Magarama2000



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Am I too boring for you?”

    He doesn’t mean to ask. Doesn’t mean for those words to come out. They fall from his lips before he has a chance to stop them, and the second they’re out there he wants to take them back. He wants to swallow them down so they can’t hurt anyone but himself.

    Because Ilya…Ilya flinches.

    “What.”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,127
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    8
    Comments:
    429
    Kudos:
    14,396
    Bookmarks:
    2,906
    Hits:
    139,463

    07 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane’s thoughts feel dangerous. Or - not dangerous, exactly, but really fucking scary. The kind of thoughts that used to have him bolting upright in the middle of the night, his skin drenched with cold sweat at the mere prospect of such a thing.

    But now…now Shane thinks it’s time.

    “I think this is my last season,” he whispers, voice faltering over the words he’s never said aloud before.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,731
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    230
    Kudos:
    3,927
    Bookmarks:
    562
    Hits:
    21,406

    07 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya has always known Shane could do better than him. It shouldn’t come as a surprise that he’s finally found it.

    Found someone else.

    Because that’s what this is, isn’t it?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,913
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    553
    Kudos:
    8,672
    Bookmarks:
    1,621
    Hits:
    64,245

    07 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “There’s information coming out that the Centaur’s plane crashed on its way to Tampa.”

    The entire world tilts on its axis.

    For a moment Shane feels like he’s being burned alive, and then in an instant it’s just bitter cold; there’s ice in his veins, his lungs, his heart. God, his heart. Is it still beating? He can’t tell. Surely not. Surely, if Ilya were - if he were gone, then Shane’s heart would have fallen still. There would be nothing left for it to beat for.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,066
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    9
    Comments:
    427
    Kudos:
    14,057
    Bookmarks:
    2,420
    Hits:
    116,853

    07 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “We’re just, well-“ Choui hedges, then glances round as if he’s looking for back up.

    “We’re worried that you’re a bit too controlling,” Hayes blurts out. “Of Rozanov.”

    Shane opens his mouth to respond, but he closes it again when he realises he has no fucking idea what to say. He’s - what?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,913
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    14
    Comments:
    897
    Kudos:
    28,193
    Bookmarks:
    3,819
    Hits:
    153,206

    07 Jul 2026