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  1. Public Bookmark 19

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    Одно столкновение в столовой — и Эндрю погряз в Нём снова.

    Снова мониторинг соцсетей, снова разговоры с Би, снова сдерживание желаний, снова самозапрет на приближение. Но в этот раз всё куда хуже. Он — Нил Джостен — кажется, хочет узнать его в ответ. Эндрю отказывается верить в это.

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    28 Jul 2026

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    The cottage looked unassuming and quaint, with a wooden ramp up to the front porch and rose bushes beneath the windows. A little sign was nailed above the door, reading The Foxhole. It seemed peaceful. Quiet

    Its patrons, however, were neither of those things. Neil could already hear the raucous lot from where he was stood outside the door. Having never spoken to anyone outside of rare, whispered words to his uncle, or his cat, or his mother's grave, Neil knew this would be interesting.

    A blond woman opened the door with a smile and glittering eyes. Neil's stomach rolled over itself. He hoped this wasn't a dumb decision.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Neil is on a plane going far and away from his murderous father. He is on a plane with two rival sports teams. The plane is going down.

    Neil is stuck on an island. He is stuck on an island with two rival sports teams, and at least one of those teams is going full Lord of the Flies.

    Neil is fine being stranded on an island. At least he's away from his father. But how do any of these people know how to survive on a deserted island?

    Oh my god, none of these people know how to survive on a deserted island.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Nathaniel died at the hands of his father when he was ten.

    The boy had two choices: go to heaven or return as an angel to take care of another kid, suffering the abuse of his adoptive father.

    After years of failing to Andrew, an almost fatal incident makes Nathaniel be seen by his boy.

    Having Andrew's company will make Nathaniel feel alive for the first time in his existence and make him wish to be human again.

    Will Nathaniel get the miracle he desperately wants, or will he be stuck forever between his auburn wings and golden dreams?

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    17 Jul 2026

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    For Andrew, the only downside of being blind is that he can't post his secret poems anymore, but it's just for 100 days, so he can live with that. He doesn't need help at all.

    For Neil, life is as good as it can be, but when he finds a discarded ad to help a blind boy to type on his computer, Neil will jump at the opportunity of having a normal meeting; for the first time in forever, no one will stare down at him before talking. Of course, he doesn't imagine that meeting Blind Boy will be anything but normal.

    What Andrew doesn't imagine is that with a little help, life can have colors even if his world remains black.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Neil is pretty sure the apartment he broke into is haunted, and he's pretty sure the ghost isn't too happy that he's there.

    Andrew just wanted to die in peace, and now he has to deal with a pretty little criminal invading his space. He'll make sure Neil regrets it.

     

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    Short AU with Andrew as a ghost and Neil as an apartment squatter. This fic has a (failed) suicide attempt and discussions of suicidal thoughts. Please don't read if this is something that will be difficult for you, I promise it's not worth it.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Neil Josten is used to love meaning violence. That's why, when he finds out he's in love with his best friend and it's slowly killing him, Neil isn't worried in the slightest. He's fine. This will be fine.

     

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    Fake illness I created-- Unrequited Atrophy Syndrome. Featuring an oblivious Neil Josten, a possessive Andrew Minyard, and angst.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Kevin's childhood friend is transferred into their school out of the blue. Andrew doesn't care at all.

    Neil isn’t much taller than Andrew himself but he’s definitely leaner. His auburn hair consists of short wavy strands, high cheekbones a little rosy like he just got exposed to cold. Wrapped in his long grey coat, he has no business looking this well groomed as if they’re in the middle of a cocktail party.

    Pale blue eyes focus on Andrew momentarily as a barely there, hesitant smile appears on the guy’s full lips. Then Neil opens his mouth and says “Hello.” in the most fucking posh accent and hell no.

    Andrew immediately scowls. “No.”

    Neil merely shrugs, easy elegance showing itself in his movement. "Okay."

    Andrew decides at the moment he hates this guy with a burning passion.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    He would never admit it, but his thing for Neil is becoming a serious problem. Half his schemes aren’t even real anymore, if he’s honest. They’re just excuses to see number ten.

    Andrew isn’t a hardcore villain anyways, so it’s not really a big deal. As long as he robs a few banks a year, he doesn’t have to worry about keeping a job or rent, and his brother gets to continue med school.

    It was a good plan until Neil fucking Josten showed up and started meeting all his standards.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    “Missed you,” Neil whispers, cupping Andrew’s face between his palms.

    Andrew doesn’t respond because he has a hand down Neil’s pants, and “I missed you too” might snowball into “I wish you’d stay” and “sometimes I miss you so much I don’t know what to do with myself,” and that starts a conversation he’s not sure he wants to have right now.

    Or ever.

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    Andrew has never particularly cared for love songs. Neil might just change his mind.

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    29 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 67

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    “neil?” andrew asked. neil looked up and jolted at the expression on andrew’s face. for all of andrew’s carefully constructed walls were down, the mask of apathy he wore nowhere in sight. instead, andrew’s face was open, raw, contorted with anguish. his eyes, normally glowing golden with the intensity in them, were dull and full of pain.

    andrew stepped closer. his hands were shaking. “neil?” he asked again, when neil could not come up with a response. his voice cracked midway across neil’s name and he wrung his hands together. “did i—? what did—? tell me—tell me—tell me where i went wrong.” his voice broke and his expression crumpled. if neil didn’t know better he’d think andrew would say ‘please’. “whatever it was… whatever i did… i’m sorry. i’m so sorry.”

    neil’s heart broke. “no!” he almost shouted, hurrying across and taking andrew’s hands in his own. “’drew. you didn’t do anything wrong. i promise.”

