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    An AU where Sirius is stolen and raised by Andromeda, and doesn't know who his real family is, or that he has a brother. When he finally goes to Hogwarts, his past starts to unravel before him.

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    A few weeks ago, Regulus Black jumped off a bridge. It's not that he really wanted to die, but he didn't really want to live either. He didn't think anyone would care one way or another, if he's honest. Now he's stuck learning how to live.

    James Potter was used to seeing Reg every day at the cafe he worked in, until one day he stopped coming in. When he finally sees the guy he's been crushing on come back into the cafe, he knew he had to take his chance at asking him out on a date.

    ***This fic deals with heavy themes of depression, lack of a will to live, and suicide, but will have a happy ending***

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    05 Jul 2026

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    "Does it dawn on you that she bloody hates him as much as she hates you? Do you realize how fucking much she hurts him? Does your birdbrain understand how damn hard it is for him to even breathe right now?" Barty blurts out furiously.

     

    "He is her perfect child, mother would never—"

     

    "No. Shut up. You don’t get to talk right now," his voice trembled from fury. "Do you even care what you did to him? The nightmares? The way he stares at the ceiling like he’s scared to blink? That’s on you."

     

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    When Sirius ran away from the Black house at the age of sixteen, he abandoned his little brother. This situation leads Regulus to struggle with nightmares for the first time in his life. He falls into insomnia, he brews potions - anything to avoid thinking about his brother.

    At first Regulus is furious but then all he is left with is emptiness, it doesn't even hurt anymore, it's just plain numbness. He fades away like the star he is, after all, not every star is meant to shine for long.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Hope is fickle as it is dangerous, much like snow - entrancing you a moment, dissolving into water the next. Beautiful, but deadly, should it barricade itself in your blood.

    Sirius is like that, Regulus thinks.

    Morbidly, disgustingly, selfishly - Regulus hopes.

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    What happens when the young black brothers find it in them to run away - if only for a few hours, if only to play in the snow and pretend. If only to remember they're still brothers, without the world standing between their adjoining rooms.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    A promise that tied the two together, in whatever way they were able to steal. James and Regulus would never have to live without each other, they couldn't. Like all the great love stories, the tragedies, the star crossed lovers, how could one survive if not with the other?
    A magical canon-based Jegulus fic that will actually have a happy ending <3
    Although I loathe to admit it, JK Rowling does own these characters. But honestly she doesn't deserve them, so fuck her :)
    *Update: Now being reedited for spelling and grammar.*

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    03 Jul 2026