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Drunk in Love by PeaceLilies for experiments_in_poetry
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 May 2026
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The Centaurs are on a winning streak and nothing gets Shane going more than winning
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06 Jun 2026
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hold me without hurting me (you'll be the first who ever did) by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Jane (21:23): Come over?
Ilya stared at the message. Rage swirled in his stomach - that Shane would run out on him like that, spend the next two months shoving his fucking girlfriend in Ilya’s face, and then text him like none of that had happened. Like none of it mattered.
Mixed in with the anger, though, and threatening to overwhelm it, was the hot burn of shame. Because Ilya was already texting back okay and putting on his shoes. Because he was fucking pathetic, and couldn’t resist.
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instead of going to the club during episode 4, shane goes back to his apartment. then he texts ilya.
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01 Jun 2026
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because you're mine by 0verthinkingit
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Apr 2026
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Shane tells himself, on the nights when one or both of them is traveling, on the nights when they can’t be together, that he is okay with Ilya doing what he needs to do. To keep his body active, his mind calm. To be able to love Shane without resentment.
He’s almost able to convince himself he believes it.
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Shane thinks they have an unspoken agreement for a one-sided open relationship (on Ilya's side). When Ilya suggests that Shane might want to sleep with other men, Shane panics. Sad boy antics ensue.
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29 May 2026
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Hollander glanced down at his phone and smiled at whatever it was his girlfriend sent him. Then he looked up at Ilya again. “Anyway, wanna find out what we might have in common in room 1847 tonight?”
Ilya was surprised at the forwardness, especially with Hollander’s girlfriend’s text still on his screen. But Ilya’s heart and head was jumping up and down in glee.
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Or, Ilya is 100% ready to be the other woman.
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29 May 2026
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like a cold, cold sweat by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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There are 2 years and 4 months between the Vegas hotel room and the tuna melt. Shane and Ilya spend far more of it apart than together but those blazing moments when they’re finally in the same room haunt every moment that they’re not.
Or, a thorough expansion of the episode 4 montage featuring sex with other people, angst, obsessing, self-deception, and graphic SM because I am obsessed with that cut between the boards and the couch.
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15 May 2026
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How to Lose Your Boyfriend in One Sentence (The Worst Idea Ilya’s Ever Had) by roztwofour (swiftpixie)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Feb 2026
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Ilya suggests Shane can sleep with other people because he’s trying to be selfless. Shane storms out because he thinks Ilya is trying to get rid of him. They both spend the next several hours spiraling in different cities: Shane in a Montreal bar, Ilya in his own head.
Shane tries to prove a point and almost throws up instead.
Ilya drives to Montreal like he’s about to commit a felony.
And Hayden Pike has to witness all of it.Or, two idiots in love speedrun an almost breakup and accidentally end up engaged.
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13 May 2026
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“Hey, did you hear about Rozanov?”
Shane’s head snaps up at the mention of the Boston captain, eyes locking with Hayden’s. His friend looks amused, motioning to his phone.
“No, what about him?” Shane asks, trying to sound casual.
“He got some girl’s name tattooed on his leg. Apparently he was out partying with his team after their win and got it done. An Instagram post is going viral about it.”
or, Ilya gets a tattoo. Shane is very calm about it.
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12 May 2026
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Mercy. Their safe word is mercy.
Jinx whispers the word, knowing that this small comfort is all Ekko needs to unleash himself.
Outside of this room, Ekko acts all high and mighty, believing that he’s above the debauchery that makes this city their home. But behind these bedroom walls, behind the protection of a safe word, he is just like her: cruel and filthy and raw.
She can’t get enough of it. She needs the thrill of watching him come undone.
For years, Ekko and Jinx have indulged each other’s fantasies. They ignored the lines between them to explore the darkest parts within themselves.
Now, Ekko has reached his limit. He wants to stop compromising his morals for a lover who will never stay. But the pull of desire is never quite so simple.
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- Part 1 of More from this author ( LeBenj )
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05 May 2026
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His father would accuse him of being weak, of letting his heart lead him to stupid places. But for once in his life, Ilya can’t bring himself to care about this. He wants Shane. He wants to coax his boyfriend into ordering takeout from that place they like around the corner from Ilya’s apartment and cheating on his diet a little. Then he wants to blow him on the couch, and he wants Shane to ride him. They can shower afterwards and put some highlights on the TV before falling asleep and ignoring Shane’s alarm the next morning. He wants the peace they had at the cottage during the season, to steal those moments and get to exhale.
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Inspired by this tweet by @paulasoldestson: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!- Language:
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05 May 2026
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Lily91 left a comment by Myyyr_miu
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jan 2026
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hollanov2481 @mygaydads · January 15, 2017
[📸 photo: Ilya kissing Shane on the cheek during the All-Star Game]
GUYS
I literally know NOTHING about hockey, I just came here to look at hot men
BUT
WHY DID ONE OF THEM JUST KISS THE OTHER???
