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    Castiel Novak never wanted to be a Dominant. Living with the mark on his skin that designates him as one has haunted him every day of his life, and he goes to great lengths to avoid the part of his biology that he hates. When he makes the decision to get a tattoo with the intent of hiding his mark away, he meets Dean Winchester: tattoo artist and confident submissive.

    Dean turns Castiel’s world upside down and subverts every expectation Castiel ever had about himself and his designation. Will Dean be able to teach him how to be comfortable in his own skin?

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    24 May 2024

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    From the outside Castiel Novak looks like a regular guy: a good job, two teenage kids, a nice house and a crappy car he’s way too attached to.

    But there’s one thing no one knows about him: that, over twenty years ago, he used to live next to none other than Dean Winchester – back then a brash and loud-mouthed boy and nowadays a huge movie star and Hollywood’s sweetheart.

    Castiel never bothered to tell anyone about his childhood friend because frankly, who would believe him? Probably even Dean himself already forgot about his former awkward and weird neighbor, so Castiel seriously doesn’t see any point in mentioning the whole thing ever.

    But then an interview on national TV happens where Dean reveals way more about his past than ever before … and Castiel - as well as the rest of the world - suddenly realizes that he left a much bigger impact on Dean’s life than he originally thought.

     
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    203,515
    Chapters:
    50/50
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    6,940
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    02 Nov 2022

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    Dean Winchester suffers from psychological rope burn, the imaginary ties digging into him with every pull from his resentment, his guilt, and his desire to have a life for himself. His Uncle Bobby’s home care needs lead Dean to Cas Novak, an attractive bastard of a nurse who likes to push—his agenda, his luck, his belief that Dean and Bobby deserve more than what they’ve allowed themselves. As the men allow Cas to transform their lives, Dean feels a pull of a different sort—the pull of connection, of affection, of more. Dean wants to pull Cas closer...but just as Cas is good at pushing people toward their best selves, he’s also good at pushing away his own happiness. Can Dean and Cas push and pull their way to a life together?

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    Chapters:
    28/28
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    1,904
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    28 Jun 2020

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    After a suicide attempt the year before, Castiel Novak is back on tour with his band, trying to be happy despite the magnifying glass his team has on him. After a rebellious night, his team decides they need backup. It comes in the form of a hired body guard - someone to be with Castiel 24/7. Dean Winchester, a former Navy SEAL who prefers jobs that don't involve stuck-up, rich boy rock stars, but who could really use the money, accepts the contract. When he discovers Castiel's secret, a secret that hits a little too close to home for Dean, he has a decision to make. Push the boy away to keep his heart safe, or let himself fall and deal with the consequences.

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    Chapters:
    16/16
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    330
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    21,661

    17 Dec 2019

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    26 May 2018

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    At seventeen, Dean’s parents sat him down and discussed going in for some medical exams. It was beyond having children, they explained, knowing that Dean’s bravado would cause him to roll his eyes at the thought of settling down and being a father when he was so young; there were other concerns, they explained, cancers and endocrine disorders to discuss, and even the possibility that his rut would hit too harsh if left for too long. Dean had agreed and spent the most embarrassing and invasive hours of his life at a downtown clinic, returning some days later to sit opposite a kind-faced doctor friend of his parents’, his mother and father flanking his sides.

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    Chapters:
    30/30
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    23 Apr 2018

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    Scott liked to call it the Great Pack Divide of 2012.

    Derek liked to call Scott an idiot.

    (Or the one where Derek kidnaps Stiles to teach Scott a lesson, and ends up learning a few things himself)

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    31/31
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    20 Aug 2017

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    “Those contracts that you signed was you agreeing to follow producer instructions.Your instructions were to give us drama. Whether or not you like each other, you are, for all intents and purposes, hired actors for these seven weeks,” Finstock snaps. “Pretend to actually like each other or I will dock your pay.”
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    Married at First Glance gives its participants seven weeks. Seven weeks, starting when they meet and marry their “perfect match”, to decide if they want to stay married or divorce.

    For Stiles and Derek though, the challenge lies within trying to pretend that they don’t absolutely hate each other’s guts. When you’re married to a werewolf who dislikes humans, however, this can get a little tricky.

    But the sweet, sweet cash reward at the end will be worth it. Right?

    (A Married at First Sight AU)

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    Chapters:
    14/14
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    30 Nov 2016

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    I like my life. No. I love my life. My name is Dean Winchester and I helped raise my brother, but now that he's a hot shot lawyer, married and's got kids of his own, I'm free to enjoy my life as I please, even if that means taking one sometimes two lovers a night. But then one morning, I wake up and there's a kid on my door step. Apparently, he's mine.

