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In which two deeply damaged people try, badly, to offer each other olive branches without mistaking them for weapons--or turning it into a sex thing.
(It's definitely a sex thing.)
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(Trans!Grace repeatedly gets the rug pulled out from under him. Simon continues to require several therapists. Unfortunately, there are still no therapists on Erid.)
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- Part 4 of The Butcher and the Lamb
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Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
28 Jun 2026
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in the garden of eden by fadeawayradiate
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Project Hail Mary (2026), Bloodymary - Fandom
03 Jun 2026
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Eridians have recreated more of Earth than Grace could have imagined. Waves, trees, flowers — Grace is grateful for all of it. Simon feels the same, even if he doesn’t say as much. Grace can tell from how curious Simon has become.
Answering his questions about plant life was a breakthrough for their relationship. So, as long as Simon wants to know something, Grace is willing to teach him about it. It's just that giving a lesson on this particular flower isn't quite like what Grace is used to teaching about. After all, it's not like he'd have ever brought up marijuana in the classroom.
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Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
04 Jun 2026
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Hail Mary, Full of Grace! by Alviva (AlvivaChaser)
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Project Hail Mary (2026), Iron Lung (2026), Iron Lung (Video Game)
04 Jul 2026
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Whatever happened here was bad. Irrevocably, inexplicably, inarticulably bad in a way that the most basal parts of his being wants nothing more than to escape from. But Grace can't turn away.
After encountering what appears to be a last hoo-ra emergency mission attempt from Earth caught up in the Hail Mary's wake, Grace and Rocky discover a single, severely injured human being quite literally encased in what Grace can only describe as a crime scene. A horror movie. And when he wakes up? He's mad. Really mad. Talking to the walls mad. Now they have to figure out just where he came from and why. Things are further complicated when all the newcomer (Simon, they learn) can talk about is missing planets, haunted oceans, and non-existent space stations. That and the really weird data they've been picking up on.
Maybe part of solving that is, much to Rocky's enthusiasm; both Grace and Simon slowly realizing how lonely they are.Series
- Part 1 of Matters of Perspective
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Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
29 May 2026
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“Project Explore found human,” Rocky repeats slowly, purposefully in his normal tone.
There’s a long pause where neither of them speak or move.
“What?” is clawed from Ryland's throat.
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
28 May 2026
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Cut Your Teeth, Kiss It Better by anya_ackerman
Fandoms: Iron Lung (2026), Iron Lung (Video Game), Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir
21 May 2026
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“Ryland,” Simon said, his tone gentle but firm.
Grace blinked, looking at Simon.
“H-Huh?”
Simon’s gaze fixed on him. A look of knowing. Of understanding.
“Take me down,” he repeated. “Pin me before I pin you.”
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
22 May 2026
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4 Minute Window by Speranza
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Jan 2015
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"Look, if they catch me," Bucky muttered, "they're either going to kill me or they're going to put me in a box with a little window and—Steve, I can't."
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- Part 1 of 4 Minute Window
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Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
06 Dec 2025
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You go half-blind when you're looking at me by melandrops
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, The Batman (Movie 2022), Superman - All Media Types, Superman (Movie 2025)
20 Aug 2025
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Clark wasn’t completely oblivious about him having a type. He was self aware enough to recognize when he was slipping into a habit. He knew he was done for the moment he heard Bruce laugh.
Of course, at that point he’d been the Batman still.
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- Part 1 of only our love
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Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
25 Aug 2025
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Step One: Team Building by lightningskipper
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel
11 May 2025
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Bucky's first thought when Ava gets impatient and blows the door early is: "Steve made this look easy."
The second thought, as both Shostakov and Walker charge in like bulls competing for the only china shop in town, is: "We need to pick a leader before someone gets killed."
The Avengers are lightning in a bottle. And it turns out the New Avengers, Thunderbolts, whatever, aren't the second coming. Their next time out the gate already goes to hell barely half-way into the mission, where John and Bucky butt heads.
(Post-Thunderbolts. Bucky has unhealthy ways of coping and Walker's got no problems helping him out)
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- Part 1 of Lessons in Teamwork
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
01 Aug 2025
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cleaning out the kitchen by hole_in_the_roof
Fandoms: Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
22 May 2025
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Things change (people, centuries, etc.) but one thing will always stay the same: Steve is going to clean out the kitchen.
or, in laymen's terms, he's going to eat Bucky's ass
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
01 Jun 2025
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Step Two: Building Morale by lightningskipper
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel
28 Mar 2026
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Post-Thunderbolts. Despite what Bucky would have everyone believe, he's not so much living as he is managing. Especially when Steve's birthday rolls around and Bucky's reminded once again of what he's lost. He begins to wonder why Steve didn't ask him to go with, or if maybe…maybe things could've gone differently.
When Bucky goes missing during an assignment, the Thunderbolts begin the hunt for him.
(Bucky whump, angst. Now complete!)
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- Part 2 of Lessons in Teamwork
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
21 May 2025
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a place for only us by mikkal
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
12 May 2025
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Cal wakes up hurting, and his memories are missing, but at least Bode is here.
Cal surges out of the darkness, gasping and wheezing, his chest tight, his throat raw from –
“Easy, scrapper. Just breathe.”
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second chance shot by mikkal
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
07 May 2025
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Bode gives Cal a blaster.
But Cal already has one.
“I wanted to give you something.”
He holds out a blaster.
Cal tilts his head, huffs a laugh. “Thanks, Bode, but I’m good.” He pats his hip where the long-gifted blaster still sits even after everything. “I don’t think I can dual wield blasters like you. One’s enough.”
