1 - 20 of 462 Bookmarks by beethanyy

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Hayden stares, the sight in front of him not quite computing.

    There is the couch. There is Shane on the couch. There is Shane on the couch, sleeping on his back with one arm wrapped securely around the waist of another person sleeping on top of him. The waist of another man sleeping on top of him.

    A man.

    As in, not Boston Lily.

    As in, not a woman at all.
    -
    Or, a prank goes awry and Hollanov is outed even earlier. At least everyone can agree that it’s still entirely Hayden Pike’s fault.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,118
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    599
    Kudos:
    6,691
    Bookmarks:
    1,423
    Hits:
    45,389

    17 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

    -

    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    81,933
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    4,702
    Kudos:
    23,094
    Bookmarks:
    10,384
    Hits:
    624,887

    16 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,684
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    740
    Kudos:
    11,159
    Bookmarks:
    2,319
    Hits:
    82,319

    14 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander comes out. Half the league shoot their shot online.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,684
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    332
    Kudos:
    11,008
    Bookmarks:
    1,400
    Hits:
    51,466

    14 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    48,168
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    101

    14 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When in the 20/21 season Shane is forced to come out, Ilya is not far behind him.
    Twitter sees this as a chance to get the two rivals together, with help from their teammates.

    Except they’re already in a relationship, unbeknownst to everyone.

     

    (Hayden already knows like in the original timeline)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,206
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    145
    Kudos:
    4,758
    Bookmarks:
    588
    Hits:
    23,250

    14 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Who are you talking to?” Sveta is looking with a raised eyebrow, at Ilya’s delighted face.

    “Ah, I am talking to my catfish.”

    “What do you mean, your catfish?” Ilya angles the phone so Sveta can see the shirtless picture on the screen.

    “This guy is pretending to be Shane Hollander on Grindr. It’s pretty funny. He’s cropped the face out, but he’s using pictures from the billboard next to my apartment.”

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is sure he's being catfished- why would the real Shane Hollander be on Grindr, talking to random university of Ottawa students? But the more he talks to Wayne, the more he starts to like him, and the more he wishes Wayne would just come clean so they can finally be together.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,213
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    985
    Kudos:
    14,388
    Bookmarks:
    2,219
    Hits:
    153,656

    13 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    [Ilya Rozanov yawns and stretches shirtless in his kitchen. Pajama pants hang low on his waist, and his hair is rumpled from sleep. He smiles and waves at the camera, and when he comes closer, he leans down so his face is level with the camera, his eyes bright even though he’s obviously tired.]

    Ilya: Good morning! It is ass o’clock, and I hate that I am awake, but today you are going to spend the day with me and my boyfriend. And I know what you are thinking, ‘what man could possibly be worthy of you, Ilya?’ and I get it. I ask myself this every day, but my boyfriend is very wonderful, even if he is much, much less famous than me and not nearly as good at hockey, and I think it’s about time you all get to know him. So, yay boyfriend reveal! And now I’m going to make him his disgusting breakfast smoothie, and then bring you along for our day together because my friend Harris Drover says I need more content on the internet, and what better way to do that than to tell you I’m bi, and that I have a boyfriend, and show you how disgustingly in love we are?

    [Ilya straightens so that his bare torso is the only thing in the frame, his abs flexing as he reaches over to turn on the blender.]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,293
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    470
    Kudos:
    11,811
    Bookmarks:
    1,188
    Hits:
    58,406

    12 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane hates losing control and the last several months-years if he's being honest-have been nothing but him trying to grab onto any choice he can make for himself. In the wake of being outed, exiled from the team he's dedicated his life to, and losing everything he's worked so hard for just because of who he fell in love with, Shane does the only thing he can: he runs until he feels like he's far enough away that he can't hear anyone else's opinions.

    It's time for Shane to make a decision, just once, he wants to choose something for himself.
    -

    chapter one can be read as a standalone

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    50,426
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    304
    Kudos:
    2,354
    Bookmarks:
    717
    Hits:
    27,845

    11 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    "Mr. Hollander, with all due respect, there is a very clear difference here. No one is stopping you and Mr. Rozanov from doing whatever you want in your free time, but this is a workplace. Many players and fans feel uncomfortable watching that kind of behaviour-"

    "Then they can close their eyes," Shane interrupted in a very uncharacteristic manner.

