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Fire Pit Sex Confessions by hauntedhideaway
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jul 2026
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“Wait,” Haas finally chimed in, holding up a hand. “You were so afraid of being caught you bought a building to hook up in?”
“…Yes?” Shane answered.
Haas went a little pale. “You must have been so scared.” The mood had suddenly changed. No one thought it was funny anymore.
Shane sat up a little. “…Yes? It could have ended both of our careers. Almost ended both of our careers. And not to mention, Ilya still had a Russian passport. It was fucking terrifying.”
Luca’s face fell. “That is so sad. I’m so sorry.”
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A humorous game of sharing funny sexual exploits among friends turns into Shane and Ilya’s friends attempting to convince them that the entire secret part of their relationship was at least a little bit traumatic.Bookmarked by Helpfullhariett
27 Jul 2026
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“Good game,” Ilya snarks, he can’t help it, and Hollander shoves him hard enough into the wall that he only narrowly avoids banging his head. “You looked so hot, that goal in the second, you deserve reward—”
“Shut the fuck up,” Hollander says, and he slams into Ilya with hardly less ferocity than they’d hit each other during the game, crushing their mouths together.
Ilya’s vision whites out, his knees nearly buckle. He’s grateful for the wall as he grabs at Hollander and pulls him in tight, shoving a thigh between Hollander’s legs, sucking and biting at his lips, groaning loud and uninhibited as Hollander’s hand comes up to the back of his neck, fingers twisting into his curls. The kiss is furious and wet and hot and so much, Ilya is so fucking hot for it, he’s been thinking about this for weeks, reading through his text thread with Jane, jerking off almost every night with the memory of the last time playing in a loop behind his eyelids.
He’s never wanted anything like he wants sex with Hollander, and it sort of feels like they’ve already been going at it for hours, every glance and chirp and hit on the ice has been building to this, working him, driving him fucking crazy.
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27 Jul 2026
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Shane has everything he could ever ask for. A loving family. A devoted husband. The life he'd always dreamed of.
So why does it feel like his chest is caving in when his mom calls Ilya her favourite
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- Part 4 of Starcrossed PODS
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23 Jul 2026
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[Podfic of] I Hated Lilying to You by znks by tristansaurusrex
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Jul 2026
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“Hayden felt sick as he saw Shane glance between them and his own phone in J.J.’s hand, taking in what was probably his worst nightmare playing out right in front of him. Because Hayden could see it, within seconds, the way his face closed off, went blank, like he knew exactly what was happening because he’d been dreading it for so long.
But his eyes, fuck, his eyes showed everything even as he went very still. The bone-deep profound terror was all there.
Hayden wanted everything to stop, he wanted to shove J.J. out of the room, shove himself out of this situation, shove Shane out of harm’s way.
“Why the fuck is Rozanov sexting you?”
Hayden wanted to shove the shirt Shane hadn’t had time to put on in J.J.’s fucking mouth.”
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23 Jul 2026
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from the cold by stammiviktor
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.
— Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
— (1) Missed Call: Yuna HollanderOr: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.
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22 Jul 2026
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The first thing Ilya’s brain processed was the text in the search bar.
normal amount of touching while watching a movie
how to initiate intimacy without being awkward
is asking “is this okay” too much
Shane accidentally leaves his laptop open. Ilya discovers an extensive Google search history on how to be a good boyfriend.
Ilya conducts a very thorough performance review.
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22 Jul 2026
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Hollander blinked up at Ilya, then blinked a little harder, but his eyes weren’t quite the hazy confusion either of them craved.
“More,” Ilya said, holding another shot.
Instead of reaching for it, Hollander did something unexpected: his pouty, red mouth fell open and his eyes fluttered half-closed.
“Fuck,” Ilya muttered. He reached up with his other hand, fingers tracing the plush curve of Hollander’s bottom lip and prodding at the fullness of his upper lip. Then his fingers curved inward, nudging against Hollander’s blunt teeth, his jaw not quite open enough to receive Ilya. But he opened up readily, allowing Ilya barely enough time to enjoy the smooth edges of his enamel before Ilya’s fingers fell inward, pressing down against his warm, wet tongue.