“No, I – .” The normally so eloquent Bode Akuna cuts himself off with a growl. Cal raises an eyebrow. “Here. Please take it.”
It’s the please that makes him do it. Soft and sincere. Cal takes the blaster and –
Oh.
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
08 May 2025
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Plant Your Roots Inside Of Me by Senket for nightingalesighs
Fandoms: Star Wars: Jedi: Fallen Order Series (Video Games)
09 Dec 2023
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“Hey Scrapper.”
Cal whirls around, kicking himself back on instinct, tilting into a backward sprawl. His eyes widen, black pupils swallowing most of the green, a shiver racking down his spine.
Bode tilts his head. He sits above and across from Cal on the ledge, wedged into the horizontal branches of a tree. He has a hand hooked on the branch above him, swaying back and forth a little as he leans his cheek on his bicep. He watches Cal with soft, dark eyes, a touch of confusion in the tilt of his lips. The death veil lays in his lap, folded up into a square, Bode’s hand resting on it. Bode looks, in all appearances, like his usual self. Provided, at least, that Cal ignores the two perfect circles burned out of his shirt, the material around them soaked with blood, the peek of new pink skin underneath.
“Bode?” Cal hardly recognizes his own voice, raspy and barely-there.
Bode holds his hand up in greeting, his brows bending into a frown. “Hey, where are we? I don’t remember… getting here.”
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The One Where Bode Doesn't Stay Dead
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Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
01 May 2025
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a touch, a hold, a whisper by thesnapwasbrutal
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
23 Apr 2025
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Viktor tried—tried—to focus on his work, on the hextech core they were building, on anything but the man standing across from him. But his eyes betrayed him, stubborn and traitorous, dragging him back to where they had settled: Jayce’s hands.
Those hands.
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
27 Apr 2025
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All that is glitters is Marina Blue by toonbow
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
10 Apr 2025
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Below them, the river stretches wide and black, the city glowing like a starry sky of molten gold. The wind sweeps at their clothes and hair—casual, but constant—reminding them that yes, the world is still moving even when time feels like it isn’t. Silence, as the laws of convection dictates, sinks, introducing a chill to the early summer, and the two of them sit in its presence like they’re enjoying the moment, the beauty of it, admiring the overpass like tourists would.
It’s only when Viktor speaks, subdued and his accent peeking through, throat rumbling with something akin to afterthought, that reality whispers that they aren’t quite tourists: “My parents used to come here.”
Jayce cocks his head to the side. “To talk?”
“To fuck.”
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Or, Viktor inherits his father's Corvette, and has a very handsome mechanic named Jayce look at it.
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
11 Apr 2025
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“Do I look like trouble to you?”
de Luca looks back at him. Long, lingering, scrutinizing. His eyes look even darker in the low light. “You look like you could be.”
When an undercover cop gets tangled up in a sexual relationship with a repressed mafia leader, shit happens. Shit you can never take back.
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
18 Mar 2025
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Jayce knows having a plumber over is like… the sex cliche, but he’s never even thought about fucking a client, let alone actually done it. His job isn’t sexy, it’s dirty, and kind of boring, and those things don’t usually spur hot fantasies for him.
But smartly dressed older men with indiscernible European accents, he’s come to realize, definitely do.
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Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
10 Mar 2025
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But ambitions be damned—Viktor lifts his eyes surreptitiously, finding the object of his desire (and ire) blurry over the top rim of his glasses and wastes a few more precious seconds just staring at him. He’s tall, his height just on the side of unruly; his shoulders broad, hands practically the same size as the huge books he picks off the shelves. His hair is always gelled perfectly, even last week when it was raining something furious outside. He always wears a large pair of black glasses. He slings his backpack over his right shoulder only. He’s gorgeous.
And Viktor, sleep-deprived, overworked, and generally miserable, has, for the first time in his unfortunate life, a fucking crush.
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
06 Mar 2025
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Viktor chuckles beneath the mask, a dry, rasping sound.
"I would simply like the chance to present some scientific breakthroughs to the only other man capable of understanding them.”
That sounded like a compliment. It almost- almost, makes Jayce blush.
“Fine, fine.” Jayce sighs, knowing there’s no way out of this now. “But I have limits, we should-”
“I think we both know we’re just capable of working within each other’s limits as we are pushing them.” Viktor interrupts.
That makes Jayce blush.
Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
26 Feb 2025
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Yeah so I'm pretty sure this awakened something in me.
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“Father Viktor has brought back all those programs you whined about missing. The East Hall is being converted into a soup kitchen as we speak, and after Mass there’s going to be an open-doors Christmas meal,” his mother says wistfully, drinking in a sip from her mug.
Jayce is going to have to see that for himself. His high income neighborhood and the prestigious, self-righteous families that attend the Church? Rubbing elbows with people in need for the holidays?
Maybe he really does need to meet Father Viktor. And shake his hand.
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Or: Jayce comes home for the holidays after a breakup to find a new priest at his childhood Catholic church. Father Viktor is not the kind of person Jayce ever expected to be a priest, but he has a dream to change Jayce's hometown for the better, and he decides to do everything he can to help. The more he helps, the more Jayce sees glimpses of Viktor, the man, not the priest. And the more glimpses he sees of Viktor, the more Jayce is so, so fucked.
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Bookmarked by beskad (blasteratyourside)
16 Feb 2025
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Beautiful world building and juuuuuust the right amount of sacrilege.