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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    [set immediately after s3]

    From the moment they met, they felt a connection that transcended both space and time. When they were together there was a sort of inherent tension, a cosmic, inexplicable knowledge of one another that neither of them had any business possessing.

    Both Asa and Anthony knew there was a part of their past they had that was missing. So, when a photograph that seemed older than time itself falls from the pages of a blank copy of Bleak House— both of them in it, unmistakable, they want answers, and the only clue is as intriguing as it is impossible to solve. What are they even trying to find? A memory restarter?
    Could it restore not just their memories, but the entire history of what they once were to each other?

    Or; in a blank book they find the 1941 picture with a clue as to where (possibly...) a memory shaped page could be. Could they regain the memories they've lost?

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    15 May 2026

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    Ilya has been watching hands his whole life. His father's hands taught him that touch meant pain. His mother's hands were the only gentle ones—until they went cold. Now he has his father's hands, and he's terrified of what they might become.

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    08 May 2026

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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    06 May 2026

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    "He said it was just a stronger edible," Wyatt says. "Apparently it was supposed to be super natural, and relaxing and rejuvenating, not the weak Canadian shit, and—"

    "You say a bad word, Hazy," Ilya interrupts, pointing a tiny finger at him.

    "Right." Wyatt winces. "Sorry, kid."

    Rejuvenating. Shane turns the word over in his mind a few times, while readjusting Ilya’s little body in his arms.

    Jesus fucking Christ.

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    or, with the help of some mysterious russian candy and a very loving husband, ilya rozanov heals his inner child.

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    06 May 2026