Ilya leaned forward and tongued at his own fingers before finding his way into Hollander’s mouth, blood pounding in his ears as his breathing quickened.
“Drink,” he said, messily, into Hollander’s mouth.Shane asks Ilya to fuck him while he’s drunk.
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- Part 2 of drunk hollanov
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22 Jul 2026
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“Can’t stop thinking ‘bout how hot it is,” Hollander said. “If you fucked me like this.”
Ilya’s pulse jumped in his throat. “Fuck,” he moaned.
“Yeah, ‘cause I can’t really move. ‘Nd I don’t really know — maybe I wouldn’t really know wha’s happening. But it’d be okay, ‘cause it’s you,” Hollander said, as if the gravity of those words weren’t nearly unbearable.
“Hollander, fuck,” Ilya said as arousal coiled, hot and tight, in his stomach. “You want me to fuck you when you’re drunk?”
“Yeah,” Hollander said. “‘Cause normally — normally I can take you, y’know?”
“Take me?” Ilya echoed.
“Yeah,” Hollander said, huffing, sounding a little offended even though Ilya had just wanted clarification. “Push you off ‘nd stuff. Stop you. If I wanna. But I don’t wanna. I just. I have no control right now, y’know? You could do anything, and I’d —” Hollander swallowed, thick and audible through the phone. “I’d trust you. I’d just be so —“ His next words shook. “Helpless. You could just… take. What you want. Anything you want. Everything. I wouldn’t even matter.”Shane calls Ilya while drunk.
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- Part 1 of drunk hollanov
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22 Jul 2026
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Cautionary Tales by angeltaser
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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“Thanks,” Shane said, before he took a grounding breath. “I can walk the rest of the way, so…thank you, seriously. For the ride.”
Shane braved a couple steps, just to test the limits. He felt like an animal that wasn’t sure if it should run when presented with an opened cage, the freedom suspicious with how easily it was obtained.
“Where are you going without thanking me the way you know I want?” Ilya asked. His voice was unreadable, now.
He abruptly jerked to a stop.
Shane would never be stupid enough to hitchhike, to accept a ride on the back of a hot stranger’s motorcycle. Perverted enough, though? Maybe.
It wasn’t like this was their real life, anyway.
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22 Jul 2026
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“Okay. You want to say no, you want to fight me. Pretty boy, all alone in his glass house. You want me to force you?”
He didn’t need Shane to answer, really; Shane was fully hard against Ilya’s thigh and pink under his freckles. But it was best to be direct about these things. And he wanted to hear Shane say it, anyway.
“I—yeah. Make me. Is that too weird?”
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21 Jul 2026
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United Front by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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After Russia crashes and burns at the Olympics, six months pass where Ilya cuts Shane out completely, refusing to answer his texts. So when they both get booked for yet another ad campaign, Shane arrives on set with a strict plan to ignore Ilya entirely.
But then he learns the premise of the entire campaign: making fun of Ilya’s English.
It will take a lot for Shane to forgive him, sure. It won’t take nearly as much for Shane to stand up for him.
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21 Jul 2026
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don't call me captain by insatiablegaydesire
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jul 2026
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“Sometimes in Juniors, I’d think about my teammates in a circle and me on my knees in the center. They’d all be jerking off, and I wouldn’t be allowed to touch myself until every one of them came on me.”
Shane Hollander has spent a lifetime swallowing down every single desire. Ilya Rozanov finds his pleasure in making him speak.
featuring: couch conversations about gay awakenings, ex-girlfriends, and sexual fantasies (and now, nearly 10k of locker room roleplay with the meanest Ilya I’ve ever written)
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21 Jul 2026
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Shane makes a drunken mistake in the name of protecting his carefully constructed closet, his life explodes in spectacular fashion. Suddenly faced with an unplanned pregnancy, a movie-star girlfriend, and a team of publicists convinced that "devoted family man" is a better headline than "gay hockey player," Shane commits himself to a future that looks perfect on paper. The only problem is that his heart still belongs to Ilya Rozanov—the man he left behind a few months earlier with a broken heart, several unresolved feelings, and a belly button full of cum.