Are they a couple???
Like… together on the ice AND in real life??
It is literally "Yuri on Ice" 😭💗
Does anyone know anything about them??Replies
Lily91 @ilovefreckles · 3h ago
this photo in good quality please pleaseOR another fic about Ilya exploring the hollanov account
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05 May 2026
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Detained by FestiveFerret
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Dec 2025
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"Did you see what happened to Rozanov after the game?"
Shane's head snapped up and he lost his rhythm on the rowing machine. He slowed to a stop so he wouldn't hit himself in the face. One of the weight benches exploding wouldn't be enough to pull his attention away from his teammates' conversation.
"No, what happened?"
"Dude got fucking arrested."
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05 May 2026
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“I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.
“There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”
“I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.
“No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”
// shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.
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04 May 2026
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While the world caves in by atabex_writes
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
23 Jun 2024
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He wonders if this is her way of forcing him to atone, of playing the part of the god ruling the little universe they once shared, with him as her prized devotee. It is quite a scary concept, and yet Ekko finds himself unable to resist because he needs to know that she is alright, that even though his precious friend died a long time ago, the fragile husk she left behind is still in one piece and breathing.
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02 May 2026
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going under by vividblossom (drtymdbld)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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“Is nothing to talk about.”
“What happened in Miami?”
His fourth shot isn’t as easy as the first few. It burns and not in the way Ilya wants it to— needs it to. It’s cloying in his mouth and sets his teeth on edge. Or maybe it’s just this conversation.
“Stop.”
“No,” Troy says stubbornly. “This has gone on long enough. We’re about to go to playoffs, man. You’re our captain–”
“I know,” Ilya finally snaps. The liquor eases the vitriol from his mouth to spit at his friend. “I know, you think I don’t fucking know? I know.”
And; Ilya Drops.
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- Part 4 of OWNED (hollanov dom/sub-verse)
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02 May 2026
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I've been wearing nothing every time I call you (and I'm starting to feel weird about it) by mightyd0lphin
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Jan 2026
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Hollander narrowed his eyes. “Are you… jealous?” he asked suspiciously.
Ilya scoffed. “You can fuck whoever you want, I don’t give a shit.”
“...Right.” Hollander pulled on his boxers before he dropped the towel. “Because it’s not like you don’t fuck other people too, you know.”
“I know.”
“And it’s not that you- you aren’t enough, or whatever.” Hollander turned even more red, looking down. “But, like, we don’t get to see each other that often.”
“I know.”
“And, you know, it turns out you can have a lot of anonymous sex if you’re gay. People are surprisingly okay with it.” He said it earnestly, like he was the first person in the world to make this discovery.
Ilya forced himself to swallow, keeping his face carefully blank. “Is that so?”
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OR: Shane downloads Grindr. Ilya goes into a jealous spiral
set pre-tuna melt, 2015ish- Language:
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02 May 2026
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for the bible tells me so by vividblossom (drtymdbld)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Dec 2025
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Shane Hollander struggles to reconcile his faith with his undeniable attraction to a man.
Or a case study in Lust.
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30 Apr 2026
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Two Weeks of the Maldives by RaccoonandSoup
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov spend their honeymoon in the Maldives, where they enjoy relaxation and each other. Their trip is full of romance and plenty of chaos along the way. A fun and steamy look at two rivals turned husbands completely obsessed with one another.
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The plot is just sex and fluff, no real conflict. Very peaceful.
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- Part 3 of Heated Rivalry Smut
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- 101,298
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- 13/13
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17 Apr 2026
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love and lust (wanna be yours) by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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“You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”
Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”
He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?
It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”
OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.
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- Part 1 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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- English
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16 Apr 2026
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Game Six by Sivibankston_2005
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Mar 2026
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It's been almost two years since Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov tied the knot. After joining the Ottawa Centaurs and winning their first Stanley Cup as a couple, the hockey phenoms feel unstoppable. That was until a year later when an injury during the Stanley Cup finals causes Ilya to be forced to retire. The couple embark on a new part in their life-- parenthood. However, a mysterious phone call changes their plans.
A month after the call, Shane and Ilya are divorced, and Ilya is thousands of miles away living in his condo in Moscow.
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- Part 5 of Overtime
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- English
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09 Apr 2026
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Casual by yikesonbikessss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 May 2026
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What if Ilya sent the “We didn’t even kiss” text?
After the 2014 NHL awards, Shane and Ilya hook up. Ilya kicks Shane out but accidentally sends a vulnerable text while under the influence. Shane returns to Ilya's room to check on him and realizes that his rival is struggling. Naturally, he takes it upon himself to help.
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- 12/15
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09 Apr 2026