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Five times Castiel kisses Dean Winchester. Because it's the greatest format yet and I will die on this hill.
Starting gentle and relatively innocuous, becoming something so much more.
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20 Feb 2026
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In the years after Tarmon Gai'don Mat has been busy in Seanchan trying to fix the damage that was caused by the riots brought on by Semirhage, and Perrin has been busy with him being Lord of the Two Rivers and Faile being the queen of Saldaea, so the first time the two met as friends was during the ten years anniversary of the Last Battle.
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16 Jul 2025
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Dean finds out that Castiel has never had a blowjob. He slips and spirals and reasons himself into deciding that, well, someone's gotta do it, right?
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20 May 2025
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An empirical exploration of Dean Winchester’s genital reflex arcs and erectile physiology, as observed and stimulated by Castiel. Emphasis on cremasteric response, penile hemodynamics, and the neuromuscular coordination underlying human orgasm. Subject reports high satisfaction.
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18 May 2025
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“I can’t look at him – I can’t look at Jack because when I do, I don’t just see Cas. I see her.”
Sam looks a couple inches closer to walking out. Like a fog has cleared and the weight of expectation has been lifted off his shoulders. Like he’s given up.
His voice is as light as it is sharp, “A girl, Dean? You’re actually going to try and make this about a girl?”
Shame fills Dean’s lungs until his ears ring and he chokes on the weight of the words clawing their way up his throat. He’s going under, attempting to hold back a tsunami with a bucket while his little brother watches with an indifference more painful than his derision.
When he speaks, Dean pitches his voice low in an attempt to disguise the raw edge it has taken on, as if the name had been physically torn from him, entirely unbidden.
“Emma.”
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Between 13.04 The Big Empty and 13.05 Advanced Thanatology. Four thousand canon compliant words of Dean Winchester having a breakdown over his total inability to reconcile the fact that the half-human son of Satan himself is just a little boy who needs saving, with the fact that Dean couldn’t save, wasn’t enough to save, his own half-human daughter.
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20 Aug 2023
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“Take me,” Dean says. He doesn’t have to think about it. “Take me as your vessel, Cas.”
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or: Cas is cursed into an endless sleep. Dean offers himself up as his vessel while they try to break it.
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22 Jul 2023
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there is comfort in this cage, to kiss you the way you visit my mind by gonefishingloveu
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies)
12 May 2021
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His eyes, intense and icy blue, pierce yours through the reflection. “You own me, my love,” he says, but the smoldering look he gives you leaves you weak and wanting. “I am but yours to command.”
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20 Jul 2023
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12 Feb 2023
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“Walls of darkness. Hiding the doors to Dean’s memories,” Cas muses and frowns. “We could be surrounded by thousands, all of them hidden from our perception.”
“Until we stand in the right place, looking in the right direction,” Sam continues, rubbing the back of his neck.
“It is a clever tactic on Michael’s part,” Cas admits grudgingly. “All of the doors are identical so we will inevitably back-track to the same memories multiple times.”
“So, it’s some kind of…maze?” Sam points out.
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Suptober Day 1: Maze
In an attempt to free Dean from Michael, Cas and Sam journey deep into Dean's mind. Unfortunately, they find themselves stuck in an endless void of darkness, with only Dean's worst memories to guide their way.
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09 Feb 2023
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Years of not celebrating his birthday had conditioned Dean to not expect anything more than buying himself a case of beer, and drinking until life seemed slightly more bearable. But that was before Dean married Cas. Now, they celebrate these special occasions—together. Usually, Cas isn’t so subtle with his “secret” celebration plans. But this year when Dean wakes up on his birthday, Cas isn’t lying in bed next to him. Instead, there’s a mysterious note on Cas’ pillow saying: Come and find me, Cowboy. Dean has no idea what his husband has planned for his birthday, but he does know that he is completely in love with Cas, and this is the best birthday he’s ever had.
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28 Jan 2023
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Castiel almost looks away to continue his search when he notices it: the little details. The ones that are off. The way he can see Dean chewing on his cheek, trying not to bite on his lip, and Cas' muddled brain can't help but connect that to trying not to moan. Dean's right leg - the one facing him - is raised, bent at the knee, though Castiel knows he wouldn't normally sit like that while trying to sleep. When he looks down, his pupils dilate at the sight of the man's fingers digging into the duvet, curling further, though Cas can practically sense that he's trying not to.