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    Chapters:
    35/35
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    3
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    2,470
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    14 Jul 2016

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    14 Jun 2016

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    Dean didn’t even want to enter this damn competition. He was happy with his life, more or less. It might not look like much from the outside, or to a younger brother headed towards a big time law career, but it wasn’t so bad that Dean needed to scrabble around for any opportunity to make a change – particularly not one as stupid as this. He’s going to throttle Sam the next time he sees him, for getting him involved in this ridiculous Bake-Off TV show. It’s bad enough that Dean has to cook in front of people he doesn’t know; he now has to go through the humiliation of being judged on it too. Its humiliation piled on humiliation, and to make matters worse Dean has to play nice with all the other suckers involved, like that rich dick-bag Castiel Novak. God, he hates that guy, and he hates that someone so awful has such a frustratingly fine ass. Written for the Dean/Castiel Big Bang 2013

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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    635
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    11 Jun 2016

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    Castiel, a lone alpha wolf, would like nothing more than to be left alone in his house to die. He wants nothing to do with the outside world and doesn't have anything to offer to anyone. Then, one early morning, a black car crashes into a tree right beside his house. The driver is rendered unconscious and doesn't remember a thing after he wakes up. He is also an omega, but there's something very wrong with him.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
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    Comments:
    724
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    84,699

    18 Apr 2016

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    Dean doesn't make a habit out of it, going to bars for the explicit purpose of picking someone up. Or, that’s what he’s always told himself.

    But tonight, he has a plan.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    17 Apr 2016

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    Dean comes home with Castiel for the holiday. Only the holiday is Hanukkah, and Dean's not Jewish. Which presents a problem.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    249
    Kudos:
    638
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    11,080

    24 Mar 2016

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    Castiel Novak is an undercover FBI agent working to take down a white collar criminal named Azazel, but Castiel finds himself way out of his depths when the case takes a dangerous turn and Azazel gets involved in an omega trafficking deal. With the help of an OPA agent named Dean, the Bureau and the Omega Protection Agency take down Azazel and his seller, Dick Roman.

    As it turns out, that case wasn't the last Castiel would see of Dean Winchester, and it isn't long at all before Castiel finds himself falling in love with the fiery, strong-willed omega.

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    Chapters:
    19/19
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    816
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    6,666
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    1,834
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    118,392

    19 Mar 2016

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    Dean Winchester is a respected literature teacher at Lawrence's best private school, yet he feels like he's still a complete and utter travesty of a human being. Months after his father's death, he's yet to come to terms with the negative impact John Winchester had on his life. Though he's determined never to admit it, the only thing Dean's ever wanted was an Apple Pie Life: it's something that's been dangled in front of his face, though he's certain he could never deserve it.

    While Dean struggles to come to terms with the isolated, lonely life he's made for himself, a disruption comes in the form of Castiel Novak, Lawrence Private's newest faculty member. Those blue eyes and raspy voice are things Dean can't ignore for long, and when he's forced to stop fighting his affections, Dean finds his lonely life turned upside down.

    Is it possible he could deserve an Apple Pie Life after all?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    135,249
    Chapters:
    31/31
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    554
    Kudos:
    4,173
    Bookmarks:
    1,409
    Hits:
    105,855

    16 Mar 2016

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    What begins as a transforming love between Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak in the summer of 1965 quickly derails into something far more tumultuous when Dean is drafted in the Vietnam War. Though the two both voice their relationship is one where saying goodbye is never a real truth, their story becomes fraught with the tragedy of circumstance. In an era where homosexuality was especially vulnerable, Twist and Shout is the story of the love transcending time, returning over and over in its many forms, as faithful as the sea.

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    97,556
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    5,884
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    41,009
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    10,737
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    1,600,002

    09 Mar 2016

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    A/B/O 'verse and the aftermath.

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    1,058

    09 Mar 2016

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    Army veteran Castiel Novak is a wreck after his tour in Afghanistan, brought home to his brother's apartment in Lawrence, Kansas with scars both mental and physical. He copes poorly, and during one night of bad decision making, meets somebody just as much of a disaster as he is -- a prostitute named Dean Winchester. And suddenly, two damaged men might not be as irreparable as they believed.

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    English
    Words:
    126,611
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Collections:
    5
    Comments:
    759
    Kudos:
    4,852
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    1,620
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    134,338

    09 Mar 2016

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    Dean Winchester never wanted to go home again. Going back to Lawrence meant people who knew what he was, who didn't buy into the lie. But with a tragic accident, he's back and dealing with the death of his father, the social stigma and objectification of being an out Omega, and the lingering aftermath of a long-ago crime.

    Language:
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    Words:
    302,280
    Chapters:
    59/59
    Collections:
    10
    Comments:
    2,985
    Kudos:
    8,725
    Bookmarks:
    2,737
    Hits:
    359,734

    07 Mar 2016

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