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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    Pliny the Elder was right. Swansong sounds like shit.

    A mere eight years after the launch of the Hail Mary, the probes return. It raises many questions, the how, the why so soon, but many answers: the most important being the answer to the astrophage problem. With that being tended to, the Earth must now also contend with the reality that it exists in the same galaxy as another hyperintelligent alien species- one that seemed capable enough of compassion to help one of Earth’s own.

    Five astronauts will be selected as ambassadors to Erid for the Xenia mission.
    Reyes Vargas knows he's gone far already, but he didn't realize just how much further he can go.
    Tilly Lawrence simply doesn’t have anything worth sticking around for on Earth.
    Zuura Aydarov has lost everything to one war, and she would lose it all again to prevent another.
    De Cho has always been willing to pay the cost as a high achiever, and what’s higher than the stars?
    Marwan Paz-Gil is just glad he finally convinced NASA that powdered Red Bull is, in fact, entirely vital to mission success.

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    10 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    “I wish Shane Hollander loved me more than anyone else in the world,” Ilya whispered. The stick cracked in his hands, snapping in half.
    Nothing happened for a few minutes. And then his phone’s screen lit up.

    Or

    When Shane starts dating Rose Landry, Ilya makes a wish, unaware of how much it will change the person he loves.

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    10 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    "I wish Baron Bailey loved me more than anybody else in the world"

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    Inverted Obsession AU

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    10 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 3

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    This story depicts Naim, a trauma-ridden restaurant worker who is trying to get by and his bleak coworker, Ryan. One morning Ryan flips and the usual morning events take an abrupt turn down a spiraling journey that feels endless. (a The Passengers 2023 x ryanaim au)

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    10 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    “You’re so eager to make it up to me, hm?” He chirps, biting at Naim’s bottom lip. The brunet whimpers, scratching at the nape of Ryan’s neck. “Bet you’d let me bend you over right here.”

    Naim nods, desperate, eyes teary.

    “Yeah,” Ryan laughs, shaking his head. He lazily strokes Naim’s cock, not enough to get him there, but enough to keep him feeling insane. “You’re such a slut. All f’me.”

    Naim wants to bristle at being called a slut. Really, he does. But Ryan’s not wrong. The things he makes Naim feel, he’s never experienced before. He wants everything with Ryan. He wants to let Ryan do whatever to him. He’ll like it, knows he will. He’s hard pressed to find something he wouldn’t like about Ryan, being fucked by him.

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    10 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    naim had done this a dozen times before, but his heart still hammered against his ribs, still raced with the fear of being caught, of someone seeing him climb into ryan whelan’s bedroom like a stray cat looking for warmth.

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    09 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 9

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    Naim: *nags over whatever*
    Ryan: ur so pretty haha

    or a social media au where ryanaim are (not so) childhood friends made by coding.

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    09 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    Ryan’s head hasn’t stopped swimming with thoughts– he wants to say so much, and ask so many questions, even if he’s scared of the answers. More than anything, he wants to apologize profusely. But what he thinks about now is the inevitable dread of splitting up to their houses when they get back– the cold night and colder house with people who don’t speak to him before he goes to bed anymore.

    He thinks back to the mill. He doesn’t know if anything will ever be like that again.

    Plus, Naim’s gaze puts any coherent thoughts out of his head. Naim’s gaze darting to his lips, and back, and moving towards him feels like some siren call. And he's not really well equipped to deal with resisting that.

    Or: The hospital scene + the bus scene, but from Ryan’s point of view.

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    09 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 5

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    Ryan sighed - there was the naim-stop-smoking sigh that he remembered before - and brought the washcloth up to tenderly dab at the already crusted blood on his cheekbone. “And lost your pretty privilege- maybe the few brain cells left in there too. Entertain me. Who’s the president?”

    Naim scoffed against the washcloth. “Prime minister, dickhead. You watch too much American shit.”