     

    OR: Shane has been the NHL golden boy for 11 seasons, but some people are simply begging for a verbal slapdown. The internet reacts.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,432
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    765
    Kudos:
    9,353
    Bookmarks:
    1,347
    Hits:
    65,696

    11 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Compromising pictures surface after Ilya Rozanov’s phone is hacked. Determined not to let his Russian situationship face the fall-out of getting outed, Shane Hollander comes out, starts Twitter fights, and commits to acting unhinged on main, enlisting the help of a few trusted allies.
    His objective? To become the bigger news story so as to draw attention away from Rozanov, in an insane bid to distract Russia from coming for his... whatever they are to each other.
    Whoever said you can’t singlehandedly change an entire narrative has clearly never met Shane Hollander.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,272
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    826
    Kudos:
    6,679
    Bookmarks:
    1,418
    Hits:
    59,557

    11 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    4,717
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    200

    10 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    russianstallion messages hollabackgirl on Grindr for some fun, but then they keep showing up at the same places, conveniently right when Boston and Montreal have a game against each other.

    ---
    Shane and Ilya, unbeknownst to each other, are sexting on Grindr while still being rivals on the ice.

    *SMAU that was previously uploaded to twitter is now on ao3 for ease of reading*

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,249
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    989
    Kudos:
    18,853
    Bookmarks:
    4,386
    Hits:
    154,808

    09 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A disastrous team party leaves Shane Hollander with a broken dining table, so he does what any reasonable person would do and hires someone on Task Rabbit to fix it.

    The fixer is Ilya Rozanov: charming, hot, and just enough of an asshole that Shane knows he should probably stay away.

    Yet he keeps finding things around his house that "mysteriously need repairing".

    Or: Shane has a crush on the hot handyman he hired, so he keeps making up problems to see him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,458
    Chapters:
    2/4
    Comments:
    222
    Kudos:
    1,975
    Bookmarks:
    538
    Hits:
    31,498

    09 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Luca: i fucked up
    Luca: i told ilya he was hot
    Luca: i showed him my fanart
    Luca: i SENT him my fanart

    G: LMAFOOOOOO
    G: literally why would you do that omg 💀

    Luca: I WAS DRUNK

    Or, 5 Times Luca almost revealed his Tumblr past and 1 time the Cens found out

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,227
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    105
    Kudos:
    2,073
    Bookmarks:
    252
    Hits:
    13,484

    08 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”

    A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”

    “I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.

    In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.

    …At least, not yet.
     
    (AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    35,708
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    658
    Kudos:
    7,902
    Bookmarks:
    2,553
    Hits:
    109,364

    07 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-

    He needs to go.

    “I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.

    It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.

    “No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.

    It wheezes.

    (how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    25,169
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    476
    Kudos:
    10,258
    Bookmarks:
    2,317
    Hits:
    72,640

    06 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Words:
    46,531
    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    512

    06 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Several MLH players have their phones hacked.

    Most people find embarrassing photos.

    Ilya Rozanov accidentally leaks five years' worth of sex reviews.

    -

    You know that TikTok trend where people rate how good the sex was in front of their partner?

    Yeah. It's that.

     
    📢📢📢
    UPDATED: (second chapter) July 12, 2026

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,045
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    846
    Kudos:
    21,533
    Bookmarks:
    3,957
    Hits:
    165,617

    06 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “We do not say anything about the Hollander situation,” LeClaire tells them even though it sounds like he’s already resigned to what he knows is going to happen.

    After all, Roz gets extremely mad whenever it’s brought up. Not that Cliff can blame him, he’s pretty sure that Roz liked Hollander before this (wouldn’t chirp him half as much if he didn’t). Finding out that he’s such a bastard must sting.

    Not to mention that Roz does not mess around with people that disrespect girls. Or women. Or kids. Or dogs. Or the elderly (excluding Scott Hunter). Or really anyone, if it’s for petty stupid reasons.

    “Of course,” Cliff agrees for both of them since Roz is still too busy texting someone.

    It’s apparently not good enough for LeClaire because he asks, “Roz?”

    “Just one second,” he answers without raising his eyes from his phone or stopping his typing. “Need to get my Jane to agree with something. She’s very stubborn.”

     

    Or. My take on the 'their text leak and now everybody thinks that Shane is an abusive bastard' premise. Featuring Ilya giving a presser, Marly realizing in real time who 'Jane' is and the internet reacting to the craziness.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,602
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    1,263
    Kudos:
    16,146
    Bookmarks:
    3,488
    Hits:
    189,166

    05 Jul 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation