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    Now, for the first time in years, he found himself praying. Not caring who listened. Not caring if anyone listened.
    Take anything.
    Take the game.
    Take my career.
    Take whatever you want.

    Just let him wake up.
    Because Shane couldn't be gone.
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    Cliff Marlow isn't the one who sends Shane Hollander to the hospital.
    Ilya Rozanov is.
    And when the worst thing Ilya can imagine happens, keeping their relationship a secret becomes impossible.

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    26 Jul 2026

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    WIP// I am loving this story so much. From the very 1st chapter I was sucked in! Really love how the author tackles both Ilya and Shane’s respective mental health obstacles. And omg the orca comparison of how Ilya shows love made me tear up!! Can’t wait to see what happens next! Thank you for sharing this wonderfully creative world with us!! ❤️❤️

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    What if Scott Hunter was waiting for an elevator in Vegas?

    What if Shane and Ilya had an emotional support Old Man and his Art History Twink?

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    22 Jul 2026

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    WIP // I am so in love with the story!!! I have re-read several times and really hope the author continues to give us more chapters!!! Hayden omg breaks my heart but I am hopefully he finally gets his happy ending! There is a sex tape with two characters I never saw having one and I loved that scene and everyone’s reaction! I have loved this authors alternate reality and interpretation of characters and I will anxiously await that lovely AO3 email update that’s says a new chapter is available - no matter how long it takes! ❤️❤️

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    Shane Hollander has built himself around routine, his life blood is hockey. Struggling to understand his team off the ice and the people around him, he carves out a few silent hours to himself. It's just him and his skates. But the hard fought peace is fragile, like cracks in too thin ice. It only takes a slight impact to shatter. Shane is fighting to hold his team and himself together as everything comes crashing down around him.

    Someone hacks into Rose Landry's phone in a club, they then release the images of Shane's texts online and all hell breaks loose. Shane is left to pick up the pieces. Ilya makes some choices in the aftermath that change everything. Shane decides to stop hiding and Ilya is a possessive asshole who makes it everyone else's problem. With far less reason to hide himself anymore, Shane begins to show more of who he really is behind the polite, media worthy façade. They instead find a team who are ready to fight the world for each other and a found family that has far reaching threads.

    Maybe Shane can have both Hockey and Ilya. The world will just have to deal with it.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    WIP // amazing storyline with Shane joining Ilya’s team and then creating their own family unit. I adore Luca and Levi and how they complete their little family. Loving that Luca has found love not only with his new dads but with Adrien! Can’t wait to see what happens next ❤️❤️

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    Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.

    Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.

    So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.

    After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    This story captivated me from the first chapter. These lines devastated me when I read them because I could see a vision of myself within them…“Because once you are loved and then not loved, there are only so many conclusions a child can draw. Ilya drew the simplest one. It had to be him.” I’m so grateful Ilya found Shane and finally was able to be loved the way he has not felt since he was 12. Thank you for creating this amazing story. This will be one of my go to re-reads whenever I need a reminder we all deserve to be loved unconditionally! Thank you ❤️❤️

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Amazing amazing amazing!!! Rookies chirp Ilya by hitting on Shane and it’s so hilarious to watch the chaos unfold as Ilya crashes out!! One of my favorite laugh until your stomach hurts stories!! ❤️❤️