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  1. Summary

    This is not a TRUE series. This is simply a collection of any fics I have written of Sterek in another universe. Ie; my favorite books, movies, shows, etc with Sterek in place of the characters.

    Each fic is completely stand alone and not all of them need to be read to understand the others.

    This is inspired by the “Everything Is Romantic” song/tiktok audio that has created hundreds of edits on TikTok for many fandoms. Falling in love again and again.

    Hope you enjoy!

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    A decade ago, Ilya Rozanov’s attempt to get the quiet, strait-laced Canadian captain alone after a CCM photoshoot ended in failure. Since then, their rivalry on the ice has only grown fiercer, especially after Ilya joined Ottawa, bringing the fight to Shane’s home town.

    Now, after a brutal attack and attempt on his life, Shane Hollander needs somewhere to lie low… Of course the only safe place to hide out in the entire city is at his rivals ridiculously fortified home.

    Can Shane survive the Russian menace long enough to discover who’s really trying to kill him… or will the man he’s spent years hating be the death of him in the end?

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    Ilya saves Shane from a mugging in a parking lot, and then saves him from himself.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Nobody moves for a moment as Shane stares the woman down, and he’s seconds away from sawing the damn thing off himself, when the woman nods to the men surrounding the hybrid. And then there’s a flurry of movement, a clicking sound and then the men stand back to reveal Ilya in his bare faced glory, unobstructed by the muzzle.

    Shane takes him in, inhaling softly at the sharp cheekbones, the moles dusted over his face, the pillowy lips that are set in a firm, displeased line. Shane wonders how big his fangs are. If he was a fighter, they must have been sharpened regularly.

    Shane doesn’t want to think about the damage this wall of a hybrid had inflicted on others, the damage he could inflict on Shane. The hybrid stares at him, expression hard to determine but the intensity of it has Shane holding back a shiver. He’s staring at Shane like he can see every thought inside of him, calculating. As if they were on opposing sides of a ring, ready for the bell to chime and for Ilya to go in for the kill.

    Shane gets roped into fostering a troublesome hybrid with a bad track record. Except what begins as a cordial arrangement turns into something much more complicated.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    “Boys, I need you to be on your best behavior,” Ilya said seriously before shout-whispering: “Our new teammate is hockey royalty.”

    Shane would have rolled his eyes if he wouldn’t have been mortified by how quiet the room suddenly turned. He raised his free hand to wave awkwardly before presenting himself: “Hi, I’m Shane - uhm, Hollander. It’s good to be here.”

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    “Shane Motherfucking Hollander is on our team.”

    It must have been Dykstra that broke the silence and before Shane could react, the guys were already getting closer, greeting him with tight handshakes and big smiles. Most of them have attended their impromptu wedding so theoretically, it wasn’t their first time meeting, but the enthusiasm seemed to have remained the same, all the attention making blood rush to Shane’s freckled cheeks.

    Ilya had to force himself not to smother him with kisses right there and then.

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    Shane's first season as a Centaur comes with a lot of ups and downs but thankfully for him, the love of his life is by his side every step of the way ♡

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Troy’s grin turned sharp and mischievous. “Alright then,” he spoke up. “New bet.”

    “No.” Ilya groaned. “Why is everything always a bet?”

    “Because you hate losing,” Wyatt answered as if it was obvious.

    Troy clapped his hands together. “Okay, so,” he started, his eyes gleaming. “Rozanov has to get Shane Hollander to fall in love with him.”

    Ilya stared at him, his brain’s processing lagging half a second behind. “You think you are jokester, yes? You are joking.”

    or, in which hockey captain Ilya Rozanov drunkenly agrees to a bet to make the nerdy Shane Hollander fall in love with him

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    22 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 30

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    “Did you take this?” Shane held up the picture of his own face.

    “You told me to take pictures of things that interested me, did you not?”

    Ilya moved past him towards the exit while Shane stared at him wordlessly

    “I’m a good listener, Shane.”

    Looking is passive. Seeing is intentional.

    A semester-long photography class gives Ilya Rozanov thirty-six exposures at a time to figure out why he keeps pointing his camera at Shane Hollander.

    Shane, meanwhile, is trying very hard not to look back.

    A college photography AU about film, hockey, grief, orange cats, and accidentally falling in love one frame at a time.

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    21 Jun 2026