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Delusional, this entire thing. Like some Make-A-Wish dream. I'm going to kill myself tomorrow; here's what I'd like for my last day on this mortal plane. To be fucked by a man who hasn't seen him that way in years. To stand in the shower and have someone wash his hair. To eat one last breakfast. To be held. And Jack, pitying him, still, because Robby's always been the one of the two of them who can't handle shit.
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10 Jun 2026
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"Your first declarations could do with a little more finesse," Jack said. "C'mon, do over."
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05 Jun 2026
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"Mikey," Jack turned away from the mirror. He tilted the hat at a slight angle. "Hand to God, I think this is my best look."
"You look like someone's embarrassing uncle."
"I look like your embarrassing husband," he grinned.
In which Jack commits multiple Christmas fashion crimes, Robby pretends to be annoyed while being catastrophically in love with his husband, and they end up with an incredibly special Christmas tree—because that's what love looks like when you build it yourself.
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28 May 2026
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i am nothing without pretend (i know my thoughts, can't live with them) by sowerofdoubt
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
27 Apr 2026
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He stares at his message history, two texts, sent at different times. Both unanswered. It sets him on edge, the same way Dana pleading with him to talk to Robby had. The same way Robby had.
Jack, 21:38: ride safe brother. I’m only one call away
Jack, 02:14: text me when you get wherever you're going.
The texts stare at him, the delivered beneath them taunting him in ways that make him want to peel his skin off, pick at his nail beds and tear until he sees red. Robby hadn't said goodbye to him.
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23 May 2026
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Time passes. He’s not sure what he feels or thinks or even sees. Maybe he’s not really there at all.
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22 May 2026
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Sometimes it takes a few hours in an ER to remind someone that even the best leaders still have something to learn.
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22 May 2026
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When Jack gets off the plane after returning from his deployment overseas, he is more nervous than usual. Robby had announced that there was a surprise waiting for Jack – but little does Jack know the extent of that surprise!
Or: Robby comes out as trans while Jack is away, but doesn't know how to tell him over the phone – and when Jack Abbot gets off the plane to find the most gorgeous doe-eyed dude imaginable, he can't believe his eyes!
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18 May 2026
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Cruz and Ellis are running alongside a gurney coming from the ambulance bay. Robby feels like he’s walking in slow-motion. He doesn’t see the face on the gurney, but he does see a hand grabbing Ellis’ scrub and hear what is unmistakably Jack’s voice say “Not Robby”, before the hand falls to the side.
Three more steps – and Robby doesn’t want to take them, doesn’t think he can do it, but still his body moves – and he’s there, Shen and Al-Hashimi beating him by a second. On the gurney, pale, so very pale, is the unmistakable shape of Jack. His chest is barely lifting, his breathing labored. Robby can’t wrap his mind around that.
Jack gets hurt, Robby gets a lot of time to think about his feelings and has a heart-to-heart with Jake, and the whole “it’s you and me” thing takes on its full meaning.
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17 May 2026
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“Say you got married,” Robby found himself asking. “Would you wear your dress blues? Or civilian clothes?”
It had only been an idle thought, no different than any number of easy, directionless musings of the sort that often came over the two of them on mornings like this one, when no one had a shift to go to for at least thirty-six hours. Robby didn’t mean anything by it. But he regretted the words the instant they left his mouth, even before he saw the incredulous grin slide over Jack’s face.
“Say I got married?”
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09 May 2026
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In which Lan Zhan and Wei Ying own a children's bookstore and a-Yuan moves in upstairs.
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03 May 2026
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In the quiet aftermath of Robby’s near walk-out, Jack realises too late how much of himself was tied to Robby choosing to stay.
Or: A story about the collateral damage of loving someone through their worst moment and what happens when you stop pretending it didn’t cost you anything.
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- Part 1 of Post Season 2
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26 Apr 2026
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"It's late to start riding," Jack said as Robby straightened, a neutral statement that was a protest nonetheless. They knew how to say things without saying anything, the two of them.
Maybe that was part of the problem.
Robby stared down at the still-sleeping baby. "I have a lot of things to see," he said, almost to himself, a double layer to that, one that Jack found oddly heartening.
"And people to love," he said, taking a flier on it because why the fuck not.
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26 Apr 2026
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Robby says he’s fine. He says it to the bathroom mirror, to the patient board, and to the man who was once his entire world. But we all know how to read between the lines—and that includes recognizing someone who’s been living on autopilot for years.
Or: Pittfest was just the final straw for Robby’s attempt to pretend that everything was okay. Honestly, as if divorcing Abbot after COVID hadn't been enough of a sign.Series
- Part 4 of Rabbot (the pitt)
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23 Apr 2026
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“I've seen that face before. It’s the face of someone who can’t see a way through anymore.”
It hurt to say, and based on Robby’s expression, it hurt to hear. Jack watched as his friend’s face filtered through an array of emotions, everything from hurt to offended to angry to defeated.
“I’ve seen it before. I’ve felt it before. And I can’t walk away from it, Robby. I can’t walk away from you. Please don’t ask me to.”or
Jack devised a plan to prevent Robby from leaving -- blowing up the motorcycle was his first choice, having a heart-to-heart was his second.
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20 Apr 2026
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Jack had been managing his PTSD so well lately. He didn’t understand what went wrong.
Jack spirals through his past (and present).
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16 Apr 2026
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Robby and Jack have been blowing off steam in each other's beds for years.
Set just before season 2
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15 Apr 2026
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As soon as Jack registers that there’s a person-sized shadow huddled on the front steps to his apartment, he knows that it’s Robby. He recognizes the contours of the body backlit by the bulb which illuminates the steps: short hair disarrayed, limned with gold in the light; the line of his throat, starkly pale beside the soft thick darkness of his beard; the defeated slope of his shoulders under the same green long-sleeved shirt he wore during his shift. Jack slows his pace as he approaches. Robby must notice him, the only figure on the empty street, but he doesn’t move.
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12 Apr 2026
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Robby has a breakdown road trip, Jack invites himself along, there is religious symbolism, Mary Oliver poems, unresolved trauma, history stops, and an alarming amount of emotional blood-letting in scenic national and state parks.
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- Part 2 of Midbar (מִדְבָּר)
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09 Apr 2026
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Jack Abbot promised himself he would never date a doctor again, because being diagnosed constantly by the person you're fucking is the worst. Then, life happens, and he ends up in a relationship with his best friend Robby who cannot seem to stop diagnosing him.
Unfortunately, habits tend to be contagious
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08 Apr 2026
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Robby should have known something was wrong when Dana looked up from the board, took one glance at him shoving his arms into his jacket like the building was on fire, and smiled.
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Then she said, far too casually, “Just wondering what’s got you in such a hurry.”
Robby frowned. “I’m going home.”
Dana’s mouth twitched.
“Of course you are.”
Something in his spine went on alert. “What is that supposed to mean.”
“Nothing,” she said again, with the innocent tone of a woman who had never been innocent a day in her life. “Just figured it must be date night.”
Robby blinked.
“What?”
Dana turned back to the board. “Abbot’s off tonight, isn’t he?”
----Dana clocks that Jack has been courting Robby for months, Robby predictably is completely calm and composed about it.*
*He freaks out. A lot.
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08 Apr 2026