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Rose was gone. The Doctor was on his own.
Again.
Somehow it was almost as achingly painful as the time war.
But unlike the time war, he wasn't able to act on those feelings.
No rage, no kiss, no killing.
Not anymore.
Somehow even a quick adventure with a fiery red head didn't seem to snap him out of his funk.Yet in a small farm town westwards in Australia, a Man seemed to listen, and understand.
And it wasn't so lonely anymore.Two men, struggling with their own inner demons; two men from very different places may be able to save one another and find a partner in the process.
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The Firefam searches Buck's house in the aftermath of his dependency, and Eddie finds something he wasn't supposed to.
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- Part 65 of Buddie Short Stuff
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10 Apr 2026
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A little bit of angst and then a lot of fluff and buck and Eddie love <3
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you live/you learn/you love/you're dead by carolinaa
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
08 May 2020
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Two minutes pass before Aizawa taps Midoriya’s face and Midoriya doesn’t respond in the slightest. They don’t have time to wait any longer.
Aizawa looks up at Todoroki, and tries to say with the least amount of callousness possible, “He won’t make it until the medical team gets here.”
Todoroki’s breath hitches, but his voice is still hard when he insists, “Yes he will.”
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03 Dec 2025
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Angst angst angst angst (I love this fic sm)
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Time Eats All His Children in the End by Sanjismistress
Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types
20 Apr 2025
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Fifteen minutes ago, he got an alert from Jason's emergency beacon.
Ten minutes ago, he felt his heart stop as the police scanner picked up a report of an explosion in Crime Alley.
Five minutes ago, he turned a corner to find Jason's apartment building had collapsed.
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An injury from a building collapse reminds Bruce and Jason too much of Jasons death. Will they learn to reconsile or will the past continue to haunt them?
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“I just…” He picked at the edge of the sheet, his voice croaky and wet, eyes prickling with heat. “I don’t know how to talk about it…about what I’m feeling. Because it feels wrong, I feel…wrong for feeling it.”
Eddie shifted himself a little closer. “For feeling what?”
Maybe it was the crease in his eyebrows, or the perfect strand of hair that floated over his forehead, or the bright toffee glow that radiated warmth that unraveled him, but Buck was unable to keep it inside anymore. It bubbled out of him like an overflowing glass of water, the contents having no where else to go when too much was being poured in.
Buck buried his head in the pillow, tears burning more harshly into his eyes.“For feeling this destroyed about Bobby,” He choked out the words like he was dragging a serrated knife across his heart, catching on the jagged edges as he went.
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months have passed since the funeral, and everyone is well into their healing journey, except Buck who is still drowning in it all...
my version of a fix it fic in some ways, and how Buck dealt with Bobbys death and all the things he didn't say.
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“I think I can reach my helmet,” Eddie said as he strained for the item, finally able to scoot it within reach, “aha got it! Now we can have some light in here.”
Eddie fumbled with the switch on the helmet light.
Buck sucked in a sharp breath when he realized, “No Eddie, don’t.”
It was too late. Buck couldn’t stop what was coming, and neither could Eddie.
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Eddie gets stuck in a collapsing building and Buck runs back in for him. While they wait to be rescued, Buck distracts Eddie and keeps him calm. So Buck's okay right?
Maybe not
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Bit by bit, Buck stopped.
It began with the little things. First, he stopped checking his phone when he woke up. He used to do it everyday. He’d check for notifications on Chimney’s instagram, or maybe a new message from the 118 group chat. It wasn’t that anyone other than him texted at one in the morning, but sometimes he’d sleep past one of Cap’s old-timey GIFs or whatever.
Sometimes, Athena would text and greet him good morning. And a few weeks into knowing him, Chris would send a morning message begging for help, normally because Eddie was trying to make pancakes again.
So, with everything going on, Buck always made it a point that the moment his eyes opened, he would check his phone.
Until the first week after the lawsuit, and for the seventh day in a row, there wasn’t anything there except a pitfall in Buck’s stomach.
Nothing.
