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    It’s Ilya who brings it up. He’s in his kitchen, making himself some kind of soup that Shane is already searching for recipes of—it’s called rassolnik. Leaning with one hip against the counter, he asks, “What about your sex dungeon?”

    “I don’t have a sex dungeon,” Shane says, both grossed out and intrigued by the idea.

    “The apartment, moya lyubov,” Ilya replies, fondness sheathed in annoyance. He slurps loudly, laughing when Shane makes a face at him over their video call. “What will you do with the apartment?”

    “Sell it, maybe.”

    --

    Or, Shane doesn't sell the secret-sex-apartment building. He starts renting it out, and somehow ends up with a gaggle of Russian tenants-turned-friends, several stray cats, and one very spoiled hamster.

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    01 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    Ilya made him anxious, in a good way, he thought? Or excited. Or nervous. Probably all three. He’d always had trouble differentiating those feelings. They all kinda overlapped and gave him the same swirly feeling in the pit of his stomach. But this time it felt good? It didn’t feel dangerous to him like all the other times. He liked the kind of anxiety Ilya gave him.

    Ilya didn’t have anxiety. He was the least anxious person Shane knew. If he ever felt nervous about anything, he never outwardly showed it. He never had to talk himself out of a panic attack. He just always was so calm. Cool. Level headed. Always had a solution for everything. It was exactly the kind of presence Shane needed in his life. Which is exactly how he created his new coping mechanism.

    In his head, he called it What Would Ilya Do? Everytime he was faced with a situation he wasn’t sure how he was going to manage, he’d ask himself, WWID? And usually, the answer was either so ridiculous or so cut and dry, he’d figure it out before it was a big issue.

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    Shane devises a coping mechanism for dealing with his anxious thoughts centered around his favorite person

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    30 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 82

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    Ilya leans forward in his chair, deliberately, to put his mouth right next to the microphone.

    “Oh wow,” Ilya says brightly. His Russian accent is thicker than usual. “Drapeau must be trying so hard to seduce me. But I am sorry, I am already taken. A one man man, I am.”

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    30 Jun 2026

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    I need to start off by saying that I said that I wasn’t going to talk about the relationship between Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, and I have stuck to that, but when Shane Hollander Himself reaches out to ask if you (moi) want to interview him, you (moi) don’t say no.

    So here I am, talking to Shane Hollander about hockey, Ottawa, That Quote At All Stars, and his relationship with Ilya Rozanov.

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    27 Jun 2026

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    Shane joins the Centaurs and Ilya thinks he’s won the lottery. Maybe he did, but there are repercussions. For one, Hollander is impressive. Hollander wins games. But, he wanted to play with Shane.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    “Everyone laughed, clearly charmed by Ilya’s retelling of their epic romance.”

    Ilya brings Shane to a team barbecue for the first time. It turns out to be easier than either of them expected.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    It was no secret that Shane Hollander loved one thing and one thing only, which was hockey. He spent his free time reading hockey books and watching game tape. He had an entire synthetic rink built at his cottage. He had an encyclopedic knowledge of every hockey stat from the modern era. It was so obvious - the reason he hadn’t fallen in love yet was because he needed to be with another hockey player, someone who cared about the game just as much as he did. Or, at least, almost as much as he did. Hayden didn’t know if there was anyone in the universe that loved it as much as Shane.

    And, thankfully, there were twenty-three professional women hockey players in their city!! Sure, that didn’t sound like a lot, especially when you factored in how many of them were probably single, but it was better than nothing! Now he just had to figure out how to get Shane to spend some quality time with the Victoire players. How hard could that possibly be?

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    Hayden tries to set Shane up with PWHL players. Instead of a girlfriend, Shane finds community and the support he needs to go after the man of his dreams.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane get outed via instagram live… as friends. The world reacts as their friendship becomes the most talked about thing in the hockey world.

    Being openly friends affords them more freedoms to be together, but all the more easy to lose it all.

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    Shane has a touch of Hudson Williams to him

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    22 Jun 2026

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    After launching the Irina Foundation in the fall of 2018, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov seek to affirm their newly-announced friendship and get people used to the idea that there’s more to their shared history than is commonly known. They decide that they’ll reveal new details about noteworthy moments in their shared past on the 10th anniversaries of those events.

    Chapter 1: First Meeting (Dec 2018)
    Chapter 2: Draft Day (Jun 2019)
    Chapter 3: CCM Shoot (Jul 2020)
    Chapter 4: First NHL Face Off (Oct 2020)
    Interlude: The ESPN Documentary (Nov 2020)
    Interlude: The ESPN Documentary 2.0 (Nov 2020)
    Chapter 5: First All Star Weekend (Jan 2021)

    (Or: 5 times Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov tweet about a 10th anniversary before the public knows about their relationship, and 1 time they tweet about a 10th anniversary after being involuntarily outted).