Featuring an unforgettable supporting cast of ridiculous characters—including the endlessly supportive Rose, a delightfully meddling book club of old biddies who adopt Ilya as one of their own, and a sweet baby who changes all of their lives—this is a funny, emotional story about parenthood, forgiveness, grief, healing, and two grown men who could have avoided most of their problems by having one honest fucking conversation.
or- Shane knocks up Rose, almost dies, and he and Ilya find their way back to each other the way they always do...only now they have an adorable baby to love too.
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- Part 1 of Just Pretend
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20 Jul 2026
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apex predator by hi_its_baby
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 May 2026
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"Did I pass the test?" Ilya said, trying to hide the flair of annoyance that sparked deep within his chest. He couldn’t help it. She was making him feel like he was on trial. "I am trying not to take offense to this, but when have I ever been at risk for leaking confidential details? Contract or not." Svetlana just hmmm’d to herself.
"The client insisted on the contract, my hands were tied. In order to read the brief, you had to sign. I'm sorry. You have my implicit trust, Ilyusha. I hope you know."
"The client insisted? Please, put me out of my misery. Who is this client?"
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Shane gets viciously outed, and seeks confidential, professional Dominant services to cope with the fallout.
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- Part 1 of apex predator universe
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21 Jul 2026
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The Great Migraine Mishap of 2018 by theresbeenaglitch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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Where his friend’s curls should have been on the pillow there was a shock of black hair. Instead of Roz’s familiar features he was looking at a face full of freckles, a face that he recognized easily as they had been playing against each other only hours earlier.
Shane Hollander.
Shane Hollander was in Ilya Rozanov’s bed.
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Another Cliff finds out fic.
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18 Jul 2026
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Can't Help That I'm Attracted To You by Moonchild311
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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Ilya's teammates walk in on him and Shane, cuddling on the couch.
Ilya is already busted. Now, he just wants to make sure Shane stays a mystery too.
---As he speaks, his chest rumbles, and Ilya feels it. Shane is on top of him, his head on Ilya’s chest and their legs tangled together. It has become Ilya’s favourite cuddling position — smothered by his lovely boyfriend, his hair in Ilya’s mouth, surrounded by him.
“Yes, moy lyubimyy, you are right,” he says, but he’s not looking at the screen. His phone in his hand buzzes.
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18 Jul 2026
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Without Neil’s stifling energy hanging over them, they can actually breathe now, and it’s made living together a hell of a lot more pleasant. Has made Billy more pleasant in general, even managing to pick up some friendships along the way in the forms of Steve and Robin and Jonathan. He hadn’t seen that coming. There was even Jane, who Billy looked at as more of another little sister.
The most unexpected development, however, had to be the kinship he struck up with baby Byers.
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17 Jul 2026
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It's Billy's birthday and Steve puts together a small surprise for him.
It leads to a conversation that they forgot to have some time ago, apparently.Bookmarked by Helpfullhariett
17 Jul 2026
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Billy sits on the hood of the Beemer. “What are you gonna do now?” He asks.
Steve puffs on the Marlboro, “Maybe I’ll work at my dad’s office.”
“You’re not doing that, Steve.”
“Okay, then I’ll go missing,” He passes the cigarette back over, trying to brush Billy’s skin with his fingertips one last time.
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17 Jul 2026
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Will Byers is dying of an unknown disease that has taken everything away from him.
Convinced he is dying an unlovable person that wasted his youth chasing after someone who could never love him back, he is proven wrong at his own deathbed.Mike Wheeler has loved Will Byers for many years. It’s a shame that he only got the courage to confess to it when the love of his life was minutes from slipping away for good.
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16 Jul 2026