Never.
Not even a quick ‘hello’.
So, Buck ceased checking his phone. After all, why did he even need to?
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Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.
But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”
—you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—
So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.
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Bookmarked by Vanitaskin
27 May 2025
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I loved this fic so much oh my god. I’m genuinely surprised I didn’t cry
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Buck startles awake to Chris prying his eye open. Chris’s concerned expression swims into his vision as both eyes adjust, squinting at the morning sun streaming in through the window.
“You’ve been sleeping for fourteen hours,” Chris deadpans. Buck is still half asleep, but he catches the slight waver in his voice, can see his eyebrows furrowed as he watches Buck carefully. “You went to bed at seven last night, and now it’s nine in the morning.”
“Nine in the morning, huh?” Buck’s own voice resembles more of a croak as he sits up, muscles aching and head still throbbing. It’s all a result of being struck by lightning and in a coma for a few days, he knows, but that doesn’t mean he has to like it.
But what he does like is the smell of Eddie’s sheets, the pictures of him and Eddie and Chris on Eddie’s bedroom walls. He likes the feeling of Eddie’s arms around him in the middle of the night, making sure that he’s okay and breathing.
“Christopher.” Eddie’s voice hisses through the crack in the bedroom door. “I told you not to bother him.”
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Bookmarked by Vanitaskin
25 May 2025
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In which Buck realises how loved he is
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my feet have led me straight into my grave. by gooondocks (happyhauntt)
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
07 Mar 2025
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No. No, Eddie’s not leaving, he’s going away. It’s not the same thing, it’s not, but Buck can’t swallow past the bitter sting in the back of his throat that warns it is, it is the same, it’s you.
Buck is not being abandoned. He is not being left behind.
It just feels that way.(or, the thought of dying alone has always terrified Buck, but dying in Eddie’s arms is worse.)
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23 May 2025
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Buck once again almost dies during a call
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“Eddie,” his voice cracked. “It’s Bobby.”
He heard Eddie let out a breath. “How bad is it?”
“He's dead.”
A sob ripped out of Buck’s throat as he collapsed to his knees in front of the engine. He’s dead. The words felt like poison on his tongue. Those words shouldn't apply to anyone he loves. Eddie was saying something but Buck’s ears were full of cotton. He’s dead. Bobby is dead. My dad is dead.
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16 May 2025
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Teehee sad buddie angst (I miss bobby)
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I Remember Where Home Is (It’s With You) by EmmaSmoke
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic Prime (Cartoon 2022), Sonic the Hedgehog (Video Games)
12 Oct 2024
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Sonic returns from his adventures defeating the End. Driven by loneliness, hunger, sleep-deprivation, and a desire to be clean, he goes to a house that he often considers home. Unfortunately, he isn’t sure if Shadow will still let him do that.
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Post-Sonic Prime and FrontiersNow with a part two!
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- Part 1 of The Moon and the ARK
- Part 1 of This Hedgehog Has Me in A Damn Chokehold
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Night Terrors- Part Two- Platonic Route by Jayjay_Kiku91
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic Prime (Cartoon 2022)
21 Feb 2024
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Sonic Prime Season 3 finale spoilers. Recommend finishing series before reading
Edit as of 05/12/24 fic is on hiatus until further notice. I’m so sorry everyone I don’t want to force this, and it’s not coming naturally right now
Edit as of 1/25/25 This story is marked as “complete” more information in author notes.
Sequel to Night Terrors However Sonic and Shadow develop a friendship/Queer Platonic Relationship along the way. (Using a working title for now)
(Oh my gosh I think I have a plot, RIP my brain!) :’(
Sonic and Shadow host a gathering to explain what happened to Green Hills for a week, and concerns about not only the Shatterverse, but what Eggman has planning.
(Updates will take longer since I’m writing two versions of the same simultaneously.)