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “Did J.J. try to set you up with that guy?” Hayden asked.

    Shane nodded, then frowned. "Why didn't you, like, discourage him?"

    "That dude sounded perfect for you.” Hayden immediately held his hands up as outrage flashed across Shane’s features. “What? I just think you can do better!”

    Shane’s mouth dropped open.

    “For fuck’s sake, Hayden.”

    Hayden laughed as he crossed the room and dropped down onto the bench beside him, nudging Shane’s arm with his elbow.

    “I’m kidding. Mostly. Besides-”

    Shane closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.

    “It’s not funny.”

    “Hey,” Hayden said in a conciliatory tone, though there was no real apology in it. “Look. I fucking hate the guy, but if he’s what you want…”

    The words chafed. It felt wrong, all wrong, like someone humoring a bad decision. Like of course Shane could do better, should want better. Like it was obvious.

    Shane saw red.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “You were being extra nice knowing you were going to throw me into the fire the second the sun went down. You didn’t think to tell me this was about my friendship with Barrett?”
    “Sweetheart that’s the thing, you don’t have one and he’s my best frie-” Shane doesn’t want to hear it. He turns to Barrett who unwisely followed him to the kitchen
    “You’re a fucking piece of shit you know that, right?”

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    21 Jun 2026

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    “I know you’re like, quiet about being gay. But this isn’t some like self hating shit, right? I mean, if it is, I’m happy to talk about it.” Shane barks a laugh, louder than he means to which results in drawing the attention of a few other players around him. Shane doesn’t notice though, locked in on Barrett. He slides out from under the man’s arms and turns to face him.

    “You want to talk to me about being a self-hating gay? You?” Shane’s voice isn’t quiet like it was when the two first started talking.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    The locker room was buzzing in a way Shane could feel right below the surface of his skin. Not quite progressed to a humming in his bones, but getting there. His body felt like a switchboard, with every nerve lit up. He could feel the weight of each strand of hair against his scalp. The pool of sweat starting to dry against his lower back in the way that always made him want to scrub his skin raw.

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    Shane learns the language for the things he’s experienced his whole life. It opens up his world but also leads him to grieve the life he could have had if he only knew the words sooner. At least he doesn’t have to navigate it alone.

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    20 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 68

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    Ilya is a very cool guy. According to Ilya. But Cliff has some notes on that, and much to Shane's delight, he decides to share them.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Shane didn’t go back to Montreal after the Boxing Day fight.  Instead, he has a panic attack, a revelation, and ends up causing some panic amongst his loved ones.

    Or Shane and Ilya deal with their issues before the plane incident, and how that changes The Long Game.

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    18 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 94

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    Kip Grady never expected to solve one of hockey's biggest secrets while working a slow shift at a smoothie bar.
    But when NHL superstars Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander show up on consecutive days ordering the exact same bizarre smoothie combinations - and making suspiciously affectionate phone calls - Kip starts putting the pieces together.
    Years later, when the two captains finally announce their engagement, the entire hockey world is shocked. Kip isn't.
    After all, the smoothies told him everything.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander accidentally comes out to his hockey team after years of hiding his sexuality behind carefully crafted personas and unfinished coming out speeches. As the Metros slowly begin icing him out on and off the ice, Shane spirals between rage, grief, and self-discovery—while Ilya refuses to let him forget exactly who he is.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    "We could play what if's for hours. I know you know this. Your brain is just being very mean right now, telling you things that are not true."

    "Probably," Shane huffs. 

    And then Ilya did something very silly, he knocked on Shane's head and says "hello, Shane's brain? This is his husband, Ilya Rozanov, best hockey player in the league. I have fight to pick with you. You are being very mean to my Shane. Please leave him alone or I will fight you."

    "Oh my god, you're so weird," Shane laughed. "I cannot believe I married the biggest idiot on the planet."

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    Shane Hollander and anxiety?

    What?

    Never.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    “No, no, there is no recipe. You measure with your heart.”

    “Oh, okay.”

    “Listen. What does your heart say?”

    “My heart says it wants a recipe.”

    Harris Drover decides that Shane Hollander needs help, and he’s just the man for the job. A Harris POV of him getting to know Shane and introducing him to the team via their favorite activities.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Please let me in, she thinks. I can be better. I can do it right this time, I promise.

    Or: an exploration into why Yuna might've needed 5 minutes to herself after learning that her son had been hiding a relationship from her for nearly a decade.

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    12 Jun 2026

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