What follows are a bunch of Instagram comments, a Rose Landry shaped intervention, a brutal battle between NHL superstars and one precious price on the line: A date with THE Shane Hollander.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey's hottest young thing, and everyone wants a bite of that.
    Its just Shane doesn't seem to notice. Ever.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out as gay after a video of him talking to Rose Landry is leaked the week before he has to go to All-Stars 2017.

    Shane is not going to let a bunch of homophobes scare him.

    Although, as Ilya Rozanov is starting to figure out, they might not be as homophobic as they all seem...

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    AKA Half the league is having a sexuality crisis. The other half is lying.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya considers himself a reasonable man. Sure, one might say he’s more obsessed with Shane than is strictly healthy, but it’d be more unreasonable if he had the king of hockey in his bed (and in his heart) and he wasn’t obsessed. Still, he’d like to think that he’s above becoming jealous of fictional characters. And he is above it. Of course he is. It would have been one thing if Shane had told Ilya about his childhood crush on Anakin Skywalker at the beginning of May, when they had a summer-long stretch of lazy weekends at the cottage and busy days at the Irina Foundation and warm bright mornings where Ilya gets to watch Shane wake up in his arms.

     

    But it’s late September, and Ilya’s mad at everything.

     

    Or: Ilya finds out about Shane’s childhood crush on a certain tortured Jedi, and it dredges up old insecurities.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Nothing’s wrong. It’s just that Shane Hollander’s standing here in his kitchen, barefoot and dressed in Ilya’s softest, ugliest clothes, ready to help him cook dinner. It’s just that, after nearly a decade, after so much pain and heartache and distance, Shane Hollander is here in Ilya’s kitchen, looking at him with such obvious love and care and worry. It’s just that, after everything Ilya’s done over the years to deter Shane from loving him, Shane’s stubbornly, doggedly refused to stop.

    It’s just that Ilya kept that stupid, ugly t-shirt—wore it by himself in his big empty house, wore it smoking on his balcony, wore it to sleep, packed it with him when he went back to Russia for his father’s funeral—because he thought that it might be the only bit of Shane he ever got to keep.

    And he was wrong. God, he’s never been more grateful to be wrong in his life.

    OR: Shane wears Ilya’s ugliest, most embarrassing t-shirt, and Ilya reacts like Moses at the burning bush.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    The funny thing is that he never really cared about marriage before. It wasn’t on his radar as a plan—he hadn’t even considered it for himself, even as he’d marched and protested for it for other people. He had always seen himself as a long-term partnership guy, building a life on his own terms and expectations outside of the strictures of paperwork.

    But then Scott fucking Hunter had barrelled into his life like a slapshot and shown him what a public promise could feel like.

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    Scott and Kip elope.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “Listen, Ilya is-“

    Shane doesn’t hear anything else. The crowd around them dissolves into white noise. He wants to smack Ilya’s name out of Sasha’s mouth.

    “Mine,” Shane snaps, finishing Sasha’s sentence for him. “Ilya is mine.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    All throughout practice and on the way home, Shane tries, desperately, to think of something to do to make it better.

    He’s going to go home and hold Ilya and be with him. There is no question about that.

    But is it all Ilya needs? Is it all Shane can do to help?

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    Ilya has a bad day. Shane helps.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “I wondered if you might be able to… hint that Rozanov and I are friends. On my Instagram and other social media. So, once we announce it, the fans won’t be as shocked,” Shane said.

    Nicole blinked. “You want me to soft launch that you and Ilya Rozanov are friends?”

    “Soft launch?”

    What was this life Nicole had found herself in? About to explain a soft launch to two-time MHL MVP Shane Hollander?

    Rose tells Shane to hire her friend Nicole as his social media manager. Over many months, Nicole starts to notice that Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov might be a little bit more than rivals and friends.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Morselmôrs(ə)l • [mor-sel]
    noun
    1.) A piece; a bite
    2.) A small quantity
    3.) Something delectable and pleasing

    Thoughts on a marriage; or, things that might have happened.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    19 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 65

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    “And you were… doing that? Hooking up with guys?”

    “Oh no, not like—, not like guys plural. Just, you know, the hookups with Roz on the road.” Shane is still processing that when Cliff chuckles and tells him, “congrats, by the way. On locking that down. He can be an asshole but like, fuck, he gives good head. Like, insane.”

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    It's Shane and Ilya's first all star weekend as a married couple. Shane's prepared for homophobic jokes and slurs on the ice. What he's not prepared for is finding out about Ilya's past teammates with benefits arrangement with Cliff Marlow.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Hayden hates Rozanov. He hates the Boston Raiders, he hates their fans, their arena, their city. Most of all, he hates their captain. But this was too far. Shane had gone too far. Shane was stalking Ilya Rozanov.

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    Hayden sees intimately familiar photos of Rozanov on Shane's phone. He comes to the obvious conclusion. Shane is stalking his long-time rival.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    18 Jul 2026

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “Okay,” Farah began, “We can announce your relationship in two ways. We can hard launch it, like ripping off a bandaid. Or we…soft launch. Slowly. Very slowly. Give people time to wrap their heads around the idea, so that by the time you guys announce your relationship, most people will be expecting it.”

    Later that week, Shane Hollander @shanehollander24 posted: Great game tonight @realrozanov but don’t get your hopes up when Montreal’s in town.

    Thirty seconds later, Milly @shaydenforever replied: i’m screaming not my baby shane’s first post in a year being a chirp keep the PR friendship alive

    Thuy @hollanderposting: I just know his momager yuna (affectionate) put a gun to his head and said “if you really cared about your charity getting donations you’d be more active on social media” and you know what. God bless. 🙏

    Or, a social media fic in a world where Shane and Ilya didn't get outed and instead decided to soft launch their relationship

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “Go, please,” Ilya begs, his voice shaking like the words don’t want to be spoken.

    Like maybe he would ask Shane to stay, if he could. If he knew how.

    “No.”

    Shane.

    It slips out; he doesn’t mean to say it. Shane can tell from the way Ilya’s face contorts, almost like he’s trying to take it back - like he’s trying to un-say Shane’s name, un-learn the taste of it in his mouth. But it’s out there now, hovering in the space between them. Heavy, despite its fragility.

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    17 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 23

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    Ilya backs him into a conference room and slams the door shut just in time.

    "Fuck," Shane breathes, his voice already sounding hoarse. "I didn't think—"

    He clenches his hands, unclenches them, shakes them out—as if somehow he can shake off the heat building beneath his skin. Obviously it doesn't work. He tips his head back against the closed door, and that doesn't work either. All it does is expose the line of his throat, and something in him wants to whimper for Ilya to bite him.

    Or, Shane starts going into heat a day early. Luckily, Ilya's there to help him.

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    17 Jul 2026

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