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- Part 3 of Sonic fics💙
Bookmarked by Vanitaskin
22 Jan 2025
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Teehee queer platonic sonadow
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Night Terrors -Part Two- Romantic Route by Jayjay_Kiku91
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic Prime (Cartoon 2022)
21 Feb 2024
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Sonic Prime Season 3 finale spoilers. Recommend finishing series before reading
Edit as of 05/12/24 fic is on hiatus until further notice. I’m so sorry everyone I don’t want to force this, and it’s not coming naturally right now
Edit as of 1/25/25 this story is marked as “complete” more details in author notes
Sequel to Night Terrors However Sonic and Shadow develop a romantic relationship along the way. (Using a working title for now)
(Oh my gosh I think I have a plot, RIP my brain!) :’(
Sonic and Shadow host a gathering to explain what happened to Green Hills for a week, and concerns about not only the Shatterverse, but what Eggman has planning.
(Updates will take longer since I’m writing two versions of the same story simultaneously.)
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- Part 2 of Sonic fics💙
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The Happiness We Want For Each Other by EmmaSmoke
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Live Action Universe)
08 Nov 2024
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Sonic is left reeling from letting Shadow fall to Earth and die.
Shadow is somehow still alive, though. After working with him and a bat named Rouge to save the world yet again, Sonic accepts Shadow’s existence in the world.
And Shadow accepts Sonic’s presence in his life. He has to reconcile with what that means exactly when Rouge’s hints that Sonic’s feelings might run deeper than Shadow thought.
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Post Sonic 3 (movie) and also kinda post Sonic 4 if that movie is about the Black Arms invasion (not saying it will be. They might do 06 to bring Silver and Blaze in. Or they might bring in Metal Sonic. Who knows?)
Trigger Warning: Vaguely mentioned panic attack, grief/guilt over character(s) deathSeries
- Part 10 of This Hedgehog Has Me in A Damn Chokehold
- Part 5 of The Moon and the ARK
- Part 1 of What We Do For Happiness
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17 Jan 2025
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Part one of the “what we do for happiness series”
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The War Is Over (why are you still fighting?) by EmmaSmoke
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic the Hedgehog (Video Games)
03 Nov 2024
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When Sonic returns to his sleeping quarters in the resistance’s base, an unexpected guest is waiting for him. This guest refuses to leave until Sonic starts explaining his recent behavior.
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Post-Sonic Forces with some flavorings of a rewrite
Trigger Warnings: Implied torture, Sonic’s reckless behavior is implied to be a self-harming thing
Maybe part 2? We’ll see how it goesSeries
- Part 6 of This Hedgehog Has Me in A Damn Chokehold
- Part 3 of The Moon and the ARK
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Not Alone When Alone Together by ProllyHyperfixating
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
07 Apr 2023
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Silly gay hedgehogs fall in love <3
Besides looking alike, Sonic and Shadow have another thing in common. They’re both lonely. And for some reason the only times they aren’t are when they’re together…
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"i wasn't enough for you." / "you were all i could ask for" by imyourshadownomore
Fandoms: Sonic Prime (Cartoon 2022), Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types
30 Dec 2024
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The door swung open, crimson glaring at emeralds.
The hybrid eyed the other up and down, silently relieved the blue hedgehog was back in one piece. He wanted desperately to make sure Sonic was truly back in one piece, that he wouldn’t fade away if he looked away for just a moment, that he wouldn’t glitch painfully and fall into the black hedgehog’s arms once again.
But Shadow didn’t dare show his feelings.
“What do you want, hedgehog.”
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- Part 1 of Sonadow
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After Prime by ProllyHyperfixating
Fandoms: Sonic the Hedgehog - All Media Types, Sonic Prime (Cartoon 2022)
19 Apr 2024
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After the events of Sonic Prime, Sonic and Shadow struggle to cope with what they went through. And fall in love tenderly in the process <3
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(Un)welcome dream by mobism, yumesque (faiirylights)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
23 May 2024
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The Reader hates Aventurine but their opinion starts to waver after a dream.
Aventurine x GN!Reader
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Chapter 1 written by: yumesque
Chapter 2 written by: mobism
Explicit as of chapter 2!!