    [or, a sudden realisation makes neil pull away from andrew.]

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Neil tests how faithful his clients partners are. Roland is a client; he's worried about his boyfriend. It isn't long until Neil notices some serious rifts in the relationship he is meant to test.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    'At first, he doesn’t register what Andrew’s looking at - just the constant motion of Eden’s swallowing people whole. Then he sees them. Jean and Kevin, off to the side, not quite dancing, not quite still either.

    “Huh,” Neil breathes.

    Andrew’s expression shifts, tightening in what looks like annoyance. “They’re getting close,” he says, devoid of any emotion Neil could name.

    Neil nods slowly, eyes still on the pair. He’s definitely going to have to tease Jean about his crush when they get home. He leans back in his chair, crossing his arms loosely. “I’ll ask Jean about it later.”

    Andrew’s gaze snaps back to him. There’s a faint crease between his brows now. “You don’t seem bothered by it,” he points out.

    Neil frowns. “I’m not,” he says honestly.

    There’s a beat of silence, and Neil wonders if he’s said the wrong thing. Andrew’s expression smooths into something unreadable, but not before Neil catches the way his jaw clenches. His gaze flicks back to Jean and Kevin one more time, then returns to Neil. “Right,” Andrew says.'

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    Andrew is under the impression Neil and Jean are still dating. Neil, naturally, does not realize this.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    “Nicky, what the fuck! Why are you drenched? Did you seriously walk here?!” Aaron shouted from next to Nicky, still holding the door open and letting the rain in like a dumbass.

    “Surprise!” Nicky exclaimed with a deranged hitch in his voice as he dropped the ruined jacket onto the floor and lifted something small and wet above him.

    The thing yowled pitifully at them.

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    In which Nicky finds a stray, feral kitten and brings it home, while Neil finds a family and a reason to stay.

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    24 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 70

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    He looks at Neil.

    His brows furrow in confusion, then terror, then childish discomfort.

    “Ugh,” Kevin emphasizes.

    Aaron scrubs the heels of his palms into his eyes and follows Kevin’s line of sight. Taking a moment to scan Neil up and down, he finally sees the swollen, bruised bite under Neil’s right ear.

    Aaron throws up bile into the trash.

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    AKA: The morning after Prayer To Saint Regis, where Neil is happily sore, everyone aside from he and Andrew are violently hungover, and it takes a giant bite mark for Nicky to realize they’ve been hooking up for over six months.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Neil Josten has been traveling alone for almost a year after his mother's death. She told him to find Dumbledore, he would protect him during the wizard war, from his father. Neil is an animagus like his parents, he is hiding as a fox when he hears a sound in the forbidden forest, but before he enters the castle he is caught in a trap, but a blonde boy is there to help him. Neil is thankful, but can't find a way to tell him.

     

    AFTG HOGWARTS AU Neil is running from his death-eater father, he is an animagus. After the war

    This work has a Russian Translation! https://archiveofourown.org/works/45689584

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Neil's the new employee at the PSU's campus café. Andrew and Aaron are the werewolf twins definitively not fighting over him.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    To be honest, Andrew is still surprised this is happening to him. After all, he’d only accepted the stupid deal so that Aaron would be brave enough to ask Katelyn out. He hadn’t expected Neil to bother speaking to him, much less say yes.

    But now, here he is. About to go on a date with Neil Josten – one of the most mysterious, popular, and drop-dead gorgeous kids in his school.

    It’s the best day of Andrew’s life – isn’t it? Because the hardest part is over. Now he gets to enjoy a date with the very boy he’s been crushing on for the past two years. A date that just happens to be the first one he’s had in his entire life.

    Nothing could go wrong – right?

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Neil wasn't surprised in the least to find a grown — but short — man laying down in the empty stall, not with the way Katana was dancin' in her own. He was, however, surprised to see the man was naked as the day he was born, and brandishing a hoof pick like a knife out in front of him. Pallid and sweating, he looked like he done fell face-down in a sticker patch and run over by cows. Neil stared at him, unbothered, and the man said raggedly, "Back the hell up. I will hurt you."

    Neil snorted. "Not like that, you won't," he answered. "You mean to cause any trouble?" Neil asked him, eyeing him critically. "Or you just need some hair'a the dog 'fore I call someone to come collect your sorry ass?"

    The man glared up at Neil, but Neil didn't back down. "I could stab you right now," the man threatened, but his tone was sullen, almost chastened. Neil snorted again and the man shifted and winced. "Just give me a minute," he said eventually.

    "Sure," Neil nodded. "You take your time. But touch any of my critters or my kids, and I'll shoot you dead, you hear me?"

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    14 Jun 2026

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    "I don't know who I'm marrying either," Neil blurts out.

    Andrew looks up from the floor. "What?"

    "Uncle Stuart thought it would be a good idea, something to bring the town together, sort of. It's — whoever catches the cat and brings it to my uncle…wins my hand, I guess." He rubs a hand on the back of his neck. "I didn't think…I didn't know people would, um, be so interested."

    Andrew blinks. "What?" He asks. "The — the cat?"

    "Yeah," Neil confessed. "Um, the…the orange one? That's always causing trouble?"

    Andrew's eyes widen. "Bandit?" He asks, a little horrified.

    Neil's head tilts to the side before he blinks a few times. "Sorry, what?"

    "The whole town is trying to catch my fucking cat?"

    A hysterical sounding laugh bubbles out of Neil's mouth. "Your cat?" He asks.

    Andrew blushes. "Well — he's not my cat, but he's my — friend," he finishes a little lamely when he realizes he doesn't know how else to describe his relationship with the furry bastard.

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    14 Jun 2026

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