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    Remember when Hayden Pike punches Ilya after Shane said not to, right before the announcement of the Irina Foundation? Remember that that was the second time Hayden laid his hands on Ilya in the first month of knowing him?

    Or, Shane gets rightfully fed up after the first month of Hayden's behavior towards Ilya. Punching Ilya was the final straw, so he tells Hayden to pretend he never found out. It sets off a chain of events landing him, happily, in Ottawa a year earlier and with a better support system for both him and Ilya.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Ongoing, left off chapt 15/?, Confident boundary setting Shane!! bad friend Hayden + bad momager Yuna (and supportive but passive David) + supportive loving Rose/Sveta/JJ/Marly (this quartet makes up their secret wedding wedding party and supports them as Shane moves to Ottawa).

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    Hayden invites Shane on holiday, determined to use the winter break to convince his best friend that he can do better than Ilya Rozanov, asshole extraordinaire. But he certainly didn't count on his boyfriend coming along for the trip.

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    01 May 2026

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    Hollanov boyfriends, bad friend Hayden, ongoing, left of chapt 13/?

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    21 May 2026

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    Excellent angry confident Shane. Confronting the metros, the media, and Yuna.

    Completed read chapt 3/3 prev 2/2 but apparently the author will expand this story (based on a comment from the Reddit thread that linked it)

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    “Is just the new routine, okay?” Ilya pleaded, his voice breaking. “The pills were working and now there is more stress so I just need to get used to it and will be fixed, okay?”

    “How bad is it?”

    “Shane, please.”

    “Ilya, you promised no more secrets, no more hiding. How bad?”

    He covered his face in his palms, his elbows resting on his knees, and took in a shuddered breath. “...bad.”

     

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    After Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander get married, Ilya discovers that his depression won't magically disappear just because he finally has love and a real family. He gets to live and work with Shane full time now that they are on the Centaurs, but it's becomingly increasingly difficult to hide his deteriorating mental health from his husband. He's haunted by dreams of his mother and the fear that his depression and the hockey world's eruption about their relationship is ruining Shane's life. He has to swallow his pride and begin taking SSRIs, navigate the side effects of medicating his depression, and learn to accept love and support from those he loves most. Will the shame eat him alive or can he finally learn that he's worthy of love even at his lowest?

     

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    24 May 2026

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    Ongoing, left off at chapt 22/24. The one where Crowell wants hollanov out the league and leverages their defence of hate crime against them to justify firing them. Also Shane spiraling about Ilyas mental. Some lemon (chapt 17 or 18?).

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    A series of somewhat haphazardly connected social media fics that take inspo from pop/stan culture

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Left off at work 10/?