17 Works by IndecisiveEm
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Due to his most recent tour, Tooru found himself visiting Japan, but without any home to return to. To maintain his safety, he was required to date a newly hired bodyguard in public without anyone knowing the latter's job, after receiving odd comments online. Finding himself sharing his space with another, Tooru feared that his secrets would be revealed.
He didn't want to be left only with his useless pride.
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Kiyoomi had been pining for his knight for years, yet despite all the signs, the other remained oblivious, despite still being as cheerful and devoted. It was carving a hole in his heart.
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Shouyou was always there to provide Kiyoomi with the help he needed. If he was overwhelmed and needed space, he would do anything to ensure that. If he was aching and his joints hurt, he would notice it without a word and offer him a massage. It warmed him up —it always did. The tips of his ears would usually burn red by the end.But although the blush never dulled, he started feeling imprisoned by his own feelings. Kiyoomi always took time to digest his emotions and come to terms with them, and despite seeing no need in hiding them from Shouyou, he felt as if they went unperceived, and he felt helpless.
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Mistake
/mɪˈsteɪk/
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An act or judgement that is misguided or wrong.Flipping the nonexistent pages of his dictionary, Atsumu just sighed as he melted into his chair. It wasn’t a mistake. It couldn’t have been a mistake.
To mistake.
Verb
Be wrong about.He couldn’t have mistaken his feelings to the point of invalidity. But could feeling right catch flames and burn as hot in his chest?
If Shouyou thought of him important enough to even reach the moon, he might as well bring the ladder.
And so he caved in.
What happened once happened twice more. It didn’t stop happening until the bridge they crossed no longer had enough logs to hold both of them. One of them had to fall eventually.
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Or, a drunken party after Atsumu and Hinata's recent encounter led to an arrangement built on hidden feelings.
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Kenma's transition to university was anything but smooth, especially when he wanted to join the band club for a hobby he refused to give up. Things only got worse when the bassist made a bad first impression. But with an upcoming competition and soon-to-be failed exams forcing them to work together, Kenma found that as he tuned his guitar, his heart started to resonate at a different frequency. Much like a song evolving through stages of composition, their story unfolded, as Kenma wrestled with feelings he refused to acknowledge.
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Kenma wonders if past him from just two months would be proud of him if he was to see him now.
He felt like he knew them for longer than it was. Bokuto was a big brother figure and despite his open personality, Kenma wasn’t surprised he found comfort in being his friend. Akaashi was an easy pick. From the start, Kenma knew they’d get along.
Then there was Kuroo. Though Kenma liked to think of him as his “arch nemesis,” he’d spent most of his time with him ever since Kuroo began helping him with his studies, even after exams were over.
But as days went by, that felt more like an excuse. Maybe he did enjoy being his friend, beat him. No one had to know that.
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Tooru hates Atsumu, despite spending nearly every day around him due to their shared college friends. But Tooru has a secret—one that risks being exposed when he wakes up one day in Atsumu’s body.
Believing himself to be a wingless bird for feeling different, the two must work together to undo whatever misfortune has befallen them.
Maybe he still has a chance to fly, after all.
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He hated Atsumu’s dyed hair, his snickers, and his explosive personality. But Tooru would be a damn liar (more than he already was) if he denied how lucky—and beautiful—Atsumu was to smile softly, without a hint of fakeness, when talking to or about his brother, despite all the insults flying back and forth.To be loved unconditionally was a feeling Tooru chased after until he broke and fell like a wingless bird believing himself capable of flying only to get hurt and pained, with no one to take care of his wounds.
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Kiyoomi comes across an injured Kitsune on her way back from gathering ingredients and decides to offer a helping hand—or rather, a hat.
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It’s been a while since Rintarou has fallen from the grace of the loved, but now all he could think of as he dragged his feet further ahead, was a childhood memory —or an illusion he convinced himself with.
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Rintarou, injured, finds himself at Atsumu's doorstep—a childhood friend who couldn’t bear to see Rintarou's face anymore since he became a villain. All he wanted was to see his face once more.
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Rintarou broke Atsumu’s human, beating heart in the past, leading to their breakup, but now, seeing him again, he starts reliving all their memories and reflecting on what led them here, hoping to fix what was broken—if he is deserving.
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Oikawa Tooru gets sick and Suna Rintarou is there to take care of him.
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Atsumu loved him — just differently, like a friend, not the way Rintarou wished for him to be loved. And that was okay. It had to be okay, to not be bitter. He couldn’t control how to lie down in others’ hearts but be glad he was even there. He willed for Atsumu to have a bigger space in his heart than he had in his.
And so, when he prepared to ask Atsumu to fake date him, in the pretence of solving the issue of his fangirls, now that they went pro, he knew he would not be refused. Because he was loved, even if not enough .
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Suna Rintarou suggests fake dating to Atsumu, while already being in love with him.
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He is Osamu Miya, even if that is not the truth. Osamu Miya was dancing in the arms of Sakusa Kiyoomi - the soon-to-be crowned king, the host of this party- the Itachiyama’s crowned prince’s birthday party.
He is Osamu Miya, even if he was Atsumu, deprived even of his last name. He had a name, but he wished he was someone to anyone but himself and his twin.
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Tooru visits his boyfriend for the first time after a year of long distance, experiencing a journey of love and growth.
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Even cacti bloom with flowers, but it is rare for people to refer to them as such, nor do they pick them for their lovers, just because they’re different. Tooru feared to seem out of place to Rintarou’s mother.
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Suna Rintarou gets Hanahaki, yet still thinks Atsumu is deserving of a whole garden of flowers.
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When kindred souls connect one with the other, they usually leave their bodies for a short while as they try to find each other. It’s a sorrowful celebration filled with hope of not getting lost wandering away from home, like an unattainable momentary freedom sought by a devoted being.
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In a world of highly customizable androids, Suna Rintarou grapples with grief after losing his beloved. Desperate for solace, he decides to order an android, implanting his lover's memories and personality into the new companion. However, as the reality of receiving something completely different sinks in, Suna finds himself overwhelmed by waves of grief, realizing that healing extends beyond merely enduring pain.
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It takes time for threads to become entangled and for emotions to be acknowledged. Here's a short story about how Hinata and Kageyama found their way to each other.