Eyes trailing up his body, it's easy to spot the tension someone else would mistake for ease. But it's not the kind Castiel is used to. The kind they see practically every day - waiting for danger, trying to be predator instead of prey. It's the kind he sees less often - in bars, around pretty women, sometimes when he watches the human sleep. It's something he recognizes, and Castiel's eyes widen as his gaze finally reaches Dean's face, wondering whether he's willing the man to open his eyes or keep them shut.
Those aren't his fantasies. Because they're Dean's.
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12 Jan 2022
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God is dead. Sammy finally has what he always wanted. The kid is alive again and trying to figure out the whole human schtick. Cas – Cas is complicated, like always. And Dean is barreling headfirst into a mental breakdown. It’s the end of the road so far, and the future never looked so frightening.
“I can’t,” Dean stammers into Cas’s chest. “With you – I can’t.” And Cas goes very still, stops rubbing his hand up and down Dean’s back. But I want to. Please, Cas, don’t leave me. Because I want to.
“Dean,” Cas says, still not moving. “I can tell you’re praying to me, but I can’t hear you. I’m sorry.”
An alternate ending to the series, focusing a lot on *feelings* and *mental health* and *processing trauma* – because, you know, what’s better than that?
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10 Jan 2022
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You wouldn't have thought he actually manages to beat Seven's security system.
He really's nothing like you expected. But now you're unable to escape anymore.
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- Part 16 of Saeran Smut ~
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03 Jan 2022
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25 Dec 2021
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Coming back sometimes means coming undone. Cas has a body now, just the one, for the rest of his life. He must learn to live in it, to heal. Jack deserves that. Dean needs that. If the words must go unsaid, he’ll paint them into his skin.
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15 Dec 2021
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Dean's always loved books.
(OR: You know how Dean Winchester is an autodidact who built an EMF machine out of a Walkman, got his GED just because, knows the difference and nuances in Vonnegut's works, is good at strategy and LARPs, easily references Tolstoy and ancient Greek fables, and has a huge pop culture knowledge base because he soaks up everything like a sponge? Me too. And you know how Supernatural usually wants us to pretend that's not true? Yeah ... how about fuck that?
A #DeanStudies fic that proposes Dean has an interior life, a brain in his head, and the urge to do better. Oh and, of course, it fixes the finale!)
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- Part 1 of read between the lines
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09 Dec 2021
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14 Nov 2021
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Realizing by now that Cas isn’t here, Dean turns to leave and resume his search. He’s stopped, however, by the sight of a blue book sitting on Cas’ bed. It looks brand new, which is not normal. The former angel has a penchant for second hand novels, one that Dean has never understood. Nevertheless, this one looks new, the spine only just cracked, and the edges still crisped from little use.
Unable to walk away, Dean plops onto the bed and picks up the book.
Every Word You Cannot Say.
Huh.
Dean flicks through the pages. It looks like poetry, which makes Dean groan out loud. Of course Castiel would read poetry.
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Or, Dean learns about Cas through the words of Iain St. Thomas.Bookmarked by Its_just_normal_me
02 Nov 2021
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The first thing Cas does coming back from the Empty is start a shotgun war with Sam. Twelve years and he's never complained about the backseat once, but apparently he's got the down time to do it now. Sam is outraged and ridiculously competitive. Dean's staying out of it. He's got his own feelings to think about now, this annoying little itch in the back of head that's telling him he's supposed to figure something out. Something to do with Cas. He doesn't know how the now ex-angel summoned the Empty, or what he said that made him smile tears of joy moments before being killed. Dean's got a lot of shit to figure out, but will Cas wait for him?
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24 Oct 2021
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Kora sits by a window and looks out. She looks around at the people, she looks away towards the mountains, she looks up to the sky. And she wants to be a part of that.
-A character study of KoraSeries
- Part 1 of Kora fics
- Part 1 of Marvel Character Studies
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12 Oct 2021