    Ryan pressed firmer into his cheek, sending fresh waves of pain through Naim’s aching head. He groaned, attempting weakly to push Ryan’s unrelenting hand off. “What’s his fucking name- Guy who shit himself in the Maccas.”

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    or the coffee shop au

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    09 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    It’s been two weeks since he landed in Sydney. One week since he moved into a cheap, pocket-sized apartment that didn’t make him want to tear his hair out. Four days since he last saw his ex, Naim, sitting in the very same coffee shop.

    Truth be told: Naim was the last person Ryan was expecting to see. The last person Ryan wanted to see, actually, but fate has a funny way of stitching the broken pieces of his life back together and slapping him with it.

    Or: Ryan and Naim see each other again after two years, and Ryan realises he's still very much in love with him and wants to get him back. They live in the same building, so how hard can it be?

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    09 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 25

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    “you look ridiculous.”

    “you look like you want to eat me alive.”

    or

    ryan and naim dress as cowboys for a halloween party, then they fuck about it.

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    09 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 3

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    Riley and Naima smoke together for the first time on the cold, unfeeling floor of the mill. They are warm, and they feel.

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    09 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 6

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    “Naim,” Ryan whispered like his name was a prayer once they reached the restrooms. Naim wasn’t sure what it was Ryan wanted but he would willingly give it to him.

    “Ryan?” Naim asked hesitantly as the other shifted closer to him, pushing him up against the tiled wall.
    ~
    After the escape

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    08 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Naim,” Ryan says lowly.

    “Yes!” Naim whimpers against the tile. “Yes, I fucking like it.”

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    08 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 4

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    “It’s not enough because I love you! I want you to live. It’s not about the Entity.”

    “Yes it is,” Ryan spits. “Everything is about the Entity. If you hadn’t—“

    Naim recoils. Ryan stops, shakes his head.

    “Say it,” Naim whispers, teary. “Say it, Ryan.”

    Ryan purses his lips. “If you hadn’t outed me, the Entity wouldn’t be trying to kill us. I can’t even fucking die in peace, Naim, because I’m terrified that this thing will kill you, too.”

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    08 Jul 2026

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    08 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 2

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    The entities are just monsters after all, unrelenting demons conjured up to hunt them to the ends of the Earth. How human could they possibly be?

    Naim reflects, and realizes, he isn't so sure anymore.

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    07 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 35

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    “It’s okay,” Naim said. There was still blood seeping from his mouth.

    “No.” Ryan shook his head. He didn’t know where to touch Naim, didn’t know if he trusted himself to. Carefully he reached for his wrist, the closest thing, and pulled his hand from where it clenched white around the railing. “No, fuck. Come here—”

    Ryan could see the ragged skin of the gash beneath Naim’s chin, the blood still dripping freely onto his collarbones. A deep wine-purple was blooming at his brow. And Ryan had done this, the real Ryan.

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    In a moment of panic, Ryan mistakes Naim for the Entity.

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    07 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 14

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    They were living together, almost properly. The dingy motel room had become like a makeshift apartment. Yeah, they had no stove or oven or whatever. But Naim worked on his portfolio at the desk while Ryan folded laundry on the bed. They ate frozen meals out of the microwave together every night. They fell asleep in the same bed at night and Naim walked Ryan to work in the morning. It was domestic. Naim wasn’t supposed to get this. He had thought he’d never get this. He wasn’t sure he really had it.

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    07 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 39

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    Every time he would tell Ryan something in that stern voice, Ryan would shrink and give him the most wounded look in his eyes. At first, it made Naim feel bad. But eventually he figured out that Ryan would do it on purpose. He would push and push and do things he knew would get him in trouble. It was like a game, almost.

    That was when the thread had started to unravel for Naim. Every kink in the chain was formed by some joke, some misunderstanding that went too far and had Ryan cowering at his feet with that hazy look in his eye.

    Almost like a dog.

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    07 Jul 2026

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