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    Eddie feels his life is a mess, with struggling to adjust to civilian life, being woefully out of touch with his team and the struggles of single-fatherhood. The little stability he has gets upturned when he mistakes famous Lonestar actor, Evan Buckley as an adrenaline junkie at the scene of an accident.

    Suddenly, Eddie is unable to escape the Lonestar fans, but eventually finds an outlet with his journey into fandomhood. This would be a great way to cope with his PTSD if Evan Buckley didn't keep showing up in his life, making his journey into fandom a little more complicated.

    A love letter to the 911 fandom.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Eddie: I think your brother is flirting with me.

    Maddie: He has been doing that for years.

    Eddie: Oh.

    Maddie: What are your feelings about that?

    Eddie: Good. Great, even. Fantastic. Exhilarating.

    Maddie: Do you want to elaborate further than just descriptive words?

    Eddie: No thanks.

    Maddie: You’re two birds of a fucking feather.

    Or, a collection of messages between the 118 & co throughout the month of June post the season nine finale.

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    30 May 2026

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    Eddie Diaz doesn’t remember most of his life going by. Buck’s been talking about it lately (when he actually talks to Eddie about things that matters), about how fast they’re getting older. Eddie isn’t sure he’s ready to be satisfied with what he’s done with life. Eddie isn’t sure he’s done everything he wants to yet, but maybe he should try to.

     

    Eddie trying to do things that make him happy, but he sucks at it.

    Or, how Eddie Diaz mistakes chest pain for happiness.

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    23 May 2026

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    “Yes, he has food poisoning,” his mom said. “He was sent home after being sick, and he has a stomach ache.” 

    Eddie’s head spun. “Sent home? But the school didn’t…” He shook his head, realising exactly what had happened with the school. He’d deal with it later. “Why didn’t you call me?” 

    His mother spread her hands. “You were working, Eddie, we know how important days like today are for you,” she said. 

    It was incredible how she could sound perfectly reasonable and yet so very patronising at the same time. 

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    While in Texas Chris develops appendicitis, and Eddie gets him to the hospital eight hours later than he could have because his parents decided, once again, that they knew what was best.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    Eddie meets Evan in the summer of 2010 by a lake in El Paso. Both of them still teenagers, lost in life, and a little lonely. It only takes a smile and a sympathetic ear for the two to become inseparable and promise each other forever.

    Eddie meets Buck in the fall of 2018 at a fire station in Los Angeles. It takes more than a smile and an explanation to forgive broken promises, fix broken hearts, rebuild trust and find a way to be a family again.

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    Bobby is now in front of him introducing him to some of the other firefighters, but Eddie can hardly hear whatever it is they’re saying because he can’t take his eyes off the man standing like a statue a few feet away, with wide deer-caught-in-the-headlights-eyes, open mouth, and white as a sheet of paper. The man who abandoned him and his son three years ago. The man who is still the love of his goddamn life. Captain Nash is waving him over, and Evan finally starts moving, slow and clumsy, like a zombie.

    “Eddie, this is Buck. Buck meet Eddie Diaz,” Bobby says.

    “Buck?” Eddie asks dumbfounded, still not believing what is happening.

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    05 Jan 2026