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    Ilya’s heart is breaking. He doesn’t want the first thing he does, the very first thing, after Shane’s choices have been so brutally ripped away from him, to be something Shane is begging him not to do. But Shane is seriously injured, much beyond what they can handle with first aid at home or even if they found a discreet doctor to make a house call. He will need an MRI, a broken bone set, probably surgery. And evidence should be collected too, for the police. That part Ilya will not push him on. But he cannot let Shane risk his life for his pride and the fear of shame that has controlled him for so long. “I am sorry, moy lyubimyy,” Ilya says, “So sorry. But Marleau is calling ambulance, and you are going to the hospital.”

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    Shane and Ilya are spending Christmas together in Boston during Ilya's last season playing for the Bears. They're finally out, and they're in love, and soon they'll only live two hours apart.

    When Shane is assaulted, the plans they had built for their future collapse. Now the road ahead is a long, grueling process of physical and psychological recovery. What they had before-the sex, the playful power exchange, the easy trust-is gone, and they have to build something new, together.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Canada’s golden boy Shane Hollander gets drafted to the Ottawa Centaurs and ends up sharing an apartment - and way too much tension - with his captain, Ilya Rozanov. A private contract keeps their arrangement “simple,” but jealousy, soft moments, and one kiss he can’t forget makes pretending impossible. On the ice they’re electric; off the ice they’re one breath away from breaking.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    Shane slowly lowered his sweatpants. He stepped out of them and folded them, placing them on the bed. Ilya felt his breath beginning to shallow as Shane stood directly in front of him. In one fluid motion, Shane lowered himself to his knees. Ilya felt Shane's dark eyes lock with his as he said, "I think you're sweet and beautiful."

    "What?" Ilya asked, feeling the color rising in his cheeks.

    Shane's needy gaze remained fixed on him as he continued, "You deserve to be cared for."

    Ilya swallowed the hard lump in his throat and pleaded, “Stop, now—”

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    Shane Hollander ties up his husband and tortures him with praise and care.

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    14 May 2026

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    Hollander, does, famously, take Rozanov apart

    And I made some artwork :)

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    This is an NSFW Hollanov art collection.
    New chapter = New artwork

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    27 Jun 2026

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    04 Jul 2026