IndecisiveEm
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Due to his most recent tour, Tooru found himself visiting Japan, but without any home to return to. To maintain his safety, he was required to date a newly hired bodyguard in public without anyone knowing the latter's job, after receiving odd comments online. Finding himself sharing his space with another, Tooru feared that his secrets would be revealed.
He didn't want to be left only with his useless pride.
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Kiyoomi had been pining for his knight for years, yet despite all the signs, the other remained oblivious, despite still being as cheerful and devoted. It was carving a hole in his heart.
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Shouyou was always there to provide Kiyoomi with the help he needed. If he was overwhelmed and needed space, he would do anything to ensure that. If he was aching and his joints hurt, he would notice it without a word and offer him a massage. It warmed him up —it always did. The tips of his ears would usually burn red by the end.But although the blush never dulled, he started feeling imprisoned by his own feelings. Kiyoomi always took time to digest his emotions and come to terms with them, and despite seeing no need in hiding them from Shouyou, he felt as if they went unperceived, and he felt helpless.
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Mistake
/mɪˈsteɪk/
Noun
An act or judgement that is misguided or wrong.Flipping the nonexistent pages of his dictionary, Atsumu just sighed as he melted into his chair. It wasn’t a mistake. It couldn’t have been a mistake.
To mistake.
Verb
Be wrong about.He couldn’t have mistaken his feelings to the point of invalidity. But could feeling right catch flames and burn as hot in his chest?
If Shouyou thought of him important enough to even reach the moon, he might as well bring the ladder.
And so he caved in.
What happened once happened twice more. It didn’t stop happening until the bridge they crossed no longer had enough logs to hold both of them. One of them had to fall eventually.
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Or, a drunken party after Atsumu and Hinata's recent encounter led to an arrangement built on hidden feelings.
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Kenma's transition to university was anything but smooth, especially when he wanted to join the band club for a hobby he refused to give up. Things only got worse when the bassist made a bad first impression. But with an upcoming competition and soon-to-be failed exams forcing them to work together, Kenma found that as he tuned his guitar, his heart started to resonate at a different frequency. Much like a song evolving through stages of composition, their story unfolded, as Kenma wrestled with feelings he refused to acknowledge.
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Kenma wonders if past him from just two months would be proud of him if he was to see him now.
He felt like he knew them for longer than it was. Bokuto was a big brother figure and despite his open personality, Kenma wasn’t surprised he found comfort in being his friend. Akaashi was an easy pick. From the start, Kenma knew they’d get along.
Then there was Kuroo. Though Kenma liked to think of him as his “arch nemesis,” he’d spent most of his time with him ever since Kuroo began helping him with his studies, even after exams were over.
But as days went by, that felt more like an excuse. Maybe he did enjoy being his friend, beat him. No one had to know that.
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Tooru hates Atsumu, despite spending nearly every day around him due to their shared college friends. But Tooru has a secret—one that risks being exposed when he wakes up one day in Atsumu’s body.
Believing himself to be a wingless bird for feeling different, the two must work together to undo whatever misfortune has befallen them.
Maybe he still has a chance to fly, after all.
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He hated Atsumu’s dyed hair, his snickers, and his explosive personality. But Tooru would be a damn liar (more than he already was) if he denied how lucky—and beautiful—Atsumu was to smile softly, without a hint of fakeness, when talking to or about his brother, despite all the insults flying back and forth.To be loved unconditionally was a feeling Tooru chased after until he broke and fell like a wingless bird believing himself capable of flying only to get hurt and pained, with no one to take care of his wounds.
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It can take anywhere between 18 to 200 days to develop a habit.
Kaveh wants to see how he can influence Alhaitham into expecting a specific routine every morning.Bookmarked by IndecisiveEm
30 Jun 2026
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“Congratulations,” Kaveh’s body – Alhaitham – says dryly, the smooth, sarcastic tone sounding odd in Kaveh’s voice. “You’ve helped me figure out what the artifact does. Unfortunately, it now appears to be broken.”
Kaveh struggles to his feet as Alhaitham gestures to the artifact. It lies on the floor, cracked and bent, and Kaveh winces. “Great. And now we have another problem. I’d like my own body back, Alhaitham.”
Alhaitham frowns. “I would appreciate the same. It’s very hard to breathe in your body. I’m concerned your ribs might be broken.”
Alhaitham brings a supposedly safe artifact home that ends up swapping his and Kaveh's bodies, and they discover some things about each other. Or: a t4t haikavetham bodyswap one-shot featuring Kaveh not binding safely and Alhaitham now having to deal with the consequences of that.
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- Part 2 of t4t hkvthm fics
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28 Jun 2026
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Kaveh held back his sarcasm. This guy was already getting on his nerves, and it didn't help that this was his eighth appointment of the day. “Tell me what you’re looking for in a relationship.”
“Companionship," Alhaitham replied. "Someone to go home to. A second opinion when I would like to discuss something. Casual company. Someone to get to know on an intimate level. Someone to be physically comfortable with. Someone who understands me.”
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24 Jun 2026
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oh not to lose in silver heap (the one you dreamed, the cherished) by safittarius for strwbunny
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Dec 2025
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Throughout Kaveh's ups and downs, Alhaitham is always there, watching.
How much is ambition worth?
Where does the border between conviction and mania lie?
If the voice is to be trusted, Alhaitham will one day ask Kaveh these questions. If he’s lucky, he will even get the responses.
What will it take for you to stop wasting away?
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Over (and over) by LittleWhiteTie for 816dreams
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Jul 2025
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Kaveh is drawn back into the life of his superhero ex after a call for help—Alhaitham’s been injured and has no one else to turn to. As Kaveh takes care of Alhaitham, old feelings resurface, and he begins to question whether leaving was really the right decision.
“I’ve gotta go home to feed Mehrak and change her litter, but I’ll be back soon.”
Alhaitham blinks at Kaveh. “You’re… coming back?”
“I can’t just leave you alone like this.”
Alhaitham’s lips quirk up. “I should’ve gotten stabbed six months ago,” he utters under his breath.
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21 Jun 2026