NuclearNik



Recent works

Recent series

  1. Summary

    A collection of Helnik fics set in my modern AU with Rollerskater!Nina Zenik, and Mechanic!Matthias Helvar.

    Words:
    11,909
    Works:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    11
  2. Words:
    6,508
    Works:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    5
  3. Words:
    4,565
    Works:
    12

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
    Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
    “Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
    “Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
    “Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
    “Take me?” Ilya echoed.
    “Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”

    Shane calls Ilya while drunk.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,261
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    621
    Bookmarks:
    100
    Hits:
    4,620

    18 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    When Troy finds his captain drugged and limp in the bathroom of a local dive, his only concern is getting Ilya home safe and sound. And he will, even if he has to fight off a weirdly determined Shane Hollander to do it.

    -

    Shane’s romantic weekend plans go awry when he finds his husband unconscious and thrown over Troy Barrett’s shoulder. He doesn’t know where Dallas Kent’s former lapdog thinks he’s taking Shane’s boyfriend, but he’ll be damned if he lets Ilya go without a fight.

    -
    Or; Ilya gets roofied. Somehow, he’s still not the one having that bad of a night, all things considered.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,464
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    67
    Kudos:
    1,461
    Bookmarks:
    196
    Hits:
    10,155

    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shane gets to go feral and bite someone in defense of Ilya.

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It's already so complicated - their hook-ups and their secrets - that Ilya Rozanov knows it can't continue forever. So, when Shane Hollander, his rival on the ice and current reason for waking up in the morning, suddenly ghosts him and starts playing like an amateur, Ilya is desperate to figure out why and fix it so that their tangled little mess can maybe, one day, last.

    AN: Make note of the tags. Not a full recount/description of the assault, but it's a central theme.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    57,291
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    192
    Kudos:
    759
    Bookmarks:
    217
    Hits:
    14,773

    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A good one

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “It’s okay. I don’t need anything.” 

    “I am not going to eat in front of you while you have nothing, Hollander,” Ilya scoffs. He plucks a can of cold ginger ale from the top shelf as casually as he can manage and slides it over the island, interrupting Hollander’s fidgeting thumbs. “You must be hungry, yes? It’s been hours since you left hotel. I can make something. Easy.” 

    “Make… what?” he asks warily.  

    Ilya rolls his eyes and tosses a look over his shoulder. “Do not worry. I will find something that works for your special hockey diet,” he teases. He reaches back into the fridge. “Tuna melt okay?” 

    “No,” Hollander says primly. “And it’s a disease. Not a diet.” 

    He pulls his hands out of the cold and turns, blinks. “What?” 

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,124
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    4
    Comments:
    304
    Kudos:
    7,962
    Bookmarks:
    1,587
    Hits:
    42,776

    18 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I cry

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    A squawk, followed by an incensed, “Jesus! It’s Hayden! Hayden Pike! Shane’s best friend? A guy you’ve played against for years?”

    Oh. This is… not good.

    Ilya very slowly lowers himself down on the bed, spine straight. “Why are you calling?”

    Pike huffs. “Trust me, I don’t want to be.”

    “Okay, then, why? How do you know… Lily?”

    A beat. Then, “You’re Lily.”

    Protectiveness rears its ugly head. Severely, Ilya declares, “This is none of your fucking concern.”

    “He’s asking for you.”

    OR: when Shane gets hurt on the ice, Hayden Pike reaches out to Boston Lily.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,930
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    228
    Kudos:
    14,426
    Bookmarks:
    1,501
    Hits:
    109,994

    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